Chapter 146 It Really Hurts To Look Back


    "I almost got married to Aron four years ago." Autumn was startled by I''s words. It was not until then


    that Autumn realized, they had developed such an intimate rtionship with each other.


    "I got the chance to meet him at a dancing party. I found out that he had lost his parents when he was


    just a child, and that he was brought up by his grandparents. It was said that his family was very


    notable, but the real reason I was attracted to him was... I found that he was very devoted to doing


    charity work, and the second time I met him was at an orphanage charity event." I looked so radiant


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    when she talked about this to Autumn; even her eyes flickered with light. "I often peered at him secretly


    during the event. Somehow, the director of the orphanage discovered my secret. Since then he always


    intentionally assigned us into the same group. Time passed and finally he asked me to date him."


    I was cheerful as she spoke and then she went on, "You can''t imagine how excited I was when I got


    the phone call from him. I asked my sister to go shopping with me to buy some new clothes for the


    date. But my sister insisted on going with me because she wanted to see what kind of man he really


    was. I thought it might be awkward for me to go on the date alone, so I brought my sister along with


    me. But I never expected that..." I smiled bitterly. She didn''t expect that it would be the start of her


    nightmares.


    "I got along very well with Aron at the beginning and he also took good care of me. Even though my


    sister Becky always made various excuses to go out with me and be the gooseberry, she did not cause


    any troubles for us. But everything changed on Becky''s birthday, four years ago." I looked so


    distressed when she talked about this, but she understood that she had to let it go, and that she would


    have to learn to face reality sooner orter.


    "At the time, I had already taken Aron to meet my parents and all of my family members were satisfied


    with him. They all said that he was a nice person and that he would also make a good husband. Every


    person in the vige received the news that I had found a good boyfriend." I paused for a few


    seconds and then continued, "My dad lived frugally when he was young so as to save money for my


    aunt''s tuition fees. He encouraged my aunt to go to college even though he was very poor at that time.


    I don''t know what happened during her college years, but she got married as soon as she graduated


    from college. Although my aunt''s husband is much older than her, he is rich. After they got married, my


    aunt hardly went back to see my dad. She lives in Y City now with her husband. If I hadn''t been


    working in Y city, perhaps I would have already severed my ties with her.


    "On the contrary, I had a good rtionship with my cousin, Becky. She often invited me for meals or to


    go shopping with her. Of course, Aron would go with me every time. I have to admit that I was really


    silly at that time. It was not until then that I realized Becky also loved Aron." I forced smile on her


    face when she said that. "It was Becky''s birthday, when I found a new job and just received my sry. I


    really appreciated Becky''s kindness towards me, so I spent a whole month''s sry buying her a bottle


    of perfume. I knew that it was not a big deal for her, but that little gift was a token of my appreciation.


    When we arrived at her house, I found that she had only invited Aron and me. She said that she didn''t


    want it to be very high-profile and I agreed with her as well.


    But I could have never expected, what happenedter. I was drunk after drinking a ss of wine and


    when I finally woke up I found myself lying on the couch, while my aunt was there, reading the


    newspaper leisurely." I couldn''t stop trembling when she recalled the scenes from her past. Although


    it happened four years ago, she could still clearly remember the domineering look of her aunt. "I I


    know that you are going to get married to Aron soon, and I am happy for you, but..."


    Her aunt paused after she said that. I felt uneasy and she stood up to find Aron. However, her aunt


    stopped her quickly and went on, "I, it is Becky''s fault. She''s also been in love with Aron for a long


    time and now they have had sexual intercourse. You are her older sister, can you forgive her this time?


    Would you help fulfil your sister''s wish?"


    "It felt so absurd and unreasonable to hear her say that. Aron was my boyfriend and I trusted him. I


    was sure that he would never betray me. But when I saw Becky and Aron lying on the bed without a


    stitch of clothing, I realized I was wrong."


    "Well, what happenedter?" Autumn was so pitiful for I when she heard her sad story. Autumn felt


    sorry for her as she imagined it must have been a grievous experience. She must have been wrought


    with pain when she found out that her sister had stolen her betrothed from her.


    "And then... I hid myself from them. I didn''t want to see him and I didn''t want to talk or listen to him. I


    hated Becky. Before this, I had considered her to be my best friend and she was also the person I


    trusted the most. But it turned out that she was only willing to be intimate with me for the sake of Aron."


    Iughed bitterly as her eyes filled up with tears. "I hid for nearly a month. During that time, Aron


    called me countless times, but I never answered. I finally came around about a monthter and then I


    sent him a breakup message. I didn''t want to be dispirited anymore. After that I changed my phone


    number and I forced myself to forget all about it.


    Do you know the feeling of being betrayed by your beloved man and sister?" I sneered and


    exined, "All of my hopes were smashed to pieces, but my rtives were still reluctant to let me go.


    Every time I was at a family reunion, they wouldpare me to Becky. They''d say that Becky''s family


    is notable and Becky is beautiful. Moreover, her academic qualification is better than mine, so it was


    natural that Aron chose her instead of me. It seemed like I was the guilty person in their eyes."


    I was expressionless while talking. "My mom keeps forcing me to get married. I know that she


    doesn''t want my rtives to talk about this matter again over again. She understands my bitterness, so


    she still hopes that I can find a nice man to marry me. I understand her point, but I... But I just can''t


    control my bad temper."


    "That''s okay. Don''t be upset. Your mom will understand you, I." Autumnforted her softly. "I,


    let it go, and you have to move on, " said Autumn.


    "I know. I know." After opening up to Autumn, I felt like someone had taken the weight of the world


    off her shoulders. The experience with Aron was like a heavy stone in her heart. "I havee around


    since I sent him the breakup message four years ago. I knew that since then he had nothing to do with


    me and I had nothing to do with him any longer, our paths wouldn''t cross anymore.


    And I heard from the servant at home that he kept looking for me for a long time. I was quite irresolute


    for some time, but then he just left quietly. Becky also pursued him then. My aunt said that they were


    getting engaged soon. I think... I think perhaps I should bless them." She was really shocked and


    flurried when she suddenly met Aron after many years. After all she had been deeply in love with him.


    But as time passed, things had changed. What she had to do now, was to learn from that experience,


    and ept that it is all in the past now.