-”admist despair and hope”-
and so..
that''s why i’m in this situation now
“HURTS! HELP ME..! HELP ME..!”
“SHIT! WHY IS THIS HUMAN IS SO STRONG!?”
“AARGH! MY STOMACH! SOMEONE, PLEASE! FIND MY GUTS”
attacking the horde of goblin in front of me, i keep hearing their “voices” inside my heads
after the goddess ease the strain of my titles, i can''t wait any longer and start to hunt
with skill enemy detection, i look for hordes of monster one by one
kobold, orc, goblin, lizardman.. i keep attacking their settlement one by one
thanks to that, my lv and skill are increasing like crazy.
and now
i’m inside the cave of goblin attacking me in hordes
“AARGH! SHIT! WHY DIDN''T OUR ATTACK HITS?”
“SHOOT HER! ARROWS OR MAGIC PROBABLY WORKS SOMEHOW!”
they keep attacking me, but it’s useless
one of my unlocked skill, body mist allows me to not gets hits by normal physical attack
usually i can''t attack while it activated, but thanks to my other skill instant reaction i can keep attacking making me like near invincible
furthermore, i got clear eye in cave thanks to all seeing eye and godeye
my skill is based on strongest swordmaster from some other world after all so it''s not fit my level
“AAH! HURTS HURTS! THIS HUMAN ATTACK HURTS!”
i increase their pain with pain bringer and increase their fear more than usual with fear bringer
there''s some other skill used, but those are the one that i used the most to kill those guys
sometimes, i didn''t kill some of them on purpose and cutting off their limbs
that''s why, their voice can be directly “transmitted” more to me
aahh..!
their intense feeling is flowing to me
their hatred,sadness,rage, pain is like a music to my ears
their face when looking at me,their eyes, their struggle..
it''s all beautiful
more
more
make this whole world mad
dye it with the color of your blood
pile it with your bodies
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don''t accept death so easily
keep clinging on life
hate the world, hate me..!
yes..
i am the culprit that done this all
i am the one who takes everything that you had..!
your wish, your hope, your dream..
even your lives,family,loved ones
i’m the one who took them all
look at me
look at me with your bloodstained eye
look at me with all of your feeling
curse you
why did you come to this world
why is such a monster like you taking our lives!?
what have we done to you? why should we deserve this?
you.. murderer
…..
that’s right
i am a murder that takes your life
i am a murder that robbed everything that you had
that’s why
such a murder can only goes to hell, right?
such a existence would never reach a salvation
such a being would never receive good end
all that waits for that murderer is a fate worse than death
curse you
we hate you for killing us
even if god forgive you, we won’t
even if your action is right we won’t accept it
what is our fault? why are you doing this?
you killed too many
you rob our lives
you steal the lives that should have been born
you murder those that wants to live
that''s why
we curse you
we won’t forgive you
forever and ever
we despise you
……
indeed
blame me for taking your lives, blame me for taking everything
don''t ever forgive me, don''t even allow me to be forgiven
even if you’re reborn you will hate me
even if you’re survive you won''t allow me to survive
even if you die, you will still chase me to the end of earth
…..
hahaha….
hate me
try to kill me
with everything you got, with anything you can!
and
burn me
burn me inside the hottest flame of hell
burn me inside your sight
the worst criminal you ever seen
the most hated being from every being of your cell
and that villain
will definitely cursed just for living
the fate that awaits them
is clearly worse than every hell in the world combined
..but that''s fine by me
i’ll take all of your hatred
i’ll take all of your curse
i’ll take all of things that make you mad
but even with all of that
i am still alive
i’ll show you that i’m still survived
amidst all of your curse, prayer, and hate
i’m still here
i’m still standing
no matter how you wishes me dead
no matter how you all wants to reject me
i am still alive
and nobody can avert their eyes from me
nobody can reject me anymore
and nobody is able to stop me
so struggle
try to stop me if you can
try to stop this monster from taking your lives
try to stop this criminal from doing whatever she wants
keep trying, struggle, move
even if you think you cannot move, move!
even if whats awaits you is only death, keep moving!
and..
stop me if you can
……………………………
when i already came into my senses, it''s a pool of blood.
countless corpse is in front of me, and the smell is terrible
not one of the corpse looked good
every one of their face is filled with fear,despair, hatred
…...
i am exhausted
my arms already surpassed the limit
my breathing is heavy, my body feels heavy like a lead
my focus is blurry, and my head is dizzy
and inside of my sight
there''s a survivor remaining
…..
the goblin is still a kid
he can barely walk
he was slowly crawl, trying to running away amidst this sea of corpse
….
i approach him
i’m already tired but i can probably do one last swing to a dying goblin
and then..
i looked at his eye
….
it was bright
he still had some fear and hatred
but it''s still not letting go of hope
it''s still not given up on living
its bright, full with wish to live
….
i stare back at him
he pick up a knife beside him
he was trying so hard to regain balance
and then
he stand
…..
with unsteady hand, he gripped the knife desperately
like his whole life is depends on the knife that he grip
seeing his eyes once again i looked at him
….
and then
without mercy and hesitation
i cut him down