Chapter 16


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    I kept talking, describing that tower room. Tamlin grilled me on the figures on the maps, making me


    turn over every word Rhysand had uttered, until I mentioned what had weighed on me the most this


    past week: the powers Rhys believed I now possessed … and Hybern’s ns. I told him about that


    conversation with Mor—about that temple being sacked (Cesere, Tamlin exined, was a northern


    outpost in the Night Court, and one of the few known towns), and Rhysand mentioning two people


    named Cassian and Azriel. Both of their faces had tightened at that, but they didn’t mention if they


    knew them, or of them. So I told him about whatever the Illyrians were—and how Rhys had hunted


    down and killed the traitors amongst them. When I finished, Tamlin was silent, Lucien practically


    buzzing with whatever repressed words he was dying to spew.


    “Do you think I might have those abilities?” I said, willing myself to hold his gaze.


    “It’s possible,” Tamlin said with equal quiet. “And if it’s true … ”


    Lucien said atst, “It’s a power other High Lords might kill for.” It was an effort not to fidget while


    his metal eye whirred, as if detecting whatever power ran through my blood. “My father, for one,


    would not be pleased to learn a drop of his power is missing—or that Tamlin’s bride now has it. He’d


    do anything to make sure you don’t possess it—including kill you. There are other High Lords who


    would agree.”


    That thing beneath my skin began roiling. “I’d never use it against anyone—”


    “It’s not about using it against them; it’s about having an edge when you shouldn’t,” Tamlin said.


    “And the moment word gets out about it, you will have a target on your back.”


    “Did you know?” I demanded. Lucien wouldn’t meet my eyes. “Did you suspect?”


    “I’d hoped it wasn’t true,” Tamlin said carefully. “And now that Rhys suspects, there’s no telling what


    he’ll do with the information—”


    “He wants me to train.” I wasn’t stupid enough to mention the mental shield training—not right now.


    “Training would draw too much attention,” Tamlin said. “You don’t need to train. I can guard you


    from whateveres our way.”


    For there had been a time when he could not. When he had been vulnerable, and when he had


    watched me be tortured to death. And could do nothing to stop Amarantha from—


    I would not allow another Amarantha. I would not allow the King of Hybern to bring his beasts and


    minions here to hurt more people. To hurt me and mine. And bring down that wall to hurt countless


    others across it. “I could use my powers against Hybern.”


    “That’s out of the question,” Tamlin said, “especially as there will be no war against Hybern.”


    “Rhys says war is inevitable, and we’ll be hit hard.”


    Lucien said drily, “And Rhys knows everything?”


    “No—but … He was concerned. He thinks I can make a difference in any uing conflict.”


    Tamlin flexed his fingers—keeping those ws contained. “You have no training in battle or


    weaponry. And even if I started training you today, it’d be years before you could hold your own on


    an immortal battlefield.” He took a tight breath. “So despite what he thinks you might be able to do,


    Feyre, I’m not going to have you anywhere near a battlefield. Especially if it means revealing


    whatever powers you have to our enemies. You’d be fighting Hybern at your front, and have foes


    with friendly faces at your back.”


    “I don’t care—”


    “I care,” Tamlin snarled. Lucien whooshed out a breath. “I care if you die, if you’re hurt, if you will be


    in danger every moment for the rest of our lives. So there will be no training, and we’re going to


    keep this between us.”


    “But Hybern—”


    Lucien intervened calmly, “I already have my sources looking into it.”


    I gave him a beseeching look.


    Lucien sighed a bit and said to Tamlin, “If we perhaps trained her in secret—”


    “Too many risks, too many variables,” Tamlin countered. “And there will be no conflict with Hybern,


    no war.”


    I snapped, “That’s wishful thinking.”


    Lucien muttered something that sounded like a plea to the Cauldron.


    Tamlin stiffened. “Describe his map room for me again,” was his only response.


    End of discussion. No room for debate.


    We stared each other down for a moment, and my stomach twisted further.


    He was the High Lord—my High Lord. He was the shield and defender of his people. Of me. And if


    keeping me safe meant that his people could continue to hope, to build a new life, that he could do


    the same … I could bow to him on this one thing.


    I could do it.


    You are no one’s subject.


