Her Cold-Hearted Alpha Chapter 90
Her Cold-Hearted Alpha Chapter 90
His Turmoil
KIARA
I awoke feeling something poking my stomach . Apart from that , I felt so rxed . Why did I feel so
snug ? I opened my eyes slowly , my heart racing when I looked at the partially tattooed chest in front
of me .
My breath hitched , my stomach erupted in butterflies as his familiar scent wrapped around me . Oh ,
Goddess … How did we end up in bed together ? I tensed , knowing exactly what was poking me .
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The realisation sent a rush of pleasure through me and my entire body heated u p . trying my best not
to adjust my position . I didn’t want to wake him up . I knew I wanted him . The mate bond , my own
turmoiled emotions , and my wolf’s urges were threatening to drown me . ” Hey …
” Alejandro’s thick sexy voice came . ” What’s up ? ” No , don’t look at me …. I tried to move away only
to feel him throb against me . M y own desire was only growing , and I knew he would smell my arousal
.
Kill me now , goddess … I slowly looked up into his eyes , my cheeks burning with shame . Ready to
be mocked . His eyes were dark , and I didn’t miss the desire in them . ” L – let go . ” I whispered ,
despite my entire body and soul urging me to push him onto the bed and kiss him .
He raised a hand , running his fingers down my cheek , I knew he could hear my heart , see the
reaction my body had towards him … He searched for something in my eyes , and it was at that
moment that I sensed his emotions , I was so lost in my own raging hormones that I didn’t even realise
the chaos he was feeling .
Concern filled m e , I had sensed many emotions from Alejandro but never had I sensed this level of
confusion , worry , distress , and guilt … Why was he guilty ? My heart twisted and I wondered if he
had gone somewhere at night … Did he … No , h e wouldn’t … Although the thought crossed my mind
, I didn’t believe it . Then what was it ? ” Calm down . ” He said quietly .
” I’m calm , what’s worrying you ? ” I asked , not missing him tense slightly . He looked away and shook
his head slowly . Wouldn’t he share his problem ? I pulled away , feeling an ache inside . What were w
e ? I sat up , but before I got any further , he had tugged me back into his arms .
My back hit his chest , his muscr arms wrapped around me tightly from behind . My heart thudded
as he buried his head into my neck . ” I’m sorry . ” He whispered . I tensed , what for ? Why was he
apologising ? He said he wouldn’t apologise …
” For everything I’ve put you through . ” He murmured as if understanding my silent question . His lips
grazed my neck and I let out a small whimper of pleasure .
My eyes fluttered shut . Hisrge manhood now touching my ass . The urge to rub myself against him
was threatening me , but before I could even argue , or do anything , he pulled mepletely against
him , crushing our bodies together as one .
Our hearts raced as one and I didn’t move , I had no idea why he felt so conflicted , but It was clear that
he wasn’t able to tell me … ” We both acted on physical attraction , we didn’t reallymunicate … we
didn’t share our problems .
We made choices based on our own issues . Yes , you hurt me Alejandro … but I hurt you too … so
please … stop feeling guilty for it . ” I whispered , despite how strongly the bond was pulling me to him ,
I meant those words . We had acted recklessly , deciding our own paths , making our own assumptions
, and hurting the other .
” I knew you were my mate before the fucking blood moon . ” He said , so quietly that I barely heard .
My heart pounded and I pulled away , putting distance between us . ” You knew … ” I whispered ,
hating the fact my eyes were stinging . He sat up , a god in all aspects . ” I knew when I was falling for
you .
That you weren’t just any fucking she – wolf … and that’s when I decided to stay away from you , to
force myself to go ahead with the engagement . The reason I needed a distraction at the mating ball ,
the reason I didn’t host it . ” He said quietly .
I didn’t know what to make of it . He hurt me when he knew I was his mate . That made the stinging
pain worse … But at the same time , it meant he had cared for me long before the mate bond even
came into effect …
And the night I slept with Rayhan he knew I was his mate . How had he felt ? My eyes threatened to
spill at the very thought of what I had put him through . ” You said you wouldn’t apologise , so why now
? ” I whispered . I felt scared , like this was goodbye .
Why did it feel like this ? ” I said I’d show you … but I don’t think there is any shit I can ever do to make
up for all the crap . ” He said quietly . ” Alejandro … What happened ? You weren’t like this at night … ”
I scooted closer and cupped his face .
” You’re scaring me . ” He gripped my wrists and looked at me . I knew he was struggling to say
whatever it was . ” Tell me what it is … ” I urged , not missing his gaze lingering on my lips . ” I don’t
want youing with me to the forest .
You said yourself , you got a bad feeling about it . ” ” Al ! I thought you were ok with me going with you .
Why change your mind now ? ” I asked . Worry now reced with frustration .
I shoved his shoulders in annoyance . That made him smirk . ” Al , huh ? When did we get that close ?
” He teased . ” We’ve already fucked , I don’t think calling you Al , will beat that . Stop changing the
topic . Tell me , why don’t you want me toe ? Did you get some more news ?
Together , we could probably do a lot better . Whatever there is in that forest , my powers could be of
some use ….. ” I tried to ignore the way he was stroking m y waist or that sexy arrogant smile that
lingered on his face . ” I do have reasons …
Can you not be so fucking stubborn ? ” He said , frowning when he realised I was not going to back
down . ” I can and I will . ” I said , my eyes shing . I knew he was hiding something from me .
” If I don’t want to take you I sure as fuck won’t . ” He shot back . ” I’d like to see you try to stop me . ” I
red at him , mustering up my most icy look I could . ” What are you going to do ? Try to act tough ?
Give me fucking baby shoves ? You sure aren’t that fucking strong now , are you ?
” He mocked . Ok , although I loved the fact he sounded like his normal , annoying sexy self again . I It
was annoying . ” You want hard , I’ll show you hard . ” I said , ring at him , as I punched his shoulder
harder . He was pushed back a little but still unphased . ” Is that all you got , sweetheart ?
” He taunted . Oh , he sure asked for it ! ” Urgh you are so annoying ! ” I said and this time I smacked
him again , using all m y force . It knocked him back onto his pillow , making me gasp . My heart
skipped a beat as he pulled me along with him . I
was now on top of him , my eyes widening in surprise . ” Never said I fucking wasn’t . ” He remarked .
His hands that were on my waist dipped lower ever so slightly as he gripped my hips . I red at him in
frustration , but despite that ,
I couldn’t resist the way I felt , the way my core ached , the storm within me or this sexual tension that
was growing between us . Our eyes met and I was very aware of his abs pressing against my core
through the thin fabrics of my shorts and panties .
My chest rose and fell , I was drowning in him and I didn’t want to ever surface …. L … ” You need to
be careful , Amore Mio ….. Because your arousal is driving me fucking crazy . I won’t be able to control
myself .
” He growled , his eyes shing red . My heart thudded in my chest , but I wanted this . I leant closer ,
running my hands over his shoulders . ” Maybe I don’t want you to control yourself . ” I whispered
seductively , my core throbbing .
I didn’t miss the sh of surprise on his face as I bent down , my gaze dipping to to his lips , but before
I could kiss him . He turned his head away , making a sharp sting of pain rush through me . ” Wait … I
need to tell you something first . He said quietly . Moonlight Muse Author Thank you for reading.