Chapter 29
Chapter 29: The first meeting
Xavier''s pov
I was going down the road not knowing where it went
My mind was preupied with thinking where she was
My wolf was in pain since the second Ezra bid her farewell to me
Herst words being how much she loved me
I was a fool to not realise who she was
She was always there but I was to blind to see it
Now I knew her reasons
Her reasons for killing my dad
For hating royals
For hating me
And why wouldn''t she?
We attacked her happy world and destroyed her world first
We became monsters in greed of power and position
I still remember that day I first met her
I did save her that day but that was the only good I did in my entire being
I took away her everything and used her of destroying me when in fact I was the destroyer
18 years
How each and every minute was a struggle for her
And how I made it worse
My knuckles turned white because of the strong grip I was having on the steering
The words I spoke
The torture she endured
All kept breaking my insides
I banged my hands on the wheel getting frustrated
When suddenly my car lost it''s bnce
I applied the breaks and the car came to a screeching stop
I closed my eyes and rested my head on the wheel
Drop by drop my tears of painnded on my thighs
"..I......am sorry.....Ezra......I.....am.....so damn .....sorry!!!"
My chest was getting constricted with the weight of guilt in my heart.
Then suddenly my soul showed me a way
A way that will lead me to her
I shifted the gear to 1 and pressed the elerator
Within few minutes I was standing there where we first met
Theke inside the forest
There was a deadly silence over there
Not even a single leaf was moving and everything felt dead
This was the ce where everything started and I don''t know why but I felt that this ce only will
make us meet again.
I leaned my back against the same tree and closed my eyes
Ezra where are you?
Minutes passed hours passed
Now it was the break of dawn
Theke in front of me felt so peaceful
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I wish I deserved the same peace
My feet started moving towards the water
It felt like theke was calling for me
Asking me to touch and feel it''s serenity
As me body entered the cold water my disturbed mind calmed down
It''s coldness made me numb
Anf it felt good
Like I was finally getting punished for what I did to her
I stepped further
Slowly I felt my face going underwater
There was a heaviness under the water
My eyes body all felt heavy
I looked around to see long nts and mosses in the deep
Blue colour prevailed around me and I wished to stay here
I couldn''t hold my breath any longer and my lungs were ready to explode but still I wanted to be here
At peace with nature
In depths of water
"Alpha we couldn''t locate her ....but the storms in both the packs are calming down..."
I got a mindlink but it didn,''t mattered
I lost her and she was nevering back
Her wolf was a monster and she will never let Ezra live
She will use my Ezra''s body and leave nothing of her
I wanted to feel Ezra pain
So I stayed under water even when my lungs protested
As I closed my eyes I imagined Ezra''s happy face and I felt like staying here only
With her away from this world
I opened my eyes and I could see her figure inside the water
She was floating under the water with me looking at me with her loving blue eyes
I lifted my hand to touch her and she smiled at me
"Ezraa.....pleasee....e back..."
I whispered in my mind
And as if she heard me she offered me her hand
I moved forward to touch her hand but as soon as I was going to touch it.she pulled it back and giggled
at me...
Ezraa pleaseeee
I pleaded and she started going back
I tried swimming towards her but I felt like I was paralysed
I couldn''t move and she again drifted farther way from me
Ezraa!!! Ezra!!! Wait!!!
I was screeming .