Chapter 84: His name is Chris Springs
<span style="font-weight:400">Drake retrieved as many barrels as he could from his inventory, cing them in rows of two alongside the outskirts of the tents. He then began to fill them with steaming hot water quickly.
<span style="font-weight:400">Just as quickly was a line forming, every person who was inside the Outpost eager to wash the filth from themselves.
<span style="font-weight:400">Some were more eager than others as pushing and shoving began to break out amongst the people waiting.
<span style="font-weight:400">Drake sighed and quickly snapped his fingers, a loud boom sounding from the light green magic circle in his hand.
<span style="font-weight:400">He had used wind magic to amplify his snap, getting everyone’s attention.
<span style="font-weight:400">Using the same spell he made his voice heard.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Everyone ys nice, or you ruin it for the rest of the ss,” Drake said, his gaze going over the crowd, “Any more fighting, and no more free stuff.”
<span style="font-weight:400">Those who had been fighting hastily moved back into line. With some sparse grumbling here and there, the lines began moving smoothly once again.
<span style="font-weight:400">“<em><span style="font-weight:400">You have learned some very neat tricks recently,”</em><span style="font-weight:400"> Natto snickered.
<em><span style="font-weight:400">I need them for some of the stuff I will be doing now… And the better I can control the smaller stuff, the easier it will be for therger destructive spells.</em><span style="font-weight:400"> He thought, replying.
<span style="font-weight:400">“<em><span style="font-weight:400">It seems you have reached another poor state of mind… Do you care to speak on it?”</em><span style="font-weight:400"> Natto prodded.
<em><span style="font-weight:400">I’ll be alright Natto. Thank you. If I had to say something it would be that I’m concerned…</em><span style="font-weight:400"> Drake thought, moving himself to the cauldrons he had set up before, and set up many more rows of them for the neers.
<span style="font-weight:400">“<em><span style="font-weight:400">Concern?”</em>
<span style="font-weight:400">Drake moved his hands quickly, setting up therge pots, campfires, and spit roasts.
<em><span style="font-weight:400">Yeah. I’ve started to notice it more and more with every fight I’m having… but I am bing increasingly enthralled in thebat. I- I’m only feeling something when I’m on the edge. These fights are barely cutting it anymore. And that’s not all…</em><span style="font-weight:400"> Drake trailed off, skewering an already-skinned boar from his inventory, and cing it on a fire.
<span style="font-weight:400">Drake began seasoning and filling the pots, and boars he had set up before he was interrupted by Natto.
<span style="font-weight:400">“<em><span style="font-weight:400">That is not all? What else is changing Drake?”</em><span style="font-weight:400"> she asked, concern apparent in her voice.
<em><span style="font-weight:400">Right… I can feel…. Well, I can feel my humanity fading each time I level up. It’s strange, it’s as if I’m performing a habit that I don’t understand anymore. The smiling, the interactions, the talking, and sympathy in general. When I saved those people… I didn’t feel sorry, I didn’t feel the same amount of empathy I know I should have. That I knew I used to have. It felt like I was just going through the motions because I knew I should. I only feel alive, feel something more when I fight now. Is that the effect of the skill stones?</em><span style="font-weight:400"> He asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">“<em><span style="font-weight:400">It is one of the drawbacks of the higher rarity stones, you are also progressing impressively fast. Making me fear that your psyche may not be able to keep up to the trauma you are facing,”</em><span style="font-weight:400"> Natto exined.
<em><span style="font-weight:400">Trauma? I don’t think I need that type of sympathy, you should save that sympathy for those who are actually being abused, Natto. If you haven’t noticed I’m the one shelling out the punishment for the usedtely.</em><span style="font-weight:400"> Drake scoffed, filling another pot with water, food, and seasoning.
<span style="font-weight:400">“<em><span style="font-weight:400">That is trauma, Drake. You may not feel it because you have gone through it so much as ofte, but you are killing thousands, snuffing out lives, even if they are monsters. But not weeks ago you were just a normal man watching tv shows and drawing on your tablet for a living. You are far too unforgiving of yourself,” </em><span style="font-weight:400">Natto warned.
