I am Eun clirck 18 years old. My parent are both dead I don''t have any sibling nor relatives. I lost them with that event happened


    Anxiety and depression


    I tried to commit suicide but I''m afraid of dying I''m not in the right mind this time


    It''s been 3 days since it happen still my mind is blank. Stress, fatigue crawls to my body I walk for few days wondering around without food and rest


    Abandoned buildings and houses can be seen stretch far and wide


    At some point of time I found some people around 18 to 25 years old their group consist of 7 boys and 4 girls


    One of them is cargosin he has big muscle and has good body composition


    He appointed himself to be the leader for him muscle is basis for strength


    I did not argue or brought up any conversation staring at the ground blankly. I''m only here survive I thought grouping up with people can lead to higher survival probabilityUnauthorized use: this story is on Amazon without permission from the author. Report any sightings.


    The girls are wearing short shorts some with fit jeans they have a good body with white clear skin and smooth hair they have fine faces. Theirs legs and shoulder are showing off


    Some men gaze to their legs and instant turning around when their eyes meet with some girls


    Listen up for the time being I''ll be the leader let put some effort in gathering some food and weapons we can find girls you''re with me boys scatter around and when you found something bring it back here.


    Slightly smiling with full of lust.


    Ah mr thank you for taking care up us will be at your care hugging cargosin back with teary eye. Ang shaking legs trembling with fears can be seen


    No need for that let''s get going


    while putting and rubbing his hand to shoulder of the girls hugging him


    ahh by the way boys don''t ever think about touching those girls I''ll kill you.. In small voices


    Slightly smiling the his eyes can''t be seen


    Fck!


    Shit!


    Nuthead!!


    Who does he think he is shiit!


    Kill our ass fuck!


    They mumbled this as soon as they scatter though they cant leave the group because of those girls they fantasy off. Nor they can''t fight with cargosin because of their thin body


    As I walk towards a house still with blank minded


    I broke the window with some rocks and search for food but none can be found only smashed wall and broken floors with circular cracks


    As soon as I preapared to leave a


    I heard a woosh sound and then a shadow can be seen between my feet it did not resemble a shadow of a man or an animal


    As I turn around to see whose responsibility for that shadow