    Maybe Rhysand had altered my mind, shields or no.


    The thought alone was enough for me to begin feeding Tamlin details once more.


    CHAPTER


    8


    A weekter, the Tithe arrived.


    I’d had all of one day with Tamlin—one day spent wandering the grounds, making love in the high


    grasses of a sunny field, and a quiet, private dinner—before he was called to the border. He didn’t


    tell me why or where. Only that I was to keep to the grounds, and that I’d have sentries guarding me


    at all times.


    So I spent the week alone, waking in the middle of the night to hurl up my guts, to sob through the


    nightmares. Ianthe, if she’d learned of her sisters’ massacre in the north, said nothing about it the


    few times I saw her. And given how little I liked to be pushed into talking about the things that


    gued me, I opted not to bring it up during the hours she spent visiting, helping select my clothes,


    my hair, my jewelry, for the Tithe.


    When I’d asked her to exin what to anticipate, she merely said that Tamlin would take care of


    everything. I should watch from his side, and observe.


    Easy enough—and perhaps a relief, to not be expected to speak or act.


    But it had been an effort not to look at the eye tattooed into my palm—to remember what Rhys had


    snarled at me.


    Tamlin had only returned the night before to oversee today’s Tithe. I tried not to take it personally,


    not when he had so much on his shoulders. Even if he wouldn’t tell me much about it beyond what


    Ianthe had mentioned.


    Seated beside Tamlin atop a dais in the manor’s great hall of marble and gold, I endured the


    endless stream of eyes, of tears, of gratitude and blessings for what I’d done.


    In her usual pale blue hooded robe, Ianthe was stationed near the doors, offering benedictions to


    those that departed,forting words to those who fell apart entirely in my presence, promises that


    the world was better now, that good had won out over evil.


    After twenty minutes, I was near fidgeting. After four hours, I stopped hearing entirely.


    They kepting, the emissaries representing every town and people in the Spring Court, bearing


    their payments in the form of gold or jewels or chickens or crops or clothes. It didn’t matter what it


    was, so long as it equated to what they owed. Lucien stood at the foot of the dais, tallying every


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    amount, armed to the teeth like the ten other sentries stationed through the hall. The receiving


    room, Lucien had called it, but it felt a hell of a lot like a throne room to me. I wondered if he’d called


    it that because the other words …


    I’d spent too much time in another throne room. So had Tamlin.


    And I hadn’t been seated on a dais like him, but kneeling before it. Approaching it like the slender,


    gray-skinned faerie slinking from the front of the endless line full of lesser and High Fae.


    She wore no clothes. Her long, dark hair hung limp over her high, firm breasts—and her massive


    eyes were wholly ck. Like a stagnant pond. And as she moved, the afternoon light shimmered on


    her iridescent skin.


    Lucien’s face tightened with disapproval, but he made noment as the lesser faerie lowered her


    delicate, pointed face, and sped her spindly, webbed fingers over her breasts.


    “On behalf of the water-wraiths, I greet thee, High Lord,” she said, her voice strange and his


    sing, her full, sensuous lips revealing teeth as sharp and jagged as a pike’s. The sharp angles of


    her face entuated those coal-ck eyes.


    I’d seen her kind before. In the pond just past the edge of the manor. There were five of them who


    lived amongst the reeds and lilypads. I’d rarely glimpsed more than their shining heads peeking


    through the ssy surface—had never known how horrific they were up close. Thank the Cauldron


    I’d never gone swimming in that pond. I had a feeling she’d grab me with those webbed fingers—


    those jagged nails digging in deep—and drag me beneath the surface before I could scream.


    “Wee,” Tamlin said. Five hours in, and he looked as fresh as he’d been that morning.


    I supposed that with his powers returned, few things tired him now.


    The water-wraith stepped closer, her webbed, wed foot a mottled gray. Lucien took a casual step


    between us.


    That was why he’d been stationed on my side of the dais.


    I gritted my teeth. Who did they think would attack us in our own home, on our ownnd, if they


    weren’t convinced Hybern might beunching an assault? Even Ianthe had paused her quiet


    murmurings in the back of the hall to monitor the encounter.


    Apparently, this conversation was not the same as all the others.


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