Book 16: Chapter 28


    I gently caressed the White Deer Kings warm and smooth fur. I was amazed such a proud creature could obediently lie on me in that fashion. However, I believed it would be the only opportunity. Henceforth, the White Deer King wouldnt sleep next to me again. She softly moaned and softly hummed something on my chest, but I couldnt understand deernguage I could understand her sentiment, though.


    Id be in just as much despair if my people attacked me. Protecting and doing everything for those you love, only for them to betray you was agonising. The White Deer King was more emotionally hurt than she was physically.


    I caressed the White Deer Kings cheek. She snuggled up on my chest and softly hummed. She seemed to enjoy mypany. I said, I dont know how tofort you, White Deer King. Dont take to heart what happened yesterday because it was due to mana that the white deer did that. It wasnt their intention to do that.


    The White Deer King raised her head unhappily. She looked simr to Lucia acting spoilt. I poked her nose and softly chuckled: Of course, its useless to justfort you, right? The pain wont go away even if you know it wasnt intentional. However, I cant say much more, as my constion is useless to you, isnt it? I can only say that, as a King, you cant always pay too much attention to peoples criticism. You just need to know that youre in the right.


    I gently touched The White Deer Kings chest erm breasts?


    Voice quiet, I told her, As long as we know that what we did was right, we wont be in so much pain. Regardless of what happens, we did it for them and worked for them. We didnt do it for them to revere us. We merely did it as their King. Thats all.


    The White Deer King froze stiff all of sudden. Her expression began to change. It was evident she was getting cross. I had no clue what happened until a whileter Where was a deers heart? I had no idea I just pressed my hand on the White Deer Kings abdomen. Then I suddenly felt a bulge on my palm


    Wait Wait I didnt know where her heart was, but dogs, cows and simr female animals I remember once seeing puppies fight underneath their mothers belly In other words, if the White Deer King was a human or elf, I was


    I couldnt resist the urge to pinch The White Deer King moaned and then went to leap up. I was ready to have my head kicked in, but the White Deer King couldnt stand on two legs when she only had three functioning legs left. Hence, she fell onto me as soon as she tried to leap to her feet.


    Sorry!! Sorry! It wasnt on purpose! I swear it! Im sorry! Im sorry!! Im truly sorry! Sorry, sorry, I really didnt mean to do it!


    The White Deer King was angry but powerless to do anything to me. Although my scales were useless in myst two adventures against the White Deer King, it could take any hit from her


    The White Deer King weakly lied on my thigh and looked away.


    The White Deer King thought to herself, Idiot What a real idiot He doesnt understand what others think whatsoever Perhaps its my fault? Perhaps its because I told him to treat me as a King. Also, this fellow doesnt treat me as a woman, does he? Hes gentle with special women, yet has never treated me the same way. Im basically always relegated to watching him and his wives flirting with each other. Not to mention that they do it on my back. Ive been unhappy about it for a long time, yet he never noticed. He agreed to treat me equally, yet he has failed to


    Im not angry over what happened with my brethren. I understand all the things he mentioned. Plus, theyre my brethren. I wouldnt be angry with them. What hurts me most is what they said to me yesterday. I thought I hid it well, but they aggressively brought up my feelings and smeared it in mud. It was humiliating, but it allowed me to yell out my feelings, nheless. Its just that this guy doesnt understand what I say. He doesnt understand what Im thinking. The white deer were right. Im a white deer, so its impossible for me to be with an elf, isnt it? Its impossible. I know that reality, but being told that to my face hurts.


    I decided to lie down, as well. I hugged the White Deer King around her neck and shut my eyes: I didnt get any sleepst night, and so much happened. My body and mind are both exhausted. I dont care what you think, but Im going to have a nice sleep next to you.


    The White Deer Kings soft and warm fur was the best pillow.


    Hes actually going to sleep hugging me?!! He actually did it! Hes asleep Hes right in front of me Aaahh Why is he totally oblivious to my feelings? Hespletely let his guard down in front of a girl who likes him I feel a little shy looking at his face, but but Its upsetting to not be treated as a female With that said With that said The White Deer Kings mind raced.


    The White Deer King scanned Troys face, thinking, While hes the father to three girls, he hasnt grown up I can see signs that hes got more on his mind now from the wrinkles on his forehead. He did go through so much, after all. Sometimes, his wives and mothers arent the only ones by his side. Im there, too Its just that I never mentioned it.


    Truthfully speaking, I was scared when we were in danger but I was more afraid of misfortune befalling him


    Theres nobody around right now anyway Plus plus Ive wanted to try this just just as he often did with his wife umm lips lips It should be fine, right? It should be fine Hes not awake yet Itll be fine Itll sure be fine