Helena could not me Laura since she believed that it was what she did that led to such a result, so it was reasonable and forgivable that Laura would treat her badly-after all, she was only a maid of the Hutchinson.
At the thought that Laura did not even want to see her, Helena burst out of greater tears. Although Laura had promised her to dine in her house, she was still not sure whether Laura would actuallye or not. She wondered whether she could see her again for the rest of her life.
She was longing to sit Laura’s wedding ceremony, take care of her when she was pregnant and make sure that her could live a happy life. Yet, it might be impossible for her to realize these dreams.
“Mom, where have you been today? I could find you nowhere,” ra ventured without apparent anxiety.
At ra’s question, Helena immediately turned around and secretly wiped her tears. Then, she turned back to face ra, smiling, and said, “I find it boring here so I took a casual walk.”
Instead of nailing Helena’s lie, ra looked her in her eyes and asked, “Mom, why did you cry just now?”
“I didn’t,” Helena nervously lowered down her head and slightly rubbed her eyes, “Well, there was dust in my eyes. I didn’t cry. What should I cry for?” Helena squeezed a smile which, ording to ra, was more than bizarre and reluctant.
Suppressing the jealousy, ra walked over and took Helena’s hands, “Mom, can you tell me where your biological daughter is? If untreated, your illness can be severe and dangerous.”
Recently, ra had been always talking about the disease and the biological daughter, which infuriated Helena, so she flung ra’s hands away and cried loudly, “Don’t ask me those questions anymore. I won’t tell you. I don’t want any treatment now! I will take care of myself and it is none of your business.”
Helena’s response greatly upset ra. How could Helena scold her like that when she cared so much about her health and treated her as her biological mother?
Yet, no matter how badly and contemptuously Laura Hutchinson had treated Helena that day outside Hutchinson’s vi, she still smiled and spoke gently. ra wondered whether it was only because she was not Helena’s biological daughter that she had been treated in such a bad way.
Jealousy erupting, ra burst out in tears. She asked, “Mom, you went to visit the Hutchinson’s today, didn’t you? Laura Hutchinson is your daughter, right?”
“Nonsense!” In a panic, Helena shouted, “I didn’t! Laura is not my daughter! Stop imagining things!”
Although Helena shouted angrily, she did not even dare to look at ra. Helena’s evasive expression further convinced ra that Laura was her biological daughter.
“Mom, please tell me the truth. I saw you talking with Laura today in front of the Hutchinson’s vi.”
“You followed me?” Helena finally looked ra in her eyes, anger overflowing from her tone and expression.
Helena’s suspicion upset ra more greatly. She retorted, “I didn’t. I was anxious when I couldn’t find you. Then, I remembered that there is a GPS on your phone, so I tried to locate you through that system. When I arrived at Hutchinson’s vi, I saw you talking with Laura.”
At ra’s exnation, Helena rxed her facial expression and said, “I know I’ll die soon, so I just wanted to say goodbye to Laura,” after a pause, Helena continued, “And Logan. I lied to you because I don’t want you to worried me. Don’t overthink.”
Even now when ra had already nailed Helena’s lie, Helena still did not want to tell the truth, which made ra cry much harder, “Mom, I asked Logan this afternoon and he told everything about how Laura was kidnapped when she was just born. How did you save her? Why did you work as a maid for the Hutchinson family?”
“Did Logan really tell you everything?” Helena asked, tears blurring her vision-maybe she could not keep the secret any longer.
“Yes,” ra nodded heavily. She held Helena’s hands again and said, “Mom, please tell me the truth. What happened? Is Laura really your daughter?”
ra’s tears made Helena feel sorry since, although Laura was not her biological daughter, she was the one who brought ra up, so she must be deeply touched when ra cried and begged her to tell the truth.
“ra, I don’t know how to tell you the truth. I am so sorry.”
“Mom, please tell me the truth. Who am I? You can’t keep it as a secret all your life,” ra further questioned when she realized that Helena was ready to tell her.
Indeed, Helena felt sorry. Had it not been for her decision, ra must have lived a wealthy and happy life and would never have been troubled by poverty and hardship.
It was her who destroyed ra’s original life and she now wondered whether she should keep her in the dark any longer. It was not fair to ra.
“ra, it is all my fault! I’ve been lying to you for so many years! I am so sorry.” To be honest, after all these years, she had already been deeply connected to ra and her love for this adopted daughter also became profound. Helena pulled ra into her arms and cried out, “ra, please forgive me!”
“Mom,” ra also offered her hug, “It is you who brought me up and I will me you for nothing. Please tell me the truth.”
“Fine, I’ll tell you the truth now. I’ll tell you everything,” a twinge of guilt overflowing from Helena’s eyes, she wiped her tears and began her narration.
After Helena gave birth to her baby, she took a month’s rest in a rented house because she was poor at that time.
One day, when Helena went out to dispose trash, she heard a baby crying. Then, she found a baby beside the trashcan as she followed the sound.
“Whose baby is that? Why are you here, my sweetie?” Helena picked up that baby in a hurry.
It was cold in the morning and the baby was nearly frozen. Helena, as a mother, felt so sorry for the baby. She cursed the one who left the baby alone secretly.
She held the baby for a long while, waiting for someone to take the baby back, but no one came. Then she asked all her neighbors whether they knew anything about the baby. Yet, she got no answer. Therefore, she had no other choice but to take the baby back to her home.N?velDrama.Org (C) content.