Chapter 199


    Carmen was scared by Ben''s coldness. Seeing that he was going to sleep in the guest room, she


    grabbed him and asked, "Honey, what did I do wrong? Why do you treat me like this?"


    Ben looked at her coldly, "You should know it better than me."


    Ben had never felt Carmen was so disgusting. She dared to y around with his cousin, what''s


    more important, in their bedroom!


    "Dear, I think you must have misunderstood something. You have been a little strange sincest


    night." Even though said this, Carmen was sure that Ben had already known her secret rtionship


    with Edgar.


    "Misunderstanding? Then exin to me why Edgar''s shirt button was on our bed? You were never


    locking the door. Why did you do thatst night?"


    "Did you go to thepany yesterday to pick me up or visit him? Carmen, tell me why I can enter


    your body so easilyst night?


    We haven''t done that thing for a while, and we didn''t do any forey. I think you know the reason as


    I do.''''


    Since Ben had made his point so straight, Carmen was unable to argue.


    All of a sudden, she knelt down on the ground. "Yes, I did that. I''m sorry, but I was forced! I have


    reasons!"


    Seeing it was revealed and Ben even had the evidence, she had to admit it.


    "Hah, do you admit it? You finally admit it! Do you have reasons? No, you were born amorous.


    When I met you for the first time, you made me drunk and drugged me.Belonging ? N?velDram/a.Org.


    Since then, I could never get rid of you. If not for you, I won''t break up with Venus! If not for you, I


    won''t lose her!"


    Ben''s long-depressed emotion finally erupted. It was his indecisive personality to cause such an


    unhappy ending. He really regretted it.


    "I let Venus down, so I can''t let Carmen down again." He thought this many years ago. Bearing the


    guilt for Tracey''s mother, he decided to treat Carmen as good as possible, for fear she would leave


    him like Venus one day.


    However, all his kindness exchanged for such a thing. Ben felt very very regretful. It was all his fault.


    "Venus, Venus, she has been dead for so many years, but you still miss her! Ben, am I not good to


    you these years?"


    Venus was always a knot in Carmen''s heart. Carmen got close to Ben''s for money at first.


    However, Ben was good- looking and gentle to women. She had really fallen in love with him after


    getting along with him for a while.


    Carmen understood, what made Ben stay with her was her trick, not Ben''s love, and Ben had


    always locked all his true feelings up.


    She was treated well was not because of Ben''s love but of his responsibility. The woman he loved


    had always been Venus.


    Carmen thought since Venus had dead, Ben would love her one day, but what beyond her


    expectation was he secretly received the ligation operation!


    Renee and Leo were the biggest triggers of Ben''s guilt for Carmen. Because he made her pregnant,


    so he had the responsibility to take care of her. However, it did not mean he loved her.


    Although he didn''t make it straight, Carmen knew that Ben always thought of Venus even thought


    being with her.


    Otherwise, he would not always do contraception when having sex. At that time, Carmen really


    wanted to have a baby with Ben.


    On one hand, she was afraid that if the true identity of Renee and Leo was exposed in the future,


    she could have a chance to be forgiven. On the other hand, she wanted to have a child really


    belong to her and Ben.


    But even if she tried countless times, she couldn''t get pregnant, the medical report also showed that


    she had no fertility problems.


    She also realized that Ben always paid attention to the contraception but he hadn''t used the


    condom for a long time.


    After searching carefully at home, she found out a receipt from the hospital and she finally knew


    that Ben had done the ligation operation.


    He used such a method to represent his loyalty to Venus. Fine, Carmen epted this fact and


    never expose it over the years.


    But tonight, he could never depress his feelings and he decided to said them out to totally stimte


    Carmen.


    Ben snorted and said, "You treat me well? What a joke... I took you to the hospitalte at night when


    you were sick. I was afraid that the servant was not careful enough, so I especially asked for leave


    to take care of you at home.


    But what did you do when I''m sick? After sending me to the hospital and hiring a nursing worker to


    take care of me, then you go back to your daily leisure activities right away!


    I''m a man and I don'' care too much about these trivial matters, and I always think it''s men''s


    responsibility to protect his woman well.


    But Carmen, you hit the bottom line of me.


    The reason why I didn''t expose it this morning was that I don''t want to make you embarrassed.


    Also, I want to protect the children''s future for not letting the old master mad at them.


    However, they brought evils on themselves. Fine, I had done what I should do either as a husband


    or as a father.


    If you still have self-esteem, you should get out of the Xia family yourself. Every second I am with


    you, I feel sick."


    When she heard that Ben was going to drive her out of the Xia family, Carmen felt scared and


    hurriedly held his leg to beg for mercy.


    "Honey, please, listen to my exnations! I know I am sorry for you, but I did this for the sake of my


    child!


    Leo was tricked into doing gambling and owed so much money. It was 50 million yuan! How could I


    find such arge amount of money to pay his debt? Those usury owners were all extremely vicious.


    If Leo didn''t return the money, his consequences would be severe.


    I was also afraid that you and the old master would be angry if you knew this thing and it may even


    affect their future. I had no choice but to ask Edgar to borrow some money.


    Who knew that he asked me to do that thing in return! I didn''t want to do that, I promise, but I had


    no choice! I must do it for Leo!" Carmen said.


    "Leo had got into such a big problem, if you tell me, will I ignore it? But you chose to give up your


    dignity rather than ask for my help!


    Carmen, should I say that you are smart or that you are amorous? What did you do with him in the


    car on the way back? And what did you do in our bedroom?"


    Ben would not ept any of her excuses for the betrayal and he would not change his mind


    because of her exnation.


    Now, as soon as he saw Carmen, he would link her with the disgusting scene that rolling together


    with Edgar.


    ''Tm sorry, honey, I know I was wrong. But I can not get rid of Edgar, he videoed me! So he


    threatened to do it again in our room..." Carmen cried miserably.


    "Even if you say sorry a thousand times, you can''t change the ending. Carmen, I think we are done.


    I''ll give you three days to move out. Otherwise, don''t me me for kicking you out mercilessly."


    Ben was tired of any word of her. "Don''t touch me again. You are dirty."


    After saying it, he directly left. Carmen tried to catch him but fell on the ground, her blood and tears


    mixed up, wetting the carpet.