Chapter 711


    From the corner of my eyes, | could see the small spark in his hand. | did not know what he was feeling. | raised my hand, took


    the cigarette butt from his hand and took a light puff.


    The thick cigarette smoke engendered within me an urge to cough. | felt like | was about to choke to death but fortunately, |


    managed to pull through.


    "Stupid!" He said and took the cigarette from my hand. He immediately stubbed it out and threw it into the trash can.


    His dark gaze fell on me. | couldn''t tell what was on his mind. "If you''re in a bad mood, you can vent it on me."


    I smiled lightly and shook my head, "Hendrix, I''m tired." | really was fatigued. Most people in this world lived under constant


    pressure. As such, every second of their lives was filled with pain and suffering. Living became a tiring chore.


    He held me in his arms, squeezing my whole body so tight that it started to hurt. But then | realized, it was actually my heart that


    was hurting.


    "When | first saw her, | was happy and | knew it was fate. At the time, | wondered how a woman her age could still be so elegant


    and beautiful. It was really a blessing from God. However, she was willing to hurt me for Andrea''s sake. In the warehouse, | felt


    my child die little by little. At the time, | hated her. | swore that if | lived through it, | would make her experience ten times the pain


    my child went through. | wanted her to pay the price."N?velDrama.Org: text ? owner.


    When | mentioned my child, the pain in my heart intensified.


    | paused and took a breath, trying to suppress the difort in my heart. "But what | was not aware of was that in the end, the


    price | paid was not small either. If | could, | would rather we never know each other. | would rather have never married you,


    never gone to Ucrebury. Maybe that would''ve been a blessing.”


    As he held me in his embrace, | could feel his growing pain vibrating from his chest to the rest of his body.


    His breathing was getting slightly heavier, a sign that he was being pressured.


    | continued to speak as if | was a puppet on a string, "When | left this ce four years ago, | wanted to hate you. | even thought


    to stay as far away from you as humanly possible for the rest of my life, and to leave everyone around me. Much like how | was


    born abandoned by everything, | would live a life abandoning everything.”


    “However, there''s no way our wishes can be fulfilled so easily in life. When | met you in Hovell, | realized that | could not hate you


    anymore. The resentment that was suppressed in my heart for many years had be a waste. | knew that if | can''t hate you,


    then | certainly won''t be able to hate her. She''s my biological mother; that''s a fact that can''t be changed. No matter how wronged


    | was, or how bad everything felt, | had to endure all this pain calmly."


    | wanted to keep all the bitterness and pain in my heart, allowing them to grow destructively with time.


    | knew that everyone hoped that I could move on from my past and to start over again. But the despair buried in me grew as my


    resentment increased.


    Hendrix said, "Four years ago, after


    you left me, | returned to our cold,


    empty vi. Looking at the hollow


    house, | felt so lonely. Someti caal


    when | w kg upline middle of the


    Ton Mouie hear the cries of a child


    and you screaming in pain. | felt as if


    my neck was being strangled and |


    was suffocating to death. Later on,


    Evan asked me to move out, but | did


    not want to leave. Although the


    house was empty, | could at least still


    feel your presence there." Please read


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    He continued, "Arianna, we are all


    people with broken soufs. Evertifiwe


    45 ig tae strings, we


    if still be entangled together."


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    | looked up at him and saw that his


    gaze was unusually soft. "Here,


    said, his voige jqwadeis lender


    Anyers fell on his chest, "no one else


    has ever set foot in it except you."


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    | pursed my lips and took a deep breath. | realized that | should not be trapped in the past anymore.


    | stood up and said, "Hendrix, | would like some space."