Hey…. We’ve been together for about 2 weeks. I finally was able to be with you after 7 months. You rejected me twice, I cried over you so many times but I still never got to know you. I don’t know anything about you.. But you know almost everything about me. Am I just a bad person? I feel insecure. I always dreamed of being with you but was it worth it? I don''t feel happy, I feel lonely. More so than I did before.


    If I don’t initiate, nothing happens in our relationship. I initiate in holding your hand, hugging you, even sending a simple heart message. This isn’t a relationship to me, I want you to initiate as well. It seems like I just have a crush on you and that I’m following you around in public. People say we look good together and it was a matter of time before we were to get together. But why can’t I help but feel like I’m not wanted nor needed in your life. You can live without me, but I can’t without you. Maybe I’m just being pushy, maybe if I wait a couple more months.


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    Will we even still be together in 2 months? Why? Why? Why? I want to be the person you first message when you''re feeling down, I just want to be there. Will I even be there? We don’t even act like a couple. I feel so insecure yet I don’t know what you think of me or our relationship. I have nightmares of you leaving me, I like you so much and who''s to say I don’t love you… You''re the first person I’ve ever felt this strongly for so I don''t know if I do love you but I hope that you won''t let me go…