makes me wish she was my mother. I have to keep reminding myself that I already have a mother and I know she is waiting for me. I think Emily would make . I feel sorry that she lost her husband before she could have kids and never found love again. I don’t think I can be her lover replacement. I can’t be her son either. I don’t want her to miss me when I leave. Leaving here will be so hard on me, but I hope I won’t be leaving a lasting effect.


    a big hug. “Hi Wilfred, what brings you here? Today is an off day for you and your sister, why are you visiting me?”I need you to take me to the black dragon, I have some questions for him.” “Ok consider it done.” She turns and give me a device showing me how to get to the black dragon. “Wilfred, honey, can I go with you. We haven’t just walk and talk with each other in a while.” I nod my head in agreement. I shouldn’t have and didn’t want to, but my body move before my brain could tell it to stop. I was trying to keep my distance away from her and now. Ugh. We both stand up and start walking to our location. I am walking behind Emily. My head was down thinking about when I will leave her behind. Feeling sad, tears start running down my eyes. I wipe them away and try to keep up a brave look. “You know, Wifred, there isn‘t a need to fret. I know you will leave one day but it is ok. Goodbyes are something we all must say. I loved you as a son since we first met. I can see how bright of a kid you are and how big of a heart you have.” She turns around and gives me another hug. This time she lifts me off of my feet and gives me a kiss on my forehead. “Don’t worry child, I won’t ever forget you and you need not be sad seeing me off.” She puts me down and grabs my hand. I couldn’t control my tears and they fell even more. I have to control myself.


    a big event is happening.