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My entire b*dy is aching and I hate this, ever since that dreadful day. Everything has been going
wrong. It wasn’t supposed to be like this, they were not supposed to move on to bigger and better
things. It was all, his fault though, he made me do this when I never wanted it. He has taken away
everything from me. Telling me it would be the best option for me, for the pack. Pointing out what
things I could get if I was the one making my choice. He told me that I was to make my own future
and not listen to the Moon Goddess.
Now I was left with nothing because the one I chose myself didn’t want me. They put me on the
back burner. Like I was an option to be considered. If I had not listened to him I knew SHE wouldn’t
have doubted. She would not have waited around, I could be so much further ahead, and I could
have been living the future I wanted. But no, he figured he knew better.
First things first, I needed to recover and it was going slower than it should be. I should have been
feeling a lot better already. It must be all the stress causing me to heal so slowly. My wolf Richard
has been acting up ever since that day. He knew about what the others were doing too. Of course,
he did, and I did too, there were very few people that did not know. He has been mad at me ever
since andst weekend. -only made it worse. I did not feel the sting of the rejection so
badly. Or so I thought, for me, it was my ego that got hurt. The fact that I could so clearly see with
both eyes that she could still choose me. Yet she didn’t. But Richard felt it, his desperate howls
reverberated through my head.
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My entire b*dy is aching and I hate this, ever since that dreadful day. Everything has been going
wrong. It wasn’t supposed to be like this, they were not supposed to move on to bigger and better
things. It was all his fault though, he made me do this when I never wanted it. He has taken away
everything from me. Telling me it would be the best option for me, for the pack. Pointing out what
things I could get if I was the one making my choice. He told me that I was to make my own future
and not listen to the Moon Goddess.
Now I was left with nothing because the one I chose myself didn’t want me. They put me on the
back burner. Like I was an option to be considered. If I had not listened to him I knew SHE wouldn’t
have doubted. She would not have waited around, I could be so much further ahead, and I could
have been living the future wanted. But no, he figured he knew
better.
First things first, I needed to recover and it was going slower than it should be. I should have been
feeling a lot better already. It must be all the stress causing me to heal so slowly. My wolf Richard
has been acting up ever since that day. He knew about what the others were doing too. Of course,
he did, and I did too, there were very few people that did not know. He has been mad at me ever
since andst weekend -only made it worse. I did not feel the sting of the rejection so
badly. Or so I thought, for me, it was my ego that got hurt. The fact that I could so clearly see with
both eyes that she could still choose me. Yet she didn’t. But Richard felt it, his desperate howls
reverberated through my head.
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11788 Vouchers But she would be mine again soon, I was not going to settle for this. It was clear
what she wanted, she wanted power so I would give her exactly that. I no longer cared for him and
removing him from the quotation would make me more powerful. So I would do just that, I would
remove him. He would get to meet the Moon Goddess and exin to her why he was so insistent I
could choose a better mate than the one
she hand-selected for me. The moment my b*dy was recovered I would get rid of him no matter the
costs. If I needed to take out the rest of his family with him, the rest of my family I would not bat an
eye. After all, they agreed and helped fill my mind with that nonsense.
Since the day I was born, they used me for their personal gain, acting like it was to support the
pack. First, they made me befriend her, to lull her parents into a false sense of security. I used to
hate that I had to go y with the runt of the pack every time. As I child I had no idea why my
parents were deadset on us ying together. Mom used toe along, those days were fun, and
she would dress in a shirt and jeans and just y along. The older I got the more I understood that
kneeling down in the grass, walking around dressed like every other person was unbefitting of a
Luna. Eventually, they told me why I needed to befriend the pack runt.
Her parents had always been hesitant about staying with our pack. Their apprehension grew when
they saw how their eldest child was treated. So I had to y along to make them feel like it was
epted. By that time I was a teenager and I didn’t mind ying with her and that weird friend of
hers so much anymore. Truth be told she made me feel good about myself. Others would tease her,
she would have been bullied so much sooner if it wasn’t for me. As open and innocent as she was
she would tell me every day. Thanking me for keeping
her safe, and it made me feel so powerful.
Then she got her crush on me, I overheard her tell her friend. Oh how I loved that, how I loved
ying with her. Touching her a little more, sitting a little closer to her. Stringing her along, and
making her believe that I was feeling the same thing as she was. All harmless fun.
She is a year older and I knew she would soon find the hopeless Omega that was bound to her.
After all, there was no way that a girl like her would find a strong mate. Since an Omega would
never be able to keep her safe she would still depend on me. I was sure that my future mate would
know her ce as my Luna. As my mother did to my father, my Luna would serve me. Cater to my
every need and trust my every decision she would not doubt me spending time with another she-
wolf. Especially not a mated one
I didn’t think she was the one to cheat on her mate, but if she wanted to I wouldn’t mind. She might
have been small but she was beautiful. The older I grew the more things I imagined doing to her.
More so when she didn’t seem to find her mate or was very interested in finding him. Everyb*dy
knew why, the entire pack knew of her crush on me. Knowing she wanted me so much she held out
on going to find her actual mate, and stroked my ego
further.
Before I stopped protecting her he wasn’t so ridiculously shy about her b*dy. She had no reason to
be either and I found myself getting more and more excited when I saw her undress. Maybe if she
had not refused me that night I would have never let him convince me I was better off with a chosen
mate. I was warming up to the idea of having this pretty little thing serve and obey me in every
sense of the way. I began imagininging back from ruling our pack to find her in the N?velDrama.Org owns all ? content.
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kitchen where she would have served me the dinner she made. And how she would get on her
knees to please me after that. Or how I would grab her hips as she was loading up the dishwasher
fu cking her as she kept our home clean and tidy.
She wouldn’t be a strong leader to the pack but that was my job. She would make a pretty little
Luna dotting on me. Fulfilling my every need, and I would still be able to protect her. She would still
make me feel powerful and wanted. My Alpha blood was surely strong enough to make sure would
conceive strong pups worthy of myst name.
So when she invited me over to watch a movie when her parents were out dealing with the
aftermath of a rogue attack that night I had fully epted the idea. To the point where I considered
taking her on as my chosen mate. That night exactly a week before my birthday, before I would find
out if she truly was my mate I wanted a little preview. I still knew the chance of someone as
powerful as me being bound to someone as weak as she was slim. If I were to choose her either as
my mistress or my chosen mate I needed to know if she was worth it.
I had been so slow starting to cuddle her. Loving the way her cheeks burned a brighter red. She
was nervous to be touched like me, shy someone like me would give her as much attention as she
should be. I liked where it was going and when I pulled her hair so that I could k*ss her I almost
creamed myself from the delicious noises she was making. I pushed her down to her bed, rubbing
against her. Pressing my hard co ck against her between her legs and mewled with a want
matching the heavy scent of her arousal in the air. This was shaping up to me so much better than
the times I f uc ked Hannah. Only when my hands found the waistband of her
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jeans did she speak. Telling me to stop it that she was saving herself for her mate. I tried to
convince her, telling her we both knew we were mates, but she wanted to be sure. She had
promised herself she would not make love before epting her mate. If it was not for the risk
involved I would have had my way with her regardless of her protesting, not settle for Hannah
again. But it shifted something in our dynamic, I was not interested in a mate that thought she could
refuse me whenever she felt like it. So when I found out. she was indeed my mate a weekter, I
told him, and it felt good to follow his advice and reject her right there on the spot. But now I see
what I have been missing. And now I was going to make it up to here sooner than expected.
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