Chapter 1608


    However, she regretted it almost immediately afterward.


    Jay''s face was so important, yet she hit it without a second thought. She seeded in getting her


    revenge on Chloe, but she ended up hurting Jay in the process as well.


    She had wounded the man she loved the most, and this man was the person who had continuously


    spoiled her lovingly.


    By pping him in the face, she had also felt a stab in her heart.


    Mrs. Yorks looked at Angeline’s overly thin arms and thought that Angelina was preventing Jay from


    seeing her current unsightly appearance. She tried to gentlyfort her, saying, "I''ve asked Cole to


    send me some money, Angeline. We can hire a nanny now so that you can take a good rest. Once


    your body recovers, Jay wouldn''t feel so heartbroken anymore when he sees how healthy and


    round you look when you return to Imperial Capital."


    Angeline nced at her skinny self and nodded in a lonesome manner. "I really should eat more."


    While Shirley was still in her postpartum period, Mrs.


    Yorks went over to the nearby farm to get some free-range eggs and chicken. She woulde


    home and make chicken dishes for both Shirley and Angeline.


    Angeline often hugged Mrs. Yorks and acted coquettishly around her. "You''re feeding me too well,


    Aunt Crystal.”


    Mrs. Yorks replied, "Nonsense. You''re so skinny now. Even an outsider like me would be distressed


    just looking at you. Won’t Jay feel heartbroken seeing you i n this state?"


    Angeline ced a bowl of chicken broth on the table, yet she had no appetite for it.This material belongs to N?velDrama.Org.


    She tried her best to resist her anxiety disorder. Even though it allowed her to gain back basic


    mobility, every night, the pain in her muscles made her wish she were dead.


    Since it was challenging for her to get a good rest at night, she had lost an enormous amount of


    weight in the blink of an eye.


    There were a couple of times when she could no longer hold on and began to self-harm. She used


    the pain of slicing her skin open to cover up the pain from her muscle fibers. The situation was the


    epitome of the saying, robbing Peter to pay Paul.


    She often wondered how much longer could she stand living such painful days?


    Sometimes, she felt that it was best if she were dead.


    However, seeing Jay''s unceasing text messages every single day and his unchanging words of love


    made her retreat. She ended up straying further from death.


    If she were to die, what would happen to Jaybie?


    Just like this, she became tangled in a tortured life where days felt like years.


    At night, the baby went to sleep very early. Angeline dragged her exhausted body toward her bed


    and decided to take an early rest.


    Her phone had been vibrating continuously, and she rolled over while lying on the bed. She weakly


    looked a t her phone, only to find that the text messages were from Jay.


    Unlike the love letters in the past that were filled with the sweetest words, this one was written in a


    structured manner and was well-formatted.


    [My darling Angeline,


    [Do you still remember the moment we met? You grinned at me and nted a ray of sunshine in my


    heart. It was the moment the root of my love started growing. I vowed to myself that I would treat


    you well and give you the best things in the world. I''ve worked hard on my end, hoping that I could


    grow into your towering tree that could shelter you from all the winds and rains in this lifetime.


    [Looking back, I''ve realized that my vows were too ignorant and frivolous. I''ve been your best


    companion and the person who pampered you the most, but I''ve also been your deepest, deadliest


    wound. My arrogance and domineering attitude still cannot change the structured ws of this


    world. For example, I cannot change where Ie from, nor can I change the identities of my


    biological parents. The harm they''ve inflicted upon you are also the nightmares that haunt my


    dreams for countless nights.


    [Life itself is like never-ending practice, and there are joys as well as sorrows. When Jaybie is not


    by your side, I hope you will face all the winds and rains calmly. You have every reason to believe


    that rainbows will alwayse after a storm.


    [Finally, Jaybie wishes to tell you that in my world, you''re the wind and rain, and you''re my blessing.


    There’s only you for the rest of my life.


    [I’ll be waiting for you!]


    The end of the text message wrote: [I love you forever-Jaybie]