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I shuddered in his arms, and he was right there behind me. But as his org asm closed in I felt his
teeth scrape the skin of my corbone. Where he would eventually mark me, a pit of fear formed in
my stomach. But he would never do that right, he would never mark me without my consent. I tried
to focus on what was happening, on asking him what he was doing. But the pleasure from his teeth
scratching my corbone made me delirious with need. I knew he found his release too, but he just
kept pounding into me. It overloaded my senses, I clung to his b*dy desperate, frantically trying to
match his pace. Another org asm crept in and I was lost in the haze of lust and love for this man.
Before I realized I screamed out to him.
Mark me, Griff, make me yours”
He dropped his head burying his face in the crook of my neck. Sucking and licking on the now
sensitive spot on my corbone but he did not mark me. Even throughout another earth-shattering
org asm, I felt disappointment and fear bubbling up. He carried me to the bed andid me down. So
tenderly, like I was a precious treasure he was worried to break if he was too rough with it, before
sl*pping into the bed next to me. During our love making he rushed out of his jeans but he kept his
top on. Now he had taken it off to go to sleep, and I noticed the mark of his deceased mate was
completely gone. It was a sign of the bond between us deepening. Still, the disappointment of Griffin
refusing to mark me was overrulling everything. Part of me felt relieved he didn’t, it was a heat-of-
the-moment decision since I felt ready before the big fight.
Completing the mating process was more than just marking each other. It would make me a part of
the royal family. It would mean I would have to travel back and live in the castle on Sunday. Being
apart from
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each other is hard enough as it is, but afterpleting the mating process it would be torturous.
Things I was not ready for at all, Griflin used to be ready for it. For a while, it seemed like that was
everything he wanted, and I needed to know what changed.
“Why did you not want to mark me, Grillin?” I asked staring up at the ceiling not daring to look at
him.
“Darling, I wanted to, I almost lost control I drew blood and it made you delirious with need” He
spoke softly tilting my face so I was looking at him again.
“I fear you are not ready yet?” He continued.
And he was right I was not ready yet, not all but what if I had been ready? Then he would have
refused me for no reason at all.
“And if it’s not like that and you are ready, give me 5 minutes and I will be ready for round two” He
winked.
My checks burned a bright red, not only did he read my mind about. what was holding me back.
Now I had to verbally confirm I was not ready yet. That he did everything right, and I was still upset
about it. I despised how insecure my past had made me.
“You’re right, I don’t think I am ready yet. I will be ready for the second round in 5 minutes though.” I
smirked hoping to get rid of the awkwardness.
Griff smiled and started k*ssing me, and it didn’t even take us 5 minutes before we were ready to
make love again. This time without the urgency of the first time, it was slow and sensual and I loved
every minute of it. When I was drifting off in his arm a whileter I finally felt the reassurance that
everything would work out between the two of us. Our start might have been rocky, it was not us
that made it rocky. Things from the past kepting up but we proved that we can deal
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with that.
“I love you, Griff.” I whispered hoping he was asleep and not hearing this confession that filled me
with hope and nerves at the same time. He just pulled me closer not saying anything.
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I woke up to the sound of my rm, and it made me regret staying up sote. My bed was empty
but I could still the warmth from where Griff had been sleeping. He must be up already, so I sat up
rubbing the sleep from my eyes. We needed to be at the airport in an hour. Luckily I had already
packed I just needed to shower and have breakfast but first of all, I needed a coffee to get me
going.
I turned my face towards the sound of my door opening, Griff walked in dressed in just low-hanging
pajama pants as he carried in two mugs. The smell of coffee filled my bedroom and the smile
spreading over my face matched his.
“I figured you needed this” Griff said before giving me my mug and sl*pping back into bed with me.
I could see a future like this, starting the busy day ahead by enjoying a coffee in bed together. We
didn’t even speak much, all I did was rest. my head on his shoulder in between sips of my coffee but
it was enough. Griffin however seemed to be a little nervous.
“What is on your mind. Griff, why are you nervous” I eventually asked him hoping I could help settle
his nerves.
“What if Katie doesn’t like me? The rest of your family does and it’s important for me that they do.
That your family not only epts me, I want them to like me. I want them to be happy that I am your
mate. I want them to be happy I ended up being your mate and not…” He stopped talking.
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It must be weird telling your mate you want her family to be rejected before. That was not what I got
out of this though. What I got out of it was that he felt the same as I felt about his family. It wanted to
be a part of his just as much as he wanted to be a part of mine. And it made me love him even
more.
“To be fair, Kate never liked David that much, that’s why they weren’t friends. She saw how
heartbroken I was when he rejected me. She hated him from then on out. If she sees how happy
you make me she will love you.” I told him making him smile
Talking about Kate, made me realize how much I missed her. It’s normal for siblings to scatter over
the country and move into different packs. Kate never fitted in with this pack, every time we spo ke I
could hear it in her voice. How much happier she was now, she even had a chance to be the
lead warrior it would mean she was higher ranked than her mate. Tim being the absolute
Sweetheart she is was nothing but proud of her.
My little sister, even in her happiness had told me over and over again. she wanted the same for
me. Griffin was nervous about meeting a she- wolf who had been rooting so hard for us that it was
almostical. All she wanted for me was to find a mate who loved me as much as she was loved.
Who supported me as much as she was supported. Even with the bumps in the road, I found that in
Griffin, and for that reason. alone she would love him.
“Can I get her anything as a gift?” I had been so lost in thought that I had missed Griffin getting out
of bed and rummaging through his bag to find clothes to wear.
“She is nothing like me, she loves training and weaponry and she is in the running to be the lead
warrior. But I think it is a little bit short notice to get her anything” I thought out loud.
“Don’t worry about it, Darling. I have just the thing” Griffin told me
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before he started tapping away at his phone. I had no idea what he was
about to do.
I trusted him though and there was something else I needed to discuss with Griffin. Something I
hoped would make him happy. Maybe even
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