Chapter 383


    Tina had gone. Tracey felt like a piece of her heart had been taken away. Yesterday, she still


    immersed in the joy to regain mother, but soon her mother left her again.


    Tracey wiped her tears. With a pair of red eyes, she returned to the living room. When she was


    entering, Carmen was having a fierce quarrel with Ben.


    "Ben, do you have any conscience? I spent so many years with you. Now Venus also has


    remarried. Are you telling me you are still waiting for her?!" Carmen asked with the tears falling.


    "It''s my business to wait for her or not. It has nothing to do with you. You deceived me for so long,


    and you forced Venus to leave in anger.


    How dare you be so heartless and vicious?! We used to be a happy andplete family, it'' s you


    who ruined all this!!" Ben shouted.


    Ben had never thrown a ming word at Carmen after knowing her betrayal. But when he saw


    Neymar today, he knew that it was impossible for him to reconcile with Tina this life.


    "I used to hurt Venus so seriously, if I were her, I wouldn’ t forgive myself. I can understand she


    chose to remarry." Ben thought.


    No matter how regret Ben felt would not help change things. He only hoped that Tina would be


    happy. As thought, Ben was heartbreaking.


    Because he experienced what Venus experienced that year, he finally knew how she felt when


    taking Tracey waiting for him at the door every day and night.


    "It was all because of Carmen. It was Carmen who destroyed my wonderful family!" Ben was


    thinking angrily.


    "You are ming me? Hah, yes, you were drunk on the night we met. There was nothing that


    happened between us.


    But I knew I was already pregnant, and I approached you with Edgar''s childrenter. Yes, I lied to


    you; I did.


    But haven’t you had sex with me? Was there anyone who forced you to do that? For not feeling


    sorry for Venus, I can understand you epted the bundle operation, I also understand that you


    don''t want to have more kids with me.


    Ben, there are too many wrong things between us. I am sorry for you, but how good are you to me?


    Your father didn''t agree with us getting married. If you really so cared about me that put me in the


    same position as Venus, you couldn''t wait to make me your legal wife!


    You are guilty. You feel guilty for Venus. In your heart, you don''t admit that I am Mrs. Xia. You let me


    move into the Xia family and be good to Renee and Leo was only for fulfilling your responsibility as


    a father.


    On the surface, you are affectionate and righteous, but in fact, you are the real crudest person. You


    don''t have me in your heart from beginning to end, just because of the sense of responsibility!


    I have been with you for so many years. I am not in any official status at all, neither my two children.


    But I thought you will like me someday and recognize me as your wife.


    It’s been twenty years, I have done so much for you, however, what did I receive in return? Ben, you


    are the most selfish person!"


    Carmen''s words pierced Ben''s heart like a thorn. Carmen was not a fool, in fact, she had always


    been clear about Ben’s mind and his contradiction.


    She was just reluctant to admit her failure and the truth that she was really defeated by Venus. As


    long as being part of the Xia family, she would be the winner forever.


    Actually, Carmen had known all the time that who really won was Venus, because she had never


    been removed from Ben''s heart, even a little.


    It was not until today that Carmen admitted her failure publicly, she felt rxed after this big release.


    "Yes, I admit that I have never loved you, because you have my children, and I have to be


    responsible for you all.


    But how did I treat you and them these years? I cared about the children, our family, and I always


    gave them whatever they wanted.


    As a father, or a husband, I believe that I couldn'' t be more considerate and responsible.


    What did you do? Behind my back, you and your children bullied my daughter, scolded, framed, and


    even plotted against her. You all were like the maggots!


    Tracey is my only biological daughter, but she was almost killed by you!! God bless her, she


    survived.


    Do you feel unlucky about this? Because you wanted to rece my daughter with your own awful


    kids to rob my family''s wealth! Carmen, look at you. What a shameless, vicious, and scheming


    woman! Nice n! I make apuse for you! You are a swindler!


    We have too many grudges that can''t be counted within a while. Anyway, I don’t want to trace whom


    of us did wrong or not.


    I only hope that from now on, your disgusting face never shows up to me again! Even if I am alone


    for the rest of my life, it''s impossible for me to ept you again!"N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org exclusive ? material.


    Ben said these words seriously, and Carmen''s face was pale. Unwillingness filled with her heart,


    she could do nothing but swallow it.


    "Do you think I want to be with you so much? If I leave you, I can still live well!" Carmen now


    realized that there was no possibility between her and Ben.


    "Mom, don''t say that. We are not here to quarrel." Renee quickly pulled Carmen''s sleeve and told


    her to stop talking angrily. Otherwise, it would be really impossible for them toe back!


    Suddenly, Tracey walked in with red eyes. "It''s you, it''s you who took my mother away and make me


    could never see her again."


    Now Tracey was not interested at all with the grudges between Carmen and Ben, nor the sins that


    Carmen had done before.


    What mattered most to her at this time was her family. Hatred burnt in Tracey''s eyes, and she


    approached Carmen step by step.


    "More than a decade ago, you forced my mother to leave, and forced me to be alone. It was so hard


    for me to see my mother again, but you force her to go one more time...."


    All of Tracey''s head was immersed in anger. For her, it was Carmen, the woman right in the front,


    who separated her and Tina.


    Tracey''s eyes looked horrible, and they even scared Carmen to step back. Carmen used to fear


    Tracey''s fake smiling face, now she got feared more by her angry eyes.


    "What, what are you going to do?"


    "I want you to bring my mom back." Tracey said and directly gave a big kick to Carmen. Carmen


    had never suffered any pains these years and was spoiled by the luxurious life, how could she bear


    Tracey''s kick?


    One kick was enough to make her roll on the ground. Renee quickly went up to check, "Tracey, are


    you fucking crazy? Mom, are you okay?"


    "Yes, I''m crazy. Why do you have a mother? Why don''t I have a mother? My mother is so gentle."


    Tracey tilted her head. Through her eyes, there was only strong anger, hatred, and coldness could


    be seen.


    They didn''t know if it was Tracey who stood in front of them. The look of Tracey was really scary.


    Tracey folded her hands and snapped her fingers. "Since I lost my mother, then you have to lose


    your mother to make it fair." Tracey''s mouth curved into a smile which was evil and cold even


    beyond description.


    Ben was also stunned. Tracey''s appearance was simr to Venus''s! Many years ago, Venus was


    also greatly stimted and became like this.


    The person who had always been gentle seemed to be possessed by an evil spirit. She exuded


    coldness from head to toe, which made people dare not to approach.


    "What, what are you talking about?" Renee looked into Tracey''s eyes and trembled in fear.


    "You will know immediately that if I am talking nonsense or not, ha..." Tracey grabbed Carmen''s


    cor with one hand and pulled her up.


    Nobody knew where Tracey''s huge strengthe from. Her face looked still calm as if she was


    doing a usual thing that was so normal as sleeping or eating.


    Carmen was scared by this strange power, "What, what do you want to do?"


    "Carmen, you shouldn''t have driven my mother away. I have only one mother in the world. If she


    disappeared forever, where can you find another mother for me? Don''t you know that the child


    without a mother is poor?"


    Tracey''s voice sounded like an innocent child, but she tilted her head and smiled. She looked very


    wired and horrible right now.


    Next second, she threw Carmen heavily on the hard cold tile floor. With such a heavy blow, Carmen''


    s pain was easy to be imagined.


    "Ah!!!" Carmen cried out in pain.


    However, Tracey did not intend to let her go. She walked toward her step by step. "It’s all because


    of you, you bring my mom back..."


    Tracey was totally insane.