All I wanted was to get close to Pearl, hoping to persuade her to team up with me. Once everything worked out, I''d share smoney with her.


    But little did I know, money meant nothing to her.


    As expected, she ended up with Richard. Having those two together was a big trouble. I repeatedly hit walls and made mistakes. Then, I discovered a secret that I couldn''t ept. The girl I used to like was a fake. That angelic girl was someone I had hated for a long time, so much so that I wanted to kill her.


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    Knowing this truth threwinto a panic, and it tooka long tto calm down. Eventually, I had to ept the fact.


    Later, my thoughts becuncontroble. I found myself drawn to her without even realizing it. It felt like I was meant to like her. I did all sorts of weird things for her. I even thought about kidnapping her so I could have her all by myself. Her smiles were too beautiful. I couldn''t stand seeing her smile at other guys.


    With my medical skills, I found an opportunity to take her abroad and separate her from Richard. I didn''t expect her to take the bait.


    Those days abroad were simply the best tof my life. We were like an ordinary couple. I cooked for her and brought her sgifts every day, and she stayed faithfully by my side.


    One breezy evening, we sat in the garden and talked.


    I could see admiration in her eyes. At least she didn''t think I was all bad, right? I thought those times wouldst forever. But in the end, her mother ruined it all.


    Her mother had fled overnight, and she cut ties with me. That was when I realized it was all just an illusion. It was tto wake up from the dream.


    She was gone.


    bet I was in a bad mood then, so I returned hand fought with her, hoping she would notice me. Deep down, I knew this was messed up. All she saw inwas disgust.  I would feel content if I could get her to look at me, even for a second.


    I knew I could be with her only if Richard disappeared from this world, so my ultimate goal was to take down Richard.


    But I was too impulsive, underestimating Richard''s ruthlessness and overestimating my abilities.


    In the end, I ended up killing myself.


    Watching the woman I had held in my heart for ten years flee fromin panic and run into Richard''s arms leftfeeling incredibly sad. But at the stime, I found ssce. At least it proved she could be loved.


    I had cto terms with it. As long as she was happy, I''d be happy no matter who she was with.


    I wish I had realized this sooner. I might not get to see her living in my final moments, I didn''thappily with someone else. Butzeven I her to forget me.  I never meant to hurt you, Pearl. Please don''t hate me.