Chapter 1642


    Angeline threw caution to the wind and bit her wrist.


    It would be great if she died. Everything would end once she died.


    Jay heard an unusual noiseing from the bedroom, and although it sounded very faint, he still


    walked toward the bedroom with great vignce.


    The doors and windows were permanently sealed, and all the sharp edges and corners had been


    wrapped with foam corner guards, hence logically speaking, the house was extremely safe. That


    was why Jay was quite calm at first.


    As soon as he pushed the bedroom door open though, Jay caught a whiff of blood and was


    instantly on tenterhooks.


    He rushed to the bed and uncovered Angeline s nket, only to see that Angeline had badly


    mangled her own wrist.


    Jay could feel his heart sinking into a bottomless abyss. It tried to climb up desperately but to no


    avail. Like a trapped beast, he felt immense hopelessness like never before.


    He took Angeline into his arms and examined her wounds carefully with tears in his eyes.


    Fortunately,


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    she did not rupture her aorta veins as her bite did not go too deep and it was all merely superficial


    wounds.


    Jay felt as though his throat was stuffed with lead. His eagle eyes were bloodshot with tears as he


    med himself. "Do you hate it that much when I hold you? What should I do to make you forgive


    me, Angeline?”


    He thought Angeline''s suicide attempt was triggered b y his approaching her earlier. He


    remembered the doctor''s instructions clearly: ''You are now a risk factor to her...’


    Jay had never felt so hopeless as he felt right now. "I know you hate me, but Angeline, I don''t feel at


    ease cing you under someone else’s care. Please do it for me and stay beside me. I will spend


    the rest of my life loving you and will only listen to you. Please stop running away from me, okay?"


    Angeline curled up in his arms, and without realizing i t, she had closed her eyes and fallen asleep


    peacefully.


    Jay found the first aid kit and gently applied the ointment to her wounds.


    This was yet another day filled with fear and apprehension.


    When Angeline woke up, Jay had already prepared lunch.


    He picked her up and brought her to the dining table full of scrumptious dishes. However, Angeline


    did not look delighted at all.


    Ever since she had depression, she started rejecting all sorts of food and would spit out all the food


    regardless of what she ate.


    Therefore, her weight was alreadyparable to that of a swallow.


    In order to get her to eat a few more bites, Jay took great pains to cook different kinds of dishes


    every meal and even learned new dishes from Google, but his efforts were with little sess.


    Angeline took a bite of the meatbail and felt so nauseous that she wanted to vomit.


    Jay sighed in frustration. He hated himself for not taking the time to understand Angeline more back


    then. He knew too little about the food she liked to eat.


    Angeline put down her cutleries while Jay coaxed kindly. "Baby, have a few more bites, okay?"


    Angeline shook her head.


    Jay scooped out some mushroom soup and coaxed her to take a few more bites, but seeing the


    pained look on Angeline''s face, Jay could not bring himself to force her. As such, he just gave up.


    As for himself, he had lost his appetite because he was anxious about Angeline’s health.


    The table full of food looked untouched, and this same scene would y out over and over again


    every day. Jay could not even begin to describe the pain he felt i n his heart.