Chapter 1356 I''m Afraid He Will Despise Me


    J felt as if the world around her was spinning wildly and found it hard to breathe.


    She stiffened herself up to stop her body from trembling, and after a while, she asked through


    gritted teeth, "Are you sure... it''s my own problem?" Johanna was frightened by her daughter''s pale


    appearance. She quickly poured her a ss of water, patted her back, andforted her gently,


    "Calm down, my dear. Don''t be afraid. You still have us. We will always give you our full support."


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    After gulping down a mouthful of water, J finally calmed down slightly. A wry smile appeared on


    her lips. "Mom, is it possible that the fertility issue is with Brandon? He was drugged by Charis


    before and lost his memory. Perhaps there are other side effects of that drug that we still don''t know


    about?"


    Upon hearing that, Johanna also recalled that incident and said hesitantly, "It is possible. Frank


    might have mixed up the details to keep the matter confidential since the information he gathered


    involved both men and women. I assumed it was your problem because of the anonymous call."


    Don''t be too nervous now. Things aren''t confirmed yet, and it might just be a minor problem."


    Heaving a sigh of relief, J smiled bitterly and said, "Actually, I am not afraid of an illness. If it


    turns out to be a serious disease, I will be d that Brandon won''t have to go through this, but...


    She covered her face in despair, her voice choking. "Not being able to conceive a child... Well, I


    don''t want that to happen to me because I am afraid... I''m afraid Brandon will despise me for it.


    Mom, am I


    being selfish?"


    Joanna could understand her as a woman. She hugged her tenderly and said, "Don''t think too


    much. Let''s go and check again. What if it was just a mistake? It''s probably not as serious as you


    think. Even if it is, you should believe in Brandon. We can all see how sincerely he loves you. Don''t


    you see it?" J leaned on her mother''s shoulder, her smile growing more bitter. "It''s precisely


    because I feel his sincerity and kindness that I''m more afraid of losing him."


    Johanna touched J''s head gently and said, "You''re amazing! If Brandon dares to let you down,


    he will have to deal with me!"


    J finally managed to pull herself together under her mother''sforting words. "Even if it really


    is my problem, I still won''t be discouraged. And if Brandon leaves me because of this, it shows that


    he is not a good man."


    Johanna sighed with relief after seeing her daughter strong and confident again. "I''m d you think


    that way."


    Then, she ruffled J''s hair and asked tentatively, "Anyway, should we go for a check-up first, just


    in case... As one of the wealthiest families in Barnes, we have ess to many impable medical


    resources. If something is indeed off, we can surely find a solution."


    Feeling her mother''s worry, J agreed, despite her nervousness.


    On the way to the hospital, J leaned against the car window, took out her phone, typed a


    message to Brandon, but erased it. She did it a few times, unable to bring herself to send it.


    She didn''t know what to say to him.


    Was she supposed to question him for not telling her the truth?


    Nevertheless, she knew that even if he hid the truth


    from her, it was for her sake, so how could she question him?


    Moreover, if it was really his problem, wouldn''t he get hurt all over again if she were to ask him


    about it so rashly?