Chapter 719
| felt lost again these days. | didn''t know what to do and couldn''t find my way nor make any ns. My head was all messed up.
After caring for Anne, | went to the study and decided to watch the videos Shirley spoke of.
Four years ago, | was brought away by Irvin. My memories of those days were blurred and confusing.
| knew how well he treated me, but | chose to forget all other details.
| pressed the y button. This took ce in Jarold City, the south side of the rural area. Everything looked familiar to me, both
the scenery and the people.
After my child was taken away, | didn''t want to see it, so | screamed and ran away.
Irvin''s care and patience were all recorded in the video.
This was during a period when | often broke down. Sometimes | woke up in the middle of the night in search of a knife to take my
own life. When Irvin tried to stop me, the knife | held identally injured him. All these memories were a blur to me, but | knew
that there was a scar on Irvin''s
stomach.
| never saw any sharp objects afterwards in that vi.
The video was long and | didn''t finish watching it. | knew that it would just make me feel even more guilty, so | decided to stop.
Why did | have to make everything clear? After all, ignorance was bliss.
In the past, Grandma often said that only foolish women could spend the rest of their lives happily.
Because they knew how to forget and to let go. What they cared about was always whatever that was right ahead of them.
In the evening, | received a call from Valerie.
The woman on the other side of the line had obviously been crying. She spoke with a pained voice, "Arianna, I... It''s me, your
mother!"
What state of mind was | in now?
I never really thought about it but there was still pain inside of me. It wasn''t resentment or anger, it was just helplessness.
She costed me my child''s life. How was | supposed to face her?
After a long time, | answered, "What is it?"
| tried my best to control my tone. It wasn''t hostile, but neither was it friendly.
The voice on the other end sighed softly, "If you''re unwilling to see me, | will not force you. However, my child, you''ve got a long
road ahead of you. Don''t let yourself live in remorse. | don''t have the right to me everything on Hendrix''s wrongdoings."
| kept mum and held my tongue, not because | had nothing to say but because of the man that had just walked into the study.
Within the mere ten hours that | didn''t see him, his face had be a lot paler. His eyes showed his frailty and he was evidently
ill.
Evan told her that he had been kneeling at the Moore vi for an entire night. He got sick eventually and was admitted to the
hospital.
"I''ve got to go!" | said into the phone. Then, | ced the phone down. My gaze fell on the man who was walking towards me.
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was doing fine.
He walked up to me and his palms were scorching hot, "Have some food with meter. It''s not good
being too thin."
He pulled me downstairs and his footsteps were a little heavy. It seemed like he had returned without waiting for his fever to be
treated.
| kept up with him. Looking at his back, | could feel a blunt pain around my chest.
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| was not at all happy, but at least | was at ease.