Chapter 239


    Sofia’s POV


    Today has been a long day and I had been really bored at a certain point around noon. It got to a point


    whereby I didn’t feel like painting anymore and just resulted in reading one of my new books right there


    in the middle of our bedroom upstairs. I managed to convinced Ryan into taking me to the garden at


    the back of the house and this time, he had tried to refuse adamantly but I didn’t back down one bit


    because I knew there was no way he was going to be able to call Luca and inform him about the new


    development, seeing as there was some things which I sometimes kept from Luca for him, and vise


    versa. I also knew there wasn’t any way that he’d be able to force me into following his order or trying


    to physically restrain me, which was why I was able to ignore him and kept on walking to the corner


    that led around the house until as expected, he hade forward to fall into step beside me after a


    couple of seconds.


    We managed to talk together this time at the garden unlike thest time I was there, where we hadn’t


    been able to talk there at all. Talking to Ryan was sometimes among the things I look forward to at the


    start of a day, because it was one of the things that kept me sane. He was one of the people I had


    spoken to a lot here in this house apart from Luca, that is. It didn’t matter that he was the bodyguard


    and that we weren’t even supposed to be getting closer to each other to begin with, but then I just


    couldn’t bring myself to not talk to him.


    He was the closest thing to a friend I’vee to know apart from Luca and recently, Ka– after I had


    gotten married off to Luca, and I was going to forever appreciate that. I was really hoping nothing was


    going to happen that was going to make Ryan have to leave the spot of being one of my bodyguards,


    because I hade to even be morefortable around him than when we just got introduced to


    each other.


    Everything had happened really fast, at the start of today it had seemed like the day was going to be a


    really slow one, but going down thene? It turned out that the day was indeed fast. When I settled in


    the sitting room to start watching some music videos, the only thing that had been in my mind was Luca


    and nothing but him.


    Staying at home alone throughout the day was making me start to feel really bored, somehow


    I had missed him so damn much during the day and had used any body I could talk to as a distraction,


    but each time I’d get to spend alone without speaking to anyone, I’d start to think about him in the next


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    second, without even realizing it at first.


    I saw the marks around my body this morning, the signs of his teeth that scattered over the insides of


    my thighs, and around my hips this morning when I had stood naked before the floor length mirror in


    our bedroom. There had been some marks around my chest as well, but those marks couldn’tpare


    to the marks around my throat and in the insides of my thighs,


    Each time I remembered what it was that he had done to mest night, I’d find myself flushing a deep


    red in an instant, and no matter how much I get embarrassed over it, I’d still beg to do it all over again


    for me whenever I get a chance.


    Each time I remembered taking him into my mouth and sucking him into my mouth, feeling him leak


    into my mouth in tiny drops that tasted really strongly and good. Each time that thought popped into mu


    brains, I’d try to shake it off almost instantly to no avail because a huge part of me want to do nothing


    more than to ask him if he could give me a chance to do that which I had done to himst night, all over


    again and again, seeing as I had loved how it had seemed like he really enjoyed all what I had done for


    him, and also because it made me feel really good as well.


    I had woken upter than usual and one of the first things I was able to register was the fact that my


    jaw was hurting, as well as my body, when it wasn’t like I had actually done something really strenuous


    I nced up at him to watch as he ate his dinner in a really brisk and beat way, unlike myself that was


    always managing to be really clumsy each time we were eating together. I had no idea why it always


    happens that way, all I knew was the fact that I hated how I was able to eat really normally and neatly


    on my own, of if thepany was Sarah or Matilda… but whenever ites to Luca, it was as if that


    thing in my hands that controls my fingers muscles was always making me drop my food on purpose. If


    I wasn’t dropping my food from my spoon, fork or chopsticks then the food was falling out of my mouth,


    which was even more embarrassing.


    “You’re not hungry, bunny?” Luca asked as soon as he stared at me and I blinked my eyes at him


    instantly before picking up my cutleries in the next second as I started to speak.


    “Oh, I am.” I felt my cheeks starting to color when he kept watching me, and the rice which I scooped


    unto my fork all poured back into my te before I could get it to my mouth, due to how my hand had


    started to shake, that was how bad I was able to function beneath pressure. He started to chuckle


    really lightly and I shook my head a little to stop myself from blushing in the next moment, as I tried to


    get another forkful of food into my mouth.


    “Bunny?” He called out and I made sure to swallow the food inside of my mouth before raising my head


    up until I was staring at him.


    “Huh?” I hummed a little once I was sterimg at him once again.


    “How did your day go?” He asked in the next moment, most definitely asking ehst I didn’t seeing. I


    found myself shifting in my seat in the next second as I puffed out a deep breath before starting to


    respond to him. “Uh, it went well, I guess?”


    “Can you tell me how it went in detail?” He asked after a fleeting moment and I hesitated at first before


    giving a slow nod of my head.


    “Don’t stop eating because of me, you can go ahead and do the two together.” He started to say once


    again and I nodded my head once before picking up the fork that I had dropped back in my te as I


    started to shift on my seat once again.


    “It was pretty alright…” I started to say and I watched as he nodded his head at me a little.


    I suddenly didn’t know what to actually say. This same thing happens to me a whole lot. It was as if


    each time I get asked about a particr thing, everything that was previously in my head was all going


    to fly out of my head in the next second, leaving me to my empty head and ck mind, it always


    happens every damn time to my annoyance. Sadly, the only thing still in my head at the moment was


    the fact that I still wanted to go on my knees and take him into my mouth – but then there was no way


    in hell that I was going to be able to do that, I was going to have to faint before I’d be able to that to


    begin with.


    I shook my head a little and puffed out a deep breath in the next second, because after that particr


    thought that had refused to leave my head since the start of today that was still in my head till this very


    moment, the other thing still in my head was about the fact that I had forced Ryan intoing along


    with me to the garden at the back or the house. There was also no way in hell they I’d be able to tell


    those things to Luca, because for one, he thought I had remained inside the house throughout the


    whole of today, he had no idea that I had forced one of my guards into apanying me to the back of


    the house all the way to the garden.