Chapter 450 Everyone says it''s for her own good
In the scene on thepass stone, Chester knew what kind of pain Alina was carrying in her heart
right now.
He, for the time being, has to recuse himself.
When Alina woke up and saw that the person beside her was Andre, her tears fell down.
Andre handed her a ss of water, "You don''t have to feel embarrassed, in fact we already knew that,
it wasn''t your fault."
Without waiting for Alina to say anything, Andre uttered first.
What did Alina do wrong?
How painful it was for her to encounter something like that in her best years?
Alina took the ss of water and drained it with a tilt of her head.
Looking at such Alina, Andre wanted to say something, but especially when he met her painful eyes,
the words that came to his lips seemed to be unable toe out.
Alina, "Caleb."
"Yes?"
"You go away."
Andre, "What do you mean?”
Andre, "I''ll take you back to Shirling, Macy is already waiting in Shirling, now if only you''d go back."
Just go back to Shirling and everything will be fine.
"Seal my memory once more?" Alina looked at Andre with red eyes.
And at this moment, Andre clearly saw the despair under Alina''s eyes.
"Everything will be fine."
"Everything will be fine?"
For all these years, all people saw her smile standing on the high tform, not knowing that all these
years of smiling was just an expression for her.
She never knew what happy was.
For all these years, she had felt as if her world was empty, as if she had lost something very important.
"Over the years, I''ve wished myself to death time and time again." So, is that good?
Even if it is true that the memories are sealed away, is that better? Wrong, no, she''s not better at all.
There are times when she walks by the water and she wants to jump in for some reason.
Even with some people, she felt inexplicably sad. Earlier she had been searching for the piece of her
heart that was empty.
She was obsessed with finding it, and even felt a beast inside her ready to break through the confines
at any moment.
"Alina." When he heard Alina say these words, Andre''s heart even rose to his throat in this instant.
All these years in Shirling, neither Andre nor the Lawson family had ever seen this side of Alina''s heart.
Some of her subconscious actions are really nothing more than her efforts at restraint, and when she
fails to do so, the consequences will be unimaginable.
"Why did they do that to me? Max must know, right?" Thinking about between her and Caleb, Alina lost
her mind.
And when Andre saw such Alina, he only felt his heart pulling together.
"Why did he have to let Caleb marry me?"
He knew all about what was going on behind the scenes. When she thought of this, Alina only felt even
more painful.
Andre, "They must have thought that you would never think about it in your life."
"So let me marry the man who raped me?"
At those words, the storm in Andre’s mind was shing by. In those people''s opinion, it was most
appropriate for Alina to marry Caleb, after all, the man who had possessed her was responsible for her
for the rest of her life.
But who has thought about her on this journey?
If she never thought about it in her life, Caleb would naturally be responsible for her for the rest of her
life, but what if she did?
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What pain will she endure?
Now, as Andre saw, Alina was suffering from this inhuman torture, and her sanity was on the verge of
copse at any moment.
"Alina, don''t think about it." Looking at Alina, who was trembling, Andre stepped forward and took her in
his arms.
This is probably why Bailey must let find Macy, although sealing her memories would leave her quite
hollow.
But all the time when she remembers these things, she can''t help but think about them, and how she
can bear the fact that Caleb is the evil man who raped her?
Now, she and Caleb even have a child?
Her pain is unimaginable.
"Be good, don''t think about it, okay?" Andre kept soothing Alina, yet Alina''s world was already
Her sanity was being shredded bit by bit too, no sobriety left.
"Alina, be good, Penny is still waiting for you, and the Lawson family is behind you."
Alina pushed Andre away, and Andre instantly hit the cab, with raw paining from his back.
The moment he looked at Alina, he met her scarlet eyes.
"Don''t mention her to me, I don''t want her, I don''t want her."
"Alina."
"I don''t know, I don''t know anything, you go away." Alina trembled even move.
Andre looked at her like this and his face went white because of it.
"Alina."
At this moment, he finally knew why the people back then must have sealed away all her memories.
Because, she was in too much pain.
"I don''t have a child, I don''t, I''m not pregnant with a rapist''s child! No! No!"
When she heard the child, there was no trace of maternal tenderness in her eyes, but endless
devastation and despair.
Andre finally knew what this reaction of Alina was all about at this moment, it was entirely, because of
the child.
Bringing up the child in front of her at the moment is all torture for her.
Themotion inside caused Chester, who had been outside, to finally barge in, when he saw Alina,
who was cowering in the corner with her back turned, incoherent.
At that moment, Chester only felt that someone had a stranglehold on his throat, making him feel
suffocated.
"I don''t have a child, I don''t, I was not pregnant, I was not..." Alina shivered continuously as she held
her head in her hands.
The scene reminded Chester even more of the year, she faced questions around her when she was
pregnant.
She held her head like mad, turning her back on everyone, even if it was light, and she was afraid to
face it.
"Abby." Chester choked and stepped forward before pulling Alina into his arms.
Hearing Chester''s voice, Alina''s sanity, which was already on the verge of copse, was now
"No, don''t touch me, I didn''t, I really didn''t ......"
"Abby, it''s me."
Chester held her tightly, trying to return her sanity in this way, but Alina had no sanity left.