I''m not really sure how long I''ve been working at this to be honest but I''ve gotten almost no progress and it''s frustrating me. In the begining when I started pushing my new ability I was only able to catch glimpses of what is really around me and even then it was only when I focused solely on seeing past the darkness. Now I can see a full centimeter after each wave when I try my hardest which I feel is not enough. The good news is the range in which I can see has grown bigger because I don''t really have anything to reference it against but it''s gotten bigger.


    The biggest problem with training my new ability is it''s sooooooo tiring I have to sleep for half the time I train so if I work for 2 hours I have to nap for an hour and it''s making this take a very long time.


    I wonder if there''s anything else I can do? This is getting boring and frustrating how am I suppose to get stronger?


    *Look inside of yourself to find the answers you desire*


    "Who is this? Who''s talking to me? How did I get here? What am I suppose to do?"


    *look inside and follow your heart. A guide will find you when the time is right*A case of content theft: this narrative is not rightfully on Amazon; if you spot it, report the violation.


    "No! What is going on you have to tell me how I got here! Who are you!"


    After waiting for what felt like hours with no response I''m sure whoever is out there isn''t going to talk back. Well that''s annoying I finally find something else out there and they give my 3 sentences and then leave. Big help whoever you are, big help.


    But I guess it can''t hurt to do what they said..... look inside.... what am I suppose to find......


    Nothing, I see absolutely nothing. Great so the first conversation I have in this new world is a bust. I should give whoever you are a peice of my mind for that. Look inside they said, find what your looking for they said great help they are.


    Wait, what''s that? A number? What''s that suppose to be for? Just floating around? It''s staying in a weird spot ride at the top of the inside of my being which apparently is spherical..


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    <td>10/10 cosmic power</td>


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    What does that mean? What is cosmic power? What can I do with it..... I have an idea maybe it''s like one of those light novels from back on earth..... alright picture something... what do I picture? What do I do with cosmic power? Hhhmmm maybe a planet? Or ooooo a sun let''s try that hehehe that sounds like the way to go. Ok visualize it picture a sun right in the middle of this void........ aaaaagghhhhh..... What is this pain what''s going on....... aaaaaahhhhhh....... and everything goes black.