<em><span style="font-weight:400">Forgiveness isn’t something one gives themself. It’s salvation given by the grace of others.</em><span style="font-weight:400"> Drake thought, a realizationing to him.<em><span style="font-weight:400"> I see, I know what I have to be then. I will do what I must to survive, I will be whatever this tutorial and system needs me to be in order to protect what’s important to me. Damned the consequences. I will let someone else judge me when the time is right and it’s all over.</em>
<span style="font-weight:400">“<em><span style="font-weight:400">Well that is rather dramatic, but if that is what you wish, I will help you do so. May we stand trial together, you dolt.”</em>
<span style="font-weight:400">Drake smiled underneath his mask, finishing thest of the pots.
<span style="font-weight:400">He looked up to see a line of people again forming near the food this time.
<span style="font-weight:400">Drake quickly picked out a few people and gave them instructions for the food.
<span style="font-weight:400">“You, you, you, you, and you. Turn the pig every five minutes. You, you, you, you, and yes you. Stir the pots every ten minutes. Pigs are done in two hours, the pots are done in an hour. Don’t burn my food,” Drake said, moving his mask to the side and grinning.
<span style="font-weight:400">Unsurprisingly his joke did not go over well with the new people as they had witnessed an even harsher side of Drake than the previous saved. His grin visibly shaking some.
<em><span style="font-weight:400">Well, aren’t they rude…</em><span style="font-weight:400"> Drake thought, snapping his mask back into ce and walking over to the graves.
<span style="font-weight:400">“<em><span style="font-weight:400">Yes, well. They did see you put your molten hand through quite a few Goblin faces… Not to mention what you did to the first Knight….” </em><span style="font-weight:400">Natto chided but then winced after remembering the scene.
<em><span style="font-weight:400">Hey. I wanted to try out how water magic could work if you put the water in the monster. And now I know.</em><span style="font-weight:400"> He snapped back.
<span style="font-weight:400">“<em><span style="font-weight:400">Yes, you, the Goblin, the Goblin reinforcements, and everyone inside the Cage next to the Goblin now know. And I am sure they appreciate it greatly.”</em>
<em><span style="font-weight:400">“</em><span style="font-weight:400">That’s why I put out the hot water!” Drake said aloud, offended.
<span style="font-weight:400">He felt Natto give a mental shake of her head, and he turned to the rows of the graves.
<span style="font-weight:400">“At least I don’t feel as much now, so this sucks less I guess... Who am I kidding, it sucks even if I can’t feel the pit in my stomach,” he mumbled, beginning to dig the first hole in a new row.
<span style="font-weight:400">Drake continued in silence for nearly an hour before he felt a pair of people draw closer, and he could only guess who they were as he would have heard Theodore calling him.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Well, this is bleak….” Jacqueline said.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Jacky…” Chelsea whispered.
<span style="font-weight:400">“My bad, love. Never been good with these types of situations…” she replied.
<span style="font-weight:400">“It’s alright,” Drake said, not bothering to turn, “Not knowing how to handle something like this means you haven’t had to deal with it. I envy you for that.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Mr. Shot…” Chelsea started but a raised hand from Drake cut her off.
<span style="font-weight:400">“I’m not looking for sympathy. I’m not the one who died. Save it for them if you want to give it,” Drake said, unintentionally cold, “....Sorry I’m dealing rather poorly with some things…. Just.. No, Please tell me about this friend of yours you want me to do about it. You’ll have to forgive me for multi-tasking but with everything, I don’t know when I’ll have another chance.”
<span style="font-weight:400">Chelsea and Jacqueline exchanged a look. Jacqueline gave a nod to Chelsea and she stepped up next to Drake.
<span style="font-weight:400">“The man’s name is Chris Springs,” Chelsea started, but this time Drake turned.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Wait the blond prick? Good looking, tall, nice smile, rather charismatic, but secretly an asshole with an evil juicy center?” Drake asked, his brow raised.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Y-yes…? How did you know?”
