Chapter 1391


    "It''s not me..." Felix really wanted to say that, but somehow, under Silvia''s gaze, he could not say


    that to defend himself.


    In a momentary trance, Felix felt that Silvia was still the same familiar Silvia. Her eyes were clear


    and bright. She was still the Silvia whose mind he could see right through at one nce.


    The wonderful days they had together shed across Felix''s mind like a movie.


    "Felix, it''s Silvia''s birthday today and we''ll go over to her house to celebrate her birthday. Make sure


    you wish herter, okay?" Mrs. Xavier took Felix''s hand and said. That year, Silvia was only two


    years old, and Felix was only four years old. However, he could still remember clearly what


    happened that day.


    On that day, he went to Silvia''s house with his parents to attend her birthday party. That was the first


    time when Silvia called him "Felix" with her soft and tender voice. It was so memorable that he had


    never forgotten about it up till now.


    Silvia was ate bloomer, so she had started talking a littleter than her peers. She was almost


    two years old when she finally called her parents. At that time, no one, including Felix, had ever


    expected that the third person she would call would be he himself.


    That was how the two of them started getting closer to each other. From then on, as long as there


    was Silvia, Felix would most probably be around too.


    At that time, their parents would say that Felix was like a knight who protected Silvia. As long as she


    needed him, he would definitely appear by her side and ovee all her difficulties.


    Later, when Felix went to primary school, Silvia was still in kindergarten. Even so, Felix would still


    take the time to visit Silvia and apany her. He would read and paint with her.


    Two years went by quickly and Silvia had also entered primary school. On her first day of school,


    besides her parents, Felix was there with her too.


    Since then, Felix would wait for Silvia to go to school and go home together. He would always be by


    her side and teach her anything that she did not know how to do. When she was toozy to study,


    he would also keep herpany.


    The same happened until they had entered university.


    Silvia was a pretty girl. When she was in junior high, many boys started approaching her, but she


    was never interested in them. However, things were different with Reagan and Lemur, because she


    had never treated them as men to start with.


    During junior high, they had gone through quite a few things together. However, what Felix


    remembered the most was the time when he had sprained his ankle.


    Although Silvia was just a sixth-grader at that time, she immediately squatted down the moment she


    noticed his sprained ankle. She said, "Come on up, Felix. I''ll carry you to the infirmary."


    He was already a grown boy, but she was very thin. How could she actually carry him? However,


    Silvia insisted on carrying him, and Felix could not convince her otherwise. Hence, he thought of


    letting her carry him so that she would give upter.


    However, he had never expected she could actually carry him all the way to the infirmary. When she


    handed him over to the school doctor, she was so tired that she slouched on the chair, trying to


    catch her breath.


    Simrly, when they were both in senior high, they had grown into matured teenagers who finally


    understood what affection between a man and a woman was. However, they maintained as friends,


    cherishing the pure friendship they shared.


    Their houses were not far from school, so both of them would go to school together on Felix''s bike.


    Silvia would sit behind him and talk to him throughout the journey. Although she was very chatty,


    Felix thought that everything that came out through her lips was extraordinarily fascinating.


    On the other hand, if Silvia happened to be quiet, Felix would feel odd and he would take the


    initiative to talk to her. This was how the two of them were in their daily lives. It was simple yet


    sweet.


    After graduating from high school, Felix was admitted into University A. Although University A was


    not in the same direction as the high school Silvia went to, he would still send Silvia to school and


    pick her up after school without fail.


    To him, the happiest moment throughout the day was to send and pick Silvia up from school. He


    remembered how Silvia would smile sweetly at him and call his name with her soft voice.


    Later, when he finally got his driving license, his parents had bought him a car, so he would drive


    Silvia around. Although their means of transportation had changed, their sweet rtionship was still


    the same.


    No. In fact, it did change a little. After Felix had entered university, he had been looking forward for


    Silvia to grow up so that he could make her his girlfriend and marry her.


    This was a goal that he could only achieve three yearster.


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    One year ago, Silvia finally agreed to be his girlfriend. He was so happy that he felt like he had


    owned the entire world and he could not even sleep well for two nights.


    Silvia was bold, but she was just a simple person. She did not know that she was the reason Felix


    could not sleep, so when she saw his tired face, she was so distressed that she almost cried.


    She did not know that it was all because Felix was too happy that she had finally be his


    girlfriend.


    At that time, Silvia trusted him wholeheartedly. She believed in everything he did and every word he


    said, and she would support him unconditionally.


    In fact, there was a time when someone asked him if he was burning out having to take care of her


    for so many years.


    But why would he feel that way?


    He was already used to having her in his life and he had already reserved a ce for her in his life.


    No one knew that being able to make Silvia trust him and rely on him was enough to make him feel


    happy and content.


    He liked to see her smile, and hear her call his name with her sweet voice. At that instant, Felix


    finally realized how much he had hurt Silvia.


    She was still calling his name, but her tone was no longer the same. He thought that she had


    changed, but now, he finally realized that he was the one who had changed.


    He had be jealous and hateful. He wanted to be with her not because he was happy with her,


    but because he did not want another man to possess her.


    In his understanding, Silvia was supposed to belong to him. It was as if he had branded a special


    label in her life...


    It was because of his jealousy, his hatred, and his unwillingness that caused her to lose her first


    child. And because of that miscarriage, she might not even get to be a mother in the future.


    Was this what he wanted?


    No!


    He had always wanted to give her all the happiness in this world. He wanted her to live happily like


    a princess, and he wanted everyone around her to love her and dote on her.