Chapter 114


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    When Ie to I am in a hospital bed in the BloodMoon pack with Tessie at my bedside, not as my


    worried mother-inw but as the pack doctor. Without her, the pack had been without a doctor. So


    she got right back to it even temporarily. Now that her mate was the new Alpha, she was the Luna


    and the doctor to the pack. She seemed fairly rxed, I figured that was because it had to do with


    A being in pain again. Not with my body.


    “Griffin, you had a panic attack. Do you know what triggered it?” She asked me.


    I couldn’t register what she was saying, I was a strong royal Alpha wolf. I should not be having a


    panic attack.


    “I don’t want to offend you Tessie, but I don’t think it is possible for a wolf like me to get a panic


    attack” I tried to reason with her.


    She crossed her arms and red at me, almost motherly. I do not know if this is because of the


    bond we have. Or if this is how she looks at every patient in the hospital. But it makes me feel small.


    “No, you’re right it’s not like you’ve been under a lot of stresstely. It’s not like the most important


    thing in your life is missing” She shrugged making me see how ridiculous I was.


    “I was suddenly scared that I would never hear A’s voice through the mindlink. And that I


    understood why I had to go back to the castle but it feels bad going away when I can feel she is


    close” I justy it all on the table.


    If I am getting panic attacks I am not as strong as I used to be. As I


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    thought I was, I had been so deadset on being the one to find clues. The one who saved her, but I


    was getting nowhere, the more time that passed the bigger the chances were she got hurt. Maybe


    the panic attack was what I needed to realize I couldn’t do this on my own.


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    After having to stay in the pack hospital for the rest of the afternoon, just so Tessie could keep an


    eye out on me. She worried and hovered over me like my mom would do. Mom had even visited


    me, both insisting I needed to take better care of myself. They are not even wrong but I couldn’t rest


    before I had A back in my arms.


    Still, I felt a little better about asking for help when I had to leave to go back to the castle. Alpha Jay


    had promised me he would send out patrols twice a day. With how small the army had gotten that


    was the most he could do. Meanwhile, Father had ordered some heat-seeking drones. Once I could


    control from my castle with an app. They wouldnd at the edge of the BloodMoon pack. In a


    designated spot. Where the guards on patrol around the borders would pick it up and ce it in the


    charger.


    That way I did not have to stay here to try and find some clues. Of course, I would also contact


    more Alpha’s than we did before. And I needed to contact the human government to see if they


    could help me. Usually, they do not get involved with the pack business. But since this was a crime


    against the royal family they might be more inclined to help out. To make sure that the peace among


    the packs would remain. A reasonably small war between two packs did not hurt the humans and


    thus they would not get involved.


    If an all-out war broke out between several packs including the royal pack and at least one other


    pack. It could hurt the humans, and that had always been enough motion for them to get involved.


    Part of me hated that I had to sit in an office, going to stuffy meetings


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    instead of being out there actively searching for her. But I knew it was what I needed to do.


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    And I had done for the past week, there was still another week left before I finally could go back to


    the Bloodmoon pack. It had been almost three weeks now since I got the letter. Four weeks since I


    last saw her. Not wanting to leave me she had stayed until Monday morning, she had already quit


    her job at that time. So she didn’t have to leave at the cr ack of dawn.


    Still, I had been so tired that I overslept. Her rm didn’t wake me. Neither did her getting ready


    and leaving me. By the time I woke up, all that was left was a sweet note on her pillow. I still have


    the note. At the time I sent her a sweet text thanking her but I wasn’t too bothered about it. Sure I


    was a little bummed out but I thought I knew I would see her at the end of the week.


    I would get nightmares about her ming me because I did not wake up to see her off. Or that she


    would fall for David again because I didn’ t even get up to see her off thest day she saw me. I


    would wake mmy, my heart beating wildly. It neversted long because when I was awake I knew


    my sweet, kind, loyal A would never do something like that.


    Still, it made me worry about how she was feeling. Did she regret slipping out and letting me sleep?


    Did she realize herst message never got through? When I made the video announcement after


    letting the pack know it was all a lie. I felt so certain this was the way to go. That she would instantly


    see all the hints I put in the clip. In my mind it wouldfort her to see the hints, knowing I was


    coming for her. Ever since getting back to the castle after being close to her, I was second-guessing


    every decision I made.


    The desperation was wing at my intestines with cold iron ws.


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    Leaving me restless and desperate. I was back to the point where I could hardly swallow any food


    down. Only now I was hiding the fact that I was surviving on coffee and the mandatory dinner with


    my parents. A dinner that was always followed by a run, Conan seemed to be the only one who


    truly understood me. Which makes sense he is missing her just as much as I am.


    I am on one of my runs again when I get dizzy, my breathing getsbored only this time my vision


    isn’t blurring. I am still well aware of where I am, it is nothing like the panic attack I had the other


    day. This time I feel ws wrapping around my throat cutting off my air supply. Then I hear her


    voice in my mind


    “Griffin help me”


    I know it cannot be we are miles apart from each other and we do not have the ability to mindlink


    yet. But I know it is her, I don’t care how I am suddenly able to hear her when I shouldn’t be able to.


    All I care for is the fact that my mate needs me and I am going to get her out. We tried to do it the


    right way, tactical, careful to not hurt innocent bystanders. We tried so for three weeks and are no


    further to find her. I am over it I will find her this week no matter what it costs me. I will travel back to


    the BloodMoon Pack tonight with the entire army and I will burn down every inch of the forest


    surrounding the pack until I have my mate back in my arms. And I don’t care about the enemies I


    will make along the way. Not my parents, not the council.


    It is high time I let the world see what truly matters to me. Because A is the only thing that does.


    There will not be a trial needed when I kill David with my own hands and then finally mark my mate


    next to his dying body so that this can never happen again. With renewed purpose, I stride back to


    the guard’s quarter to inform them of my ns.


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