“Joslyn, my head is spinning. I haven’t drunk so much in a Long time. Today’s your birthday and I’m so


    happy. I want to drink another ss and make a toast to you, but I’m already full. I think my tummy will


    burst if I do that.”


    “Hmm…They haven’t finished their own drinks. Hey you don’t have to drink anymore either. ir, I’m


    really happy with your cousin. I hope you can find someone to be your happiness soon.” Joslyn knew


    about


    ir’s trouble in love affairs and in her work.


    ir smiled, rubbing her head against her friend’s shoulder. It felt weirdly good and rxing. Then she


    took the unfinished ss of beer and drank a swig.


    “Joslyn, I don’t even know my own heart now. And you know what? I feel even more confused about


    Wesley’s mind. When I decided to go abroad and study in Ennd, I also swore to myself that


    I wouldn’t Love Wesley anymore for the rest of my life. He had turned me down so mercilessly. But


    when I came back and met him once more, I couldn’t help falling in Love with him all over again. He’s


    such an attractive young man! But that jerk! If he doesn’t Love me, why does he keep me in his


    apartment? He told me that he will Let me go when I have a boyfriend. Don’t you think he’s being


    ridiculous and a bit weird?”


    Joslyn wrapped an arm around her shoulders andughed.


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    “Yes, he’s being very ridiculous. If Wesley were a woman, he would be a maniptive and hypocritical


    bitch. Haha…”


    ir thought about her words. Joslyn was right. Wesley and the female gender were a dangerous


    combination. Sheughed out loud too.


    “He thinks he’s doing this for my own good, but he never asks me what I want. I don’t want to have


    anything to do with him anymore, but I guess each time I see him, I get soft-hearted. He once told me


    very clearly that he doesn’t love me. Why can’t I have more self-respect and stay away from him? Do


    you think I’m a loser?”


    “Shh!” Joslyn raised her feeble arm and covered ir’s mouth, a bit loosely.


    “Don’t look down on yourself like that. It’s Wesley’s problem.


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    He doesn’t like you but still keeps you around him. He’s the one who said that he was doing it for your


    own good. But I can clearly tell that it’s because he loves you. He just doesn’t want to admit it!”


    ir gestured with her hands as she spoke.


    “No, you are wrong. I don’t think Wesley has feelings for me. He takes care of me for my uncle’s sake. I


    often see that he’s been fooling around with Megan.” She took a pause and asked, “Hey Joslyn, do all


    men like fooling around with more than one woman?”


    “Maybe! Men are unpredictable, dear. You are such a beauty, Bless. Men like beauties. Megan is not as


    pretty as you. But she knows how to pretend to be weak and helpless in front of Wesley. Men are


    unable to resist these types of girls. Hey, I have a great idea. Why don’t you learn a few tactics from her


    and show Wesley your weakness and feminine side?” Joslyn suggested naughtily. Ever since Wesley


    had turned down


    ir’s proposal, she had acted as if she wasn’t interested in anyone or anything.


    But whenever they talked about Wesley, she would feel a strange mix of emotions. She would feel


    angry, happy and sad, all at the same time.


    Joslyn strongly believed that ir should adopt some tactics when it came to dealing with Wesley. She


    needed to learn to discover ways to attract him by her beauty and tantrums.


    “Show my weakness and femininity?” ir propped herself up on one elbow and drank another ss


    of beer as she continued, “I wanted to, but he is such a blockhead when ites to matters of love. He


    is always so slow in getting my point. Sometimes, I felt so mad at him that I wanted to beat him blue


    and ck.” She gave Joslyn a bitter smile.


    “Why don’t you try to seduce him? It could help you know if he’s really not into you!” Joslyn was totally


    drunk and made a bold suggestion under the influence of the huge amounts of alcohol that she had


    consumed.


    ir rolled her eyes.


    “I did that too! But it didn’t work. Last time, when Wesley, his mom and I went shopping together, he


    bought me a shade of lipstick and a bottle of perfume. For a moment, I thought he had feelings for me.


    I was so happy and desperate for him that I was ready to getid. I strongly feel that an upright and


    honest man Like him will not abandon a woman with whom he has slept, right? But before we got


    intimate together, we had a fight again. Well, it was not really a fight, but we disagreed and argued. At


    that time, I thought he didn’t like me, and recalled Megan’s words. That girl very openly told me that he


    had a thing for her.”


    Joslyn looked at her with a perplexed expression. She embraced her warmly, and her heart ached for


    her best friend.


    “I really feel bad for you. Why can‘t you just get over Wesley and move on? When you went to