Chapter 25


    On the verge of insanity


    I did what he said


    I maintained my sanity till now but for how long


    How long will I have to watch them loving each other in front of me


    How long will I have to suffer those pains while they enjoyed their nights


    For how long will these injections of wolfsbane numb my pains


    Every thing has a breaking point and my saturation point is today


    I was sitting in the attic of the pack house


    Empty bottles of Alcohol surrounded me and I reeked of sweat and Alcohol


    My face had dried tears because of crying all night


    The clothes I wore were 3 days old showing stains of mud and tears


    I don''t know the countless times my white t shirt has been dried with tears with new ones soaking it


    once again


    My red puffy dull eyes were fixed on the the small box tv which was viewing the live telecast of the


    warewolf king Xavier nights ceremony


    "The king is yet to make appearance while the guests have arrived..I am satanding here in the


    ceremony grounds with Mr Smith aka the Alpha of Alpine pack with me...


    So Alpha Smith..can you tell us something about our new queen ..we are all very eager to meet her..


    Well I only met her once during a dinner but she did left a good impression..I mean who won''t love


    her..she is smart,intelligent,sweet and beautiful


    Xavier is a lucky man..I must say


    Thank you Mr Smith for giving us your valuable time


    So here reporting live from the ceremony grounds is Shelly on news Wolfline"


    I have been here in the attic sincest 24 hours


    Drowning in my sorrows away from my mates happy world


    And you know what the worst part is


    No one even bothered to search for me


    No one cared enough to see I was missing


    Not that there are many people who cared for a criminal maid like me but still I expected someone to.


    Even he didn''t cared where I was


    I guess he was busy nning his honeymoon ns with her


    Who was I to him anyways?


    Just a cursed mate....a disgrace...a murderer


    I gulped another bottle of Alcohol allowing it to burn my throat.


    I always used wolfsbane to relieve my pain but not today


    Today I wanted to feel it all


    To feel it till I reached my breaking point


    Till I surrendered.


    But before that  I must do one thing


    I have to give it ast try


    Even if I have to beg I have to do it.


    I made my way downstairs with stumbling feet


    As I entered the corridor bright light entered my eyes makimg me blind for a minute


    I couldn''t stand not knowing anything around me


    Inded on the red carpet and startedughing at myself


    I guess Alcohol did work on wolfes


    But am I a wolf??


    No nooo


    That''s why I feel drunk because I am a human!!


    I am not a wolf that''s why alcohol worked on me


    I lifted myself up giggling like crazy shouting


    "Congrattions!!! Congrattions to everyone!!!!King got his Queen!!!"


    People were looking at me with disgust


    While some even shielded their noses from me


    I walked through them stumbling here and there


    While they pointed fingers at me


    "Eww who is she?"


    " Howe she is in the pack house?"


    " She looks like trash...lowlives"


    " She is mad I guess"


    Ignoring them I made my way towards his room


    Hmmm where is it???


    The golden door???


    Ah yess!! I got it


    As I opened his door and entered


    There he was


    The king...your majesty standing in front of the full length mirror fixing his white shirt.


    As he heard the door close he looked through the mirror at me


    Oh god!! He looked handsome as ever


    An epitome of perfection


    All my craziness vanished as I looked at him


    My dead heart started beating again and my eyes stinged with tears


    His face held shock


    Like he couldn''t believe what he saw


    He turned around and looked at me from head to toe


    His eyes scanning me


    No words were exchanged and the tension could be cut with a knife


    Soon his silence got reced by fury as he stepped towards me


    "Ezra what the hell is this???


    If you think I will pity you by seeing you in this state and cancel this ceremony then you are dead


    wrong!!


    Stop with this drama and go freshen yourself up...I need you to serve the guests!!"


    Iughed


    I couldn''t control myself


    I should cry but I amughing


    I think this is what verge of insanity felt like


    I was not going to stopughing


    And sensing this he held my shoulders tightly and started shaking me


    "Just shut the hell up Ezra!!"


    "Why??"


    "You don''t want to see me happy?I am happy!! Let me enjoy!! My mate is getting married!! I should be


    happy!! Shouldn''t I?"


    He kept silent looking into my teary eyes


    "Just leave me alone...I don''t want to see you.."


    He said leaving my shoulder and turning his back on me


    " I am ugly ain''t I ..that''s why you don''t want to see me right?? She is beautiful in all respects .....you


    love her because she is beautiful..right?"


    He didn''t replied and I knew what I was saying was true


    " I am sorry for what I did to your Dad!!! But haven''t I suffered enough for it? I have been


    tortured,starved,stabbed and endured day and nights of torture in the cells ....isn''t it enough?


    Just take your revenge!!! Do whatever you want !!! Punish me all you want!....but please don''t do


    this....don''t marry her...."


    I was now at his feet begging for the little future we may have


    Begging for my sanityThis belongs to N?velDrama.Org.


    With each passing second my hope died.