Chapter 32


    Harper


    Sadie!


    My heart pounds through my chest as I stare at my best friend, her mouth hanging open, her eyes so


    wide they look like they’re about to pop. The books that she was holding are now on the floor, her


    expression telling me she dropped them out of shock


    I feel the same.


    Air is no longer moving through my lungs. My hands shake as they cling behind Easton’s back, my


    arms around him, our bodies pressing together.


    There’s no question in my mind, Sadie saw everything-the way Easton was ravishing my lips, the


    cement of his hands, the hunger that’s currently dissolving from my eyes


    “I – “I start, looking at Easton, my head jumbled with thoughts, none of them clear enough aside from


    how fucked this situation is.


    With his gaze on mine, he takes a step back, his lips still wet from our kiss. “We’ll


    talkter, Harper.”


    He walks down the rest of the history aisle, disappearing around the corner, leaving me with my best


    friend who I know is full of questions.


    She picks up her books and hugs them to her chest. “I ran into ke in the hallway and asked him if


    he’d seen you, he said I’d find you in here. I couldn’t remember when our Chem homework is due, and


    I knew you’d know. Girl, never did I expect to find you lip-locked with Easton.” Her smile grows. “But


    hell fucking yes is all I can say.”


    I close the distance between us and loop my arm through hers. I lead her into a


    more private corner of the library, where Easton and I should have been in the first ce rather than


    the middle of a popr aisle.


    The truth is, we shouldn’t have been making out at all.


    Even if I’ve been enjoying it, I’ve officially lost my damn mind.


    The second wend against the wall, Sadie says, “Spill it, girl. I want every detail, leave nothing out.”


    “You have to promise you won’t say a word of this to Ryan.”


    Her brows furrow. “Hello, girl code. Duh.”


    I sigh. “But you’re in love with my brother, so girl code is a little iffy in this situation.”


    She sticks her books in her bag, freeing her hands, which rest against my shoulders. “I promise-on my


    life-you have my word.” Her fingers squeeze. “Harp, you’re my best friend, you know I always have


    your back and I’d never y you wrong.”


    I feel guilty for even mentioning it, but I simply can’t take the risk of Ryan finding out. He’ll kill us and


    my random pop ins, like when Ryan walked into Easton’s house and found me in the kitchen, won’t


    seem so random to my brother.


    “We’ve been hooking up-ish.”


    She giggles. “It looked a lot more than ish to me.”


    Why am I having such a hard time telling Sadie about Easton?


    Is it because he’s the first guy I’ve ever done anything with? The first time I’ve ever had to have a


    conversation like this?


    Or because the feelings I have for Easton are more serious than I thought?


    I don’t know


    But I do know this conversation feels as intimate as the ces he’s touched on my body.


    more private corner of the library, where Easton and I should have been in the first ce rather than


    the middle of a popr aisle.


    The truth is, we shouldn’t have been making out at all.


    Even if I’ve been enjoying it, I’ve officially lost my damn mind.


    The second wend against the wall, Sadie says, “Spill it, girl. I want every detail, leave nothing out.”


    “You have to promise you won’t say a word of this to Ryan.”


    Her brows furrow. “Hello, girl code. Duh.”


    I sigh. “But you’re in love with my brother, so girl code is a little iffy in this situation.”


    She sticks her books in her bag, freeing her hands, which rest against my shoulders. “I promise-on my


    life-you have my word.” Her fingers squeeze. “Harp, you’re my best friend, you know I always have


    your back and I’d never y you wrong.”


    I feel guilty for even mentioning it, but I simply can’t take the risk of Ryan finding out. He’ll kill us and


    my random pop ins, like when Ryan walked into Easton’s house and found me in the kitchen, won’t


    seem so random to my brother.


    “We‘ve been hooking up-ish.”


    She giggles. “It looked a lot more than ish to me.”


    Why am I having such a hard time telling Sadie about Easton?


    Is it because he’s the first guy I’ve ever done anything with? The first time I’ve ever had to have a


    conversation like this?


    Or because the feelings I have for Easton are more serious than I thought?


    I don’t know.


    But I do know this conversation feels as intimate as the ces he’s touched on my body


    more private corner of the library, where Easton and I should have been in the first


    ce rather than the middle of a popr aisle.


    The truth is, we shouldn’t have been making out at all.


    Even if I’ve been enjoying it, I’ve officially lost my damn mind.


    The second wend against the wall, Sadie says, “Spillit, girl. I want every detail, leave nothing out.”


    “You have to promise you won’t say a word of this to Ryan.”


