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I just needed to get out of the room, I was beginning to wonder if this was really worth it. There are
two A’s, one part, the one I hope is the real A, is funny, fierce, loyal, and kind. The other is
moody unfair and wishy-washy. So I bought her a Porsche she didn’t like. She could at least
appreciate the effort. If that David guy knew her so well then why did he reject her? I just knew it, no
matter what she said I waspeting against an enemy that was not there. How can Ipete
with a guy who used to be her best friend, who has known her since his birth? At the same time
show, I am better than him. When she keeps waiting for me to mess up like he did. When she
screamed at me like that rejecting her crossed my mind. But my heart broke just thinking about it,
and when I remembered the scars she showed me my stomach twisted again.
I was just getting hopeless considering her suggestion to just not see each other and let the
matebond weaken enough so it would be bearable for us to be with someone else. A chosen mate.
The problem is, I can’t I don’t think there will ever be enough time to make the matebond weak
enough. I have seen so much good in her, that I cannot help falling for her. That’s why I stormed out
to go on the run I am on now. All so I could hopefully clear my mind a bit before going back to her. I
had been so wrapped up that I did not notice my father joining me on my run not until he mindlinked
me.
“Trouble in paradise Son, I won’t judge either of you but talking it over might help sometimes” his
voice filled my mind.
Up until now, I had been trying to do this on my own. To not let my parents know that things
between my mate and I weren’t as perfect as I wanted to believe. Maybe he was right though,
maybe he could help me make sense of the mess this all was now.
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“Actually, Dad, I think I might need your help to look at things clearly” I replied through our mindlink.
He suggested going out for a beer a little out of packground so nob*dy could interrupt or overhear
us. We went back to the forest edge and shifted before getting into one of the cars and drive to a
local pub.
***
“What is the reason you were out on a run, and now having a beer with your Dad, instead of
enjoying spending time with your lovely mate?” Dad started us off as soon as we both had a beer in
hand.
He was right that was what I should have been doing. When I stormed out I felt like it was all her
fault. Now that I had a moment to think about it to calm down. I could see that in my happiness, my
excitement I mighte across as a little overwhelming. And with having to fit the image of her first
mate I made things worse.
“I am too excited about having met her, and I want to go all out in showing her I am better than her
first mate. So I overwhelmed her but Dad, I don’t want to be fighting against another wolf. He was
her first mate, her childhood best friend. The Moon Goddess chose him for A first. Meaning he
was the better fit and she knows it. She is giving me a chance but I know I cannot measure up to
him. I never felt this jealous and I am so scared of losing her” I was letting it all out.
Dad didn’t say a word he just sat there sipping his beer listening to me as I was rambling nursing
my drink.
“So you two had a fight that she ever say you needed to prove yourself to be better than what’s his
name?” Dad asked.
In all honesty, she never had, just now when I told her I was sick ofpeting with him she told me
I wasn’t because he knew her better. All she did was tell me she lost her faith in mates and that was
because
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of him. So did she need to say the words out loud? He hurt her men tally he stood by as they hurt
her physically. She went as far as to choose her abuser as his Luna. I expected Dad to agree with
me but he didn’t.
“Griff pull your head out of your a ss. She left the pack he is the future Alpha of she is over him. She
is just not over the fact her world was thrown upside down. Most wolves have the dream of settling
down with their fated mate. It is a part of us, she had to readjust to the fact that he would never get
to have that life she wanted. Then she had to get readjusted to the fact she had a second chance
mate. And the Crown Prince at that” Dad told me and it made sense.
I remember when I was about six years old and my parents exined to me what the meaning of
the mark on my chest was. Only at six years old I was upset over it. With every year I grew up, I got
more and more aware of what I was going to be missing out on. And when I found out I could still
find a fated mate it was all that I wanted again.
“Okay I see your point, but the fact remains she got mad I got her Porsche because it is not
something she wants. Saying I don’t know her, that David knew her better. But I cannot know her
like he did I met her a few weeks ago. And it was only a week ago we really started talking” Letting
it all out venting to my father felt good.
That didn’t mean he was telling me what I wanted to hear. A lot of the things he told me were calling
me out. Like how I could just talk to her about what she liked. Making sure that the gifts I got her
fitted her. Pointing out he had to spend time to get to know Mom too. As an omega for the longest
time she had felt bad about Dad spending any money on her. Let alone on expensive things. He
exined how he took her to fast-food chains on the first few dates, to make sure she felt more
comfortable. I couldn’t help butugh, my Father the foodie taking his mate on a date to
MacDonalds he must have hated it.
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“No, I didn’t hate it, because her eyes would light up seeing how much I tried to make her feel
comfortable. All I needed was knowing I was the reason behind her eyes lighting up like that.” Dad
answered my unspoken question.
It made me think back on the bookshelves I built her. How she jumped into my arms when she
noticed we were building the bookshelves she had wanted. Or how she added me to social media
to tag me in a post thanking me and her great uncle for building the shelves.
The bright smile she gave me hours ago when she found out I remembered she had a copy of pride
and prejudice. I know he is right but how am I able to surprise her when I still know so very little
about her? More importantly, how am I going to make up for the mistake I made now?
***
Dad had actually given me some solid advice on how to make it up to A. We chatted for a bit
longer. He even pointed out that the Hemmings were well off. Theye from a long line of Alpha
and Luna’s, Lead Warrior, Beta’s, and Gemma’s. It meant that A wanting to find a job, and make
her own money before getting expensive stuff said something about her values. Values that
perfectly aligned with mine, sure I was loaded and had no qualms about spending it on my beautiful
mate. I would never buy unnecessary stuff for myself. Nor would I ever let a subject live in poverty
because of taxes. And I worked hard, always trying my best to be a good Prince to our people. With
renewed resolve I walked to my chambers, expecting to find A waiting for me in the living room.
She would no doubt be livid with me, but I had hoped that if we could talk things would work out
between us. I was hopeful but that all shattered when I walked into the living room to find it dark,
and empty with no traces of A or her overnight bag. Did this mean I was toote? Did she leave
me behind for good this time?
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