TW: Mature content


    His fingers traced the outline of her jaw as she stared into his eyes, immersed in his words.


    "These feelings are so dark..I''m afraid they will consume me and I might do something reckless. So before I can control myself to see you with Marcus I have to stay away."


    A tear slid down on Meredith''s cheek and she shook her head.


    "No! Please no…I need you. I''m so scared and lonely."


    Meredith murmured.


    As''s lips curled up into a sad smile and shook his head, "No, you have so many amazing people around you. You will be fine."


    "What happened to the brave Mr. Martini? Are you telling me you''re giving up on us? What happened to the promises you made me?


    You promised me we will find a way? Are you backing out now because you''re afraid?" Meredith grabbed his shirt, as tears streamed down her face.


    "Love.." As trailed off.


    "Love happened to your brave Mr. Martin. When ites to you, I''m not brave and I''m not backing out because I''m afraid. It''s just…"


    Moisture gathered in his eyes and he looked at the ceiling letting out a deep breath,


    "I''m scared I would lose you. The fact that you are all I think about every second and knowing that for the first time someone has this much power over me to hurt me.


    Knowing that you would be by his side always and knowing that you will never be mine I can''t take it.


    It''s too much…too much."


    Meredith pressed her palm against his heart, feeling it beat underneath her palm.


    "Stupid..How many times do I have to tell you this? Meredith whispered.


    As''s throat bobbed as his eyes alternated between hers.


    "I love you. No one else but you. It doesn''t matter who is by my side…. My heart belongs to you, As, always… I love you, and I am yours. Don''t you ever forget that.


    Whether you see me in public with someone new they would never make my heart beat like the way you do. No one can make my body submit like the way you do. No one can make me happier than you….."


    As suddenly crushed his lips against hers and Meredith gasped in surprise. His hands gripped her ass and she moaned as he pressed her tighter against him.


    "What did I do to deserve you….you''re so perfect….and mine…" As rasped in between the kisses and the next instant, he lifted her and she found her legs wrapped around his waist.


    "Fuck, Angel. The things I want to do to you right now."


    "Then do it, it''s been so long since I screamed out your name, Sir. I miss you, please."


    "Such a good little girl." As purred.


    Suddenly, Meredith''s back hit the nearest wall and As pressed against her front, moving his


    hips rhythmically.


    Meredith could feel the wide, stiff shaft of his cock pressing firmly against her  thighs as he pulled her to him, kissing her fiercely, as if his life depended on it.


    The kiss was hard, demanding, and possessive, as if he was releasing his pent-up frustration and tension.


    Meredith tugged on his hair in return, her tongue tangling with his and letting out little moans.


    "Is this what you want?" As pinched her nipple through her nightwear. He sent the old familiar shiver coursing through her and a shiver shot through her body.


    "Hmm?"


    All thought flew from her mind when his hands


    cupped her breasts. He palmed her roughly before


    gripping the top of her nightgown and yanking it


    down.


    Then he cupped her again, squeezing and


    messaging as his thumb brushed over the swollen


    peak.


    She cried out, "As!"


    "You love that don''t you?" He nuzzled her shoulder, his finger circling her nipple, driving her mad. When he pinched it between his fingers she nearly cried out again.


    Meredith whimpered.


    "Y…Yes." She arched into his touch. "But more. Please."


    He trailed the kisses down the lines of her jaw. He buried his head in her neck as he bit, sucked and licked the flesh. Meredith threw her head back in pleasure with her eyes closed.


    "As…" Meredith moaned.


    His tongue flickered along her ears and pleasure pulsed in her veins.


    "Oh!" she gasped loudly, her chest heaving.


    "So fucking beautiful," As groaned.


    He caressing her soft skin with his thumbs as desire thrummed through her churning and burning its way through every cell in her body.


    As brought his head down to her neck, his mouth taking the ce of her thumbs as he kissed her sweet flesh, licking and nibbling down one side of her neck, and then along her vicle bone to the other side


    "Ats," she whimpered. The ache in her voice


    was palpable. As growled softly against her skin,


    "Do you want me inside you?"


    Meredith couldn''t speak. A low moan fell from her throat. Her eyes rolled to the back of her head and her  spine arched as the ache between her thighs increased, making her desperate for his touch.


    As''s mouth wrapped around one nipple. He wasn''t gentle. Sucking ferociously, pleasure and pain rippled through her.


    Her nipples were painfully hard from his aggression.


    Not leaving the other one unattended, his fingers pinched and pulled until she was writhing beneath him and making incoherent noises.


    Meredith was certain his marks would be left behind on her skin and she didn''t mind. She wanted him to mark her as his.


    As moved his mouth to the other breast and his


    hand snake between her legs. Two of his fingers


    entered her through her wet panties and she gasped, "As!"


    Not releasing her breast from his mouth, he


    groaned, "So fucking wet"


    Meredith blushed in embarrassment and bit her lips.


    As suddenly set her down and pulled back. Meredith''s  eyelids fluttered open….her eyes wide now as she stared at him. Her little tongue darted out to wet her lips, confused about why he had stopped.


    As cupped her face in his hands, and


    lowered his head slowly, growling, "I want to taste you. Are you okay with that?"


    Meredith''s chest heaved. She breathed, "Yes-"