<span style="font-weight:400">“He tried to get me into his little group at the start, I turned him down because... Nevermind. So you want me to kill this guy ''cause he’s too good-looking, maybe turned you down, or did something then?” Drake offered.
<em><span style="font-weight:400">“Drake!”</em><span style="font-weight:400"> Natto snapped.
<em><span style="font-weight:400">My bad, I jumped the gun.</em>
<span style="font-weight:400">“Sorry, my intrusive thoughts got ahead of me. Continue,” Drake said, moving his mask off to the side so he could show his sheepish smile.
<span style="font-weight:400">“No- Um,” Chelsea said, slightly confused, “You hit the nail on the head pretty much… Chris seemed like a nice guy at first but his true nature quickly showed when the tutorial started throwing stronger and stronger monsters at us,” Chelsea said, moving in tandem with Drake as he made grave after grave, “He used his charm to get close to 50 people together at one point, but what we didn’t know was that he had done so only to have himself be protected.”
<span style="font-weight:400">Drake spun his finger in a circle, asking Chelsea to turn for a moment. Sheplied and Drake ced the remains of a person into the grave, then moved to the next.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Protected how? From the strength he showed when he grabbed me I assumed he was a warrior?” Drake asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">Chelsea stayed where she was for a moment, looking to go over something in her head before speaking.
<span style="font-weight:400">“He apparently had people he knew in the tutorial. And they found people who were easy to manipte…”
<span style="font-weight:400">“I see… so he tried for younger people, mostly women. And men he thought he could easily bring under his wing and manipte to do what he said,” Drake offered, his thoughts turning to Tom.
<span style="font-weight:400">“For the most part, yes,” Chelsea agreed.
<span style="font-weight:400">“<em><span style="font-weight:400">Ha! That means he thought you were easy to manipte. I always knew you were an imbecile, even the stupid evil viin guy thinks so!”</em><span style="font-weight:400"> Nattoughed.
<span style="font-weight:400">Drake ignored Natto as he listened to Chelsea go on.
<span style="font-weight:400">“I was much the same, they found me a little after... I had been chased out from the group I hade into the tutorial with and had run into them. The one who vouched for me and helped me get into the group was… Megan.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“And this is the friend you want to save?”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Yes! She… She is the one who kept me from going crazy all those restless nights in the dark. I will do anything. Anything you ask! Even…”
<span style="font-weight:400">Drake held up his hand.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Please. I have enough crazy women around me, I do not need more. And value yourself more. I understand you want to help your friend, but I was going to do so regardless,” Drake turned to look at Chelsea, an endearing grin on his face, “I only needed to know how much you cared for her. And from what I can tell just from this is that you do so immensely. From the fight earlier I can also say you know how to take a hit and stand back up. You obviously don’t like me, but decided to work with me regardless to help her. And right now in this situation that is good enough for me.”
<span style="font-weight:400">Drake fully turned to face her this time.
<span style="font-weight:400">“You and Jacqueline have only just be a part of my group, but I can tell you are good people. Even if one of you, or well both of you, have a smart mouth. But anyone who can willingly sacrifice themselves for another… For friends and family. Is someone I’m willing to help. All you need do is ask me,” Drake said, holding out his hand, “Preferably politely,” he added with a light chuckle.
<span style="font-weight:400">Chelsea looked bewildered at Drake, her face quickly changing expressions in rapid time. Disbelief, concern, anger, shock, joy, gratitude, and relief that then finally turned into a smile. Her left hand moved to meet Drake’s, her other covering her mouth, as she whimpered behind it, tears of relief and joy cascading down her face.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Please save my friend. P-please save my friend Megan!” she shouted behind her hand, soft gasps resounding through the area.
<span style="font-weight:400">Drake gave her hand a firm shake as they met.
<span style="font-weight:400">“With pleasure,” Drake said, “Now if only Jacqueline could learn to be just as polite.”
<span style="font-weight:400">“Piss off, bloody idiot!” she shouted from behind.
<span style="font-weight:400">“Baby steps, we’ll get there,” Drakeughed, “Now let’s go see a mustached man about finding an evil viin!”