Today I decided to make a list, a list of all of the things I want to accomplish. Here is that list in no particular order.


    Grow my grove into a forest


    Perfect my puppet


    Acquire new plants


    Learn how to manipulate other creatures the way I can manipulate plants.


    Create a tiny self-sufficient biome


    Learn how to cook


    Learn how to control more than one puppet at a time.This tale has been unlawfully lifted from Royal Road; report any instances of this story if found elsewhere.


    Why I decided to make this list? I’m not entirely sure, but hopefully, it will come in handy. Today I mostly worked on the first one, gowing my grove.


    Last nights sparring matches got me, heated, for lack of a better word. Instead of being a fun distraction or helping me vent frustration I just got angry. I was making obvious mistakes to the point that I felt like diving in and just fighting myself, it wasn’t until Tiddol pulled me away and forced me to calm down did I start to feel a little better, though even then I was angry at my own failures. So I fed the trees, it’s very relaxing, very meditative.


    I didn’t sleep last night, nor did I do much of anything other than feed the trees today. And it gave me time to think, about myself mostly but about a couple other things too, I actually made that list during this meditative feeding session. I asked myself why am I getting so worked up about not being able to improve? Well I mean obviously it would frustrate anyone, but not like this. I guess I just feel like like when I don’t improve that I''m failing on some very basic level, like, I don’t know, emotions are complicated.


    Anyway, I haven’t slept in two days, it''s going to sleep now. Good Night Diary.