Chapter 231 Daisy I Love You (Part Two)


    More handwriting in another newspaper read, ''Edward, my Edward, do you know how many times I''ve


    called your name when Iy on the bed inbor? I don''t mind that you didn''t show up during my


    pregnancy. But could you be merciful to me and not let me see this sweet scene of you with another


    woman on such a special day? Although I have been telling myself that as long as you are happy, I


    don''t mind only having pictures of you. But how much I have hoped that on this special day, you could


    give a gentle look tofort me, or a lovely smile to encourage me. But nothing, there is actually


    nothing from you. You never belong to me. ''


    Tears rolled down Edward''s face. He wondered how much he had missed of her moments of


    helplessness and fear. She was a great mother who had raised such a considerate and clever son. He


    had never cried for any reason, but today he couldn''t help weeping over her words. ''Daisy, what should


    I do? Your life was so hard. I''m willing to lose everything, but we can never get these lost moments


    back. I love you. It''s not a spur of the moment thing, or sweet words to please you. I love you because


    you have moved me so much and I cherish you. My love for you will never change, '' thought Edward.


    He picked up another newspaper, his hands trembling. There were bloodstains on it, which shocked


    him. Panic rose in him when he saw the blood. But on the newspaper, there was a picture of him with a


    beautiful woman, a popr singer. Her face was angelic and her figure was super hot. In the picture,


    the woman whispered something in his ear and smiled gracefully. The scene was very sweet. The


    handwriting on the newspaper made Edward think that she must have tried very hard to write these


    words, as if she didn''t even have the strength to hold the pen.


    ''Edward, while you''re with this woman do you know what I''ve been through? It was more frightening


    than the time I fought with armed thugs. Justin got hurt. His blood poured out from the wound and I was


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    so terrified that I lost my mind. I was shocked into a trance. I mechanically took him in my arms and ran


    to the infirmary. I was constantly praying to God, hoping he would not take my son from me. I promised


    I would never want something that didn''t belong to me. Edward, you''re only a dream beyond my reach.


    While Justin is the closest person I have in this world. So from now on, I will give up my hope of loving


    you. I will never think of you. I only hope that my son can be happy and healthy. Edward, I will


    eventually forget you. Because I really can''t afford to love you anymore. ''


    It was a long paragraph and the content was disjointed. He could see how terrified and uneasy,


    depressed and confused she was when she wrote it. He picked up another. This time, her handwriting


    returned to normal, just as cool as her personality was.


    It read ''Daisy, just admit it, you''ll never stop loving him. You have dered firmly that you won''t love


    him anymore. But it was only an excuse to cheat yourself. He is like the blood that runs though your


    body. You can''t lose him. Because you will break down and die if you lose that blood. So just be true to


    yourself and admit it. It''s really very difficult for me to stop loving him. It''s more miserable than being


    shot by ten bullets. Edward, I love you so much with all my heart. But have you ever thought of me who


    loves you humbly and wholeheartedly, even for one second? Probably not. On that day, I intentionally


    walked past you, but you didn''t even take a nce at me. Since then, I decided not to be in the same


    ce with you. I have already lost the courage to face you. ''


    This paragraph took a long time for Edward to read. He almost couldn''t breathe after he finished


    reading it. Every word of it made him feel a depth of sadness that he had never experienced. He


    staggered when he tried to stand up. Then he walked slowly into her bedroom and threw himself on her


    bed. His heart was torn apart and it was bleeding. His mind and heart were upied by only one


    person -- Daisy.


    She''d always been in his life, just a phone call or a car ride away. But she was pushed away from his


    world by him. As his wife, she had never enjoyed his love or care. On the contrary, what she received


    was endless harm and a ruthless heart.


    He took a deep breath. There was a light smell of flower on her bed. But it was not his favorite vor of


    Jasmine, but the rich fragrance of rose. It seemed that she also liked romance, which was unlike her


    cold demeanor. He realized that he had been wrong to always regard her as a very strong woman. In


    fact, her heart was more fragile than other women. But he was the jerk who only caused harm to her.


    ''Daisy, do you know how much regret I feel now? And my heart wrenched when I saw what you wrote


    about how you feel about me. Did you do it on purpose? Did you deliberatelyy your heart bare, and


    let me know that you''ve suffered so much from loving me? You make me uneasy with your sorrow and


    leave me without giving me a chance for remorse. You''ve buried me in your sad stories. I can''t escape


    from your sadness and I don''t want to.'' Edward thought.


    Thinking of the newspapers stacked there, he knew there must be many different kinds of reports about


    him, together with her notes indicating her feelings and love for him. But he lost his courage to continue


    reading. He feared that he couldn''t control himself and would try to find her. He feared more that he


    was not qualified to love her anymore. He had already broken her heart. He had never felt so ashamed


    of his past decadent life and he had never felt so irritated with his current noble status. At this moment,


    he didn''t want anything, he only wanted to be with Daisy.