Chapter 302


    Sofia’s pov


    I held my breath as soon as those words had left my lips, briefly having the slight urge to close my


    eyes, so as not to see whatever reaction he was going to have, in response to my confession.


    When Ka had dragged me to the adult department of the store we had briefly visited, and then the


    area which had beenbeled as ‘adult toys’, I hadn’t expected to see all what I had saw. I could still


    remember how embarrassed I had felt even more embarassed because Ryan had also apanied


    us into that section of the store, although he kept a respectful distance.


    Ka had managed to convince me into getting the vibrator, and she reassured me that it was going to


    make me feel really good down there. She even said it was going to make Luca finally lose all his


    control if I let him use it on me. It was what I wanted, it was what I’ve always wanted for a while now, for


    Luca topletely lose control and perhaps finally take my virginity.


    I try not to think about it too much, buttely, I’ve been having thoughts and dreams of how it was going


    to feel when he’d end up taking my virginity. Of course now, I know ir wasn’t going to hurt like I had


    imagined before o had gotten married to him. But it didn’t mean it wasn’t going to hurt at all. I wasn’t


    dumb, I know just how big Luca was down there. I’ve had it in my mouth countless times, and I know


    just how tiny I was down there… which automatically meant it was most definitely going to hurt.


    But the promise of the pleasure which was going toe after the pain, which Ka had gushed about


    to me as we strolled past different kinds of sex toys, was really, really intriguing, and I couldn’t deny


    that I wanted that.


    Luca didn’t make me scared anymore. I wanted him, I couldn’t even bother denying that even if I


    wanted to.


    The sound of Luca cursing heatedly made me finallye back to the present, which was with me


    being beneath him on the bed, and him staring down at me like he wanted to devour me right now. A


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    shudder slide down my spine in response to how intense his gaze was.


    “You got- a vibrator? A fucking toy?” He asked and I licked my lips tentatively as I nodded. “Uh, I knew


    it was stupid, but–”


    Luca cut me off by slotting his leg between mt thigh to press it against my throbbing core, which made


    me tremble uncontrobly in pleasure.


    “What? That’s not stupid, that’s fucking hot. It’s the hottest thing ever.” He literally growled and I felt


    everything inside me melt into a messy goo. He grind his thigh against my core and my legs fell more


    parted involuntarily as I arched up into him and moaned uncontrobly, hands searching for purchase


    on the bed.


    “Oh, um… I hoped you were going to like it.” I whispered as soon as I found it in me to form full


    sentence.


    “Like it? I freaking love it. Ugh, why are you so hot?” He groaned out as he leaned down to suck a


    nipple into his mouth and I squeezed on the sheets as i quivered and arched into his mouth, moans


    falling past my lips over and over again.


    He finally stopped ying with my boobs, and wasn’t stimting my clit, which made me finally be able


    to think clearly.


    “Where is it?” He asked huskily and I shuddered a little. “It’s- beneath that pillow.


    He was reaching for the said pillow, and was pulling the toy out almost immediately. My cheeks


    bloomed red and I averted my gaze from his instantly.


    He was so handsome, that I silently wondered about how I was going to survive tonight. The way he


    was drinking in the toy was making my stomach clench hotly, I wanted him so much, that I knew I


    wasn’t going to be satisfied tonight if I don’t get his dick inside of me tonight.


    “You do things to me, bunny. Dangerous things.” He finally murmured as he stare down at me and I


    whimpered at the burning heat in his gaze and his voice.


    “Do you know how to use this, bunny?” He asked and I shook my head, as my face heated up.


    “Uhm, I didn’t bother to check because I felt like you’d want to use it on me first?” I responded


    tentatively, and if his next groan was anything to go by, then it was obvious that he was very pleased.


    “You’re so perfect, bunny.” He whispered and I grinned a little.


    “No one’s perfect.” I argued, even though I was quiet guilty for always referring to Luca as perfection in


    my head.


    “But you are. The most perfect bunny I could ever want… and I want you so, damn much.”


    And because that felt like some kind of perfection that made my heart skip so many beats at once, I


    decided to respond with words. “I want you too, Luca.”


    “So much?” He asked, the teasing glint back in his eyes, and how he always effortlessly shift into so


    many moods at once, waspletely beyond me. But I nodded my head regardless, feeling my heart


    overflow with so many emotions.


    “So much.” I affirmed in a small voice.


    ******


    “O- oh…” Another breathy moan fell past my lips as I dropped my head into the bed helplessly for the


    hundredth time tonight, right before I lifted it up as soon as I remembered that Luca had asked me to


    keep staring down at him if I wanted to be a good girl.


    My fingers were between my thighs, and they felt so damn wet, the obscene noises they were making


    as they slide into me, was making so much heat gather in my stomach.


    When Luca had slide down my body to position himself between my thighs once again, after he had


    taken my underwear off– I hadn’t expected him to inform me that I was going to finger myself for him.