Chapter 75


    75-Deep Cleavage For A Good Show


    “Also, we are not promising to mating with you or roman- tically get involved with you. We are just


    showing you where we stand. We don’t want you to think we are nning to mate with you or that we


    will be only yours. You can date whomev- er you want, and we will be with whomever we want. Neither


    you should hurt who we like nor we will interrupt who you date. Since this mate bond cannot be broken,


    we are pretty much stuck and frustrated. ” Akin finally broke the silence and also crushed my only


    hopes with his yammering.


    “You know; mate bond can make one’s wolf go crazy at times. That’s why we all must be on board with


    the idea of mating without giving the other party a wrong idea,” Maddox added this time.


    “Just because we are mating with you doesn’t mean we are together, at least not right


    w he cleared up while rolling his eyes.


    So basically, they were trying to find a loophole where they could get the satisfaction of their wolves


    without feeling the burden ofmitment.


    “I hope we made ourselves clear,” Helel said, stealing his eyes from me.


    I stayed silent since they decided everything themselves.


    “So just say no whenever you don’t or we will say no whenever we are not in the mood,” It must have


    been really hard for Helel to talk about the physical rtionship with me because every time he said


    something, he looked away and stuttered.


    It hurt me a little because I lost my virginity to him. Well, he cannot be med, since I knew what I was


    doing.


    “Friends with benefits kind of shit!” Finally, Zane spoke up, and after listening to his statement, his


    brothers went silent to think deeply and then nodded.


    “Yeah! Right. That is the right term,” Helel agreed with a much relieved look on his face this time. Yeah!


    Give it a fancy name and think you have done a great job.


    “Is that alright?” Helel then turned to me and questioned me. All eyes were on me, and my mind was


    racing with ideas about what I should do.


    Should I just tell them not to bother?


    No! I cannot let Gwen have them. I don’t stand a chance with them. I cannot be their beloved Beatrice,


    so I would rather ruin her chances, too.


    “Okay!” I said it with much reluctance.


    “Cool! But that also means no attacking Gwen.” It was then that Akin instantly jumped in to defend his


    beloved birdie.


    “Oh! So that’s what it was all about?” I rolled my eyes and let out augh. “I wasn’t using her of


    stealing my diary be- cause I was jealous of her,” Imented andughed more, watching them stare


    at each other and probably think they were fools.


    They basically wanted to make everything clear so that I could leave Gwen alone. Little did they know, I


    didn’t like Gwen, even if they paid her attention or not.


    “She didn’t steal your diary. You must have put it some- where and forgotten about it,” Akin argued,


    defending her without even asking her anything.


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    “I haven’t left the house in days with my diary. How the hell did I lose it?” I got on my knees in my bed


    and crawled over to Akin, stubbornly ring at him with my hands on my waist.


    “I don’t know,” he awkwardly looked away. Wow! I was able to make the big, alpha-king brother


    ufortable.


    “Remember that day when you ran out of school with your bag? You dropped your stuff. Maybe that’s


    when you lost it,” Zane suggested, and he made me think maybe that’s what happened.


    I watched them look satisfied with Zane’s suggestion, and at this point, it was pretty clear that no matter


    what I said, they would defend her. I will take a look around her room my- self.


    “Fine, I will not bother your beloved Gwen about my diary again,” I said in a mocking tone, sitting back


    in bed and rolling my eyes.


    They all shared an awkward nce before bobbing their heads and walking out of my room one by


    one. Now that they were gone, I recalled what they had talked to me about us.


    “Does that mean they are not irked by having a physical rtionship with me?” I asked myself,


    “Interesting!”


    I didn’t know what else to do other than not take the evening pill and try to hear my wolf talk. I have


    been in a loop where I couldn’t forget the little talk I had with Ace. She seemed interesting, but also


    explosive.


    If only I wasn’t afraid of losing my scent when not on pills, I might have given my transition a try.


    I stayed in my room until dinner was served. It was going to be awkward now that they had openly said


    their wolves were unable to control their urges when around their fated mate.


    Walking downstairs to join them in the dining room, I had prepared my mind to ask anyone of them to


    stay in my room for the night. Now that I have missed taking the pills, I wouldn’ t want him toe to


    collect me.


    I was a little scared of what Ace might do, so I kept the pills in my shorts pocket for an emergency.


    The brothers and Gwen were already present and had started eating dinner. They never waited for me,


    and those lit- tle things stopped hurting me. I used to crave attention, but now I know I have plenty of it


    in other ways.


    It is about time that they confess that they are jealous of me being with the other brothers. Hopefully,


    one of them will feel that way. That will prove they fell in love with me.


    ‘Flying too high already?’ Ace speaking out of the blue jolted me into dropping the spoon and spilling


    the soup on my shirt.


    “Are you a child, Beatrice?” Maddoxined, while the others only shook their heads. Passing


    them an awkward smile, I grabbed the napkin to clean my shirt.


    ‘Why did you wear a bra? Maddox would have been star- ing at your boobs and not the bra now if you


    hadn’t worn one,’ as she mentioned Maddox. I raised my head and caught him staring at my chest


    while I rubbed the napkin over the cleavage.