    Her brows furrow. “Hello, girl code. Duh.”


    I sigh. “But you’re in love with my brother, so girl code is a little iffy in this situation.”


    She sticks her books in her bag, freeing her hands, which rest against my shoulders. “I promise-on my


    life-you have my word.” Her fingers squeeze. “Harp, you’re my best friend, you know I always have


    your back and I’d never y you wrong.”


    I feel guilty for even mentioning it, but I simply can’t take the risk of Ryan finding out. He’ll kill us and


    my random pop ins, like when Ryan walked into Easton’s house and found me in the kitchen, won’t


    seem so random to my brother.


    “We‘ve been hooking up-ish.”


    She giggles. “It looked a lot more than ish to me.”


    Why am I having such a hard time telling Sadie about Easton?


    Is it because he’s the first guy I’ve ever done anything with? The first time I’ve ever had to have a


    conversation like this?


    Or because the feelings I have for Easton are more serious than I thought?


    I don’t know.


    But I do know this conversation feels as intimate as the ces he’s touched on my body.


    I check both sides of the enclosed area, making sure no one has joined us. With the coast clear, I add,


    “It hasn’t been going on for very long and honestly, there isn’t much to tell, just a few asions


    “A few? And you haven’t told me about any of them?” She gently pushes my shoulder. “You dirty girl,


    how have you been keeping this from me?”


    The guilt is eating me up inside.


    “I’ve just been so worried that Ryan-and the rest of the school-is going to find out. Please don’t be


    upset, Sadie. I need you now more than ever.”


    Her fingers y with the ends of my hair. “You’ve always had a crush on him, but something tells me


    this is more.”


    We don’t have the kind of friendship where I even have to answer, she can read my thoughts, and I


    watch them register on her face.


    “This is the real deal-your first love. He better not hurt you.”


    “It’s toote for that.”


    Her eyes widen. T’ll kill him


    “I’m just saying he has the power to.” i take a breath, knowing he’s already hurt me, but if I tell Sadie


    that, she’ll kill him, and then she’ll most definitely tell Ryan. “We both know Easton doesn’t do


    rtionships. Besides, he’s Ryan’s best friend. Can’t you see where this is going? And how it’s going to


    end?”


    “Harper, there must be a way.”


    The bell rings, signaling we have five minutes to get to ss, and I still have to stop at my locker to get


    my books for next period.


    “I don’t see how. First, we’d have to convince Easton to settle down and after


    conquering that impossible task, we’d have to convince Ryan not to murder the both of us.”


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    “I’ll take care of Ryan.”


    “Really?” I search her face. “And how do you n to do that?”


    A grin creeps across her mouth again. “Ryan and I have been talking more.”


    “Like talking, talking?”


    She shrugs. “I guess we’ve both been keeping secrets from each other.”


    I grab her hand, locking our pinkies together, something we‘ve done since we were kids. “No more


    secrets?”


    “Promise.”


    “Then, I need to hear all the details about where you and Ryan are headed-minus the stuff that will


    make me want to dry heave.”


    “Deal.”


    I nce down at my watch, seeing I only have three minutes to get to Spanish ss. “I’ve got to go. I’ll


    see you after school?”


    She nodded, “Tll give you a ride home.”


    I release our grip and hurry into the stairwell. I haven’t descended more than a few steps when I feel


    someone behind me.


    Someone who causes tingles to erupt across my entire body.


    Someone whose scent wraps around my nose, like hands circling my waist.


    I look over my shoulder, my eyes connecting with Easton’s. “You’re following me now?”


    He huffs. “You wouldn’t be so lucky.”


    I stop at thending, and he halts only feet away. “What do you want?”


    “Is Sadie going to keep her mouth shut?”


    “Of course.”


    “What did you tell her?”


    He isn’t acting paranoid, more like he’s scanning the cards in his hand, getting to know each possible


    y.


    My eyes narrow as I take in his lips, remembering how they tasted when we kissed. “There really isn’t


    anything to tell her. Right?”


    “Right.” He points at the pocket that’s holding my phone. “You can tell her that you’ve now saved


    ke’s number in your phone.”


    “Why would I bring that up?”


    A smirk spreads across his handsome face. “I just think it’s funny …” He moves in closer now that it’s


    only the two of us in the stairwell. “You have his number saved, but not the guy whose mouth has been


    all over your body.”


    I feel weak, like his tongue is slowly licking across my breasts.


    “Easton-“| start, my voice cut off when he rushes down the remaining stairs, leaving mepletely


    alone.