Chapter 22
Believe Deceive
Ezra''s pov
Few days passed my health improved
Gauzes and bandages were removed and the pain vanished.
The only pain that remained was that of his forceful marking
The mark itches but still remains
Each day as I look in the mirror I remember the day he did it.
Seeing my condition my punishment was reduced as of now
I was currently working as a maid inside his castle
I was cleaning his room with a sweeper in my hand when I saw him exit from the dressing room
A navy blue Armani suit fitted his body perfectly and with long confident steps he entered.
He was fixing his watch on his wrist when he found me staring at him
I lowered my gaze and continued with my work feeling embarrassed
He stood in front of the mirror andbed his soft silky hair
" Come here"
He ordered and I made my way towards him leaving the mob on the floor
"...Yes?"
He refused to look at me and continued to stare at the mirror behind me
"Clean these"
He said pointing towards his ck shoes
"B...but... I..."
"Hurry !! I have a meeting to attend..."
"..I ...won''t"
His hands stopped tying his tie and he stared at me
"You are not in a position to refuse my orders Ezra...or else the dungeon await you"
"...why are you doing this Xav...just reject me!! Kill me..."
"What''s the fun in that..."
He grabbed my waist and pulled my body towards him making mend on his chest
Tingles erupted and the heat process started to begin
He retraced the mark on my neck with his lips and lingered kisses on it
Before I know my back was mmed on the mirror behind and his lipsnded on mine
This was a foreign feeling I was experiencing after so many years
But I must admit it felt good
We were destined to be together and all this felt right
But soon I was turned around
My face infront of the mirror with his arm around my neck
"Can you see how ugly you look my dear mate? These dull eyes pale skin...stick like figure....I think
moon goddess made a mistake while choosing you..."
I looked up and realised that what he said was true
I was no match for him
"But ..what to do! You can''tint to her..but no matter how ugly the toy is you can still y with it
..right?"
He said while kissing my cheek from behind
I felt disgusted
Not at his words but at myself
Why was I so ugly?
Was he ashamed of me?
Why was I so week and dependent on others?
Why was I such a evil person?
"Your highness!! We found that girl!!!"
A maid said while running into the room
On hearing her voice Xavier pushed me away from him like I disgusted him
"She is waiting in the hall my lord!! Shepletely matches your description!!"
A wide smile appeared on Xavier''s lips
One which I haven''t seen in a long time
"I aming"
He said and was going to follow the maid when I stopped him
"Who is she?"
I wonder who was this girl who they all were looking for so desperately sincest few days.
He looked so happy
Did he loved her?
He turned around and replied with a wide smile
"Your next future queen"
My world shattered right there and then
".bu..t .how?....I ..am..ur....mate"
"Yes you are my mate who will be used for mating while she will be my queen used for ruling my
kingdom"
"...how can you even say that!!!!!"
My voice raised disying the anger inside me
" Don''t worry Ezra...my wolf needs you and I can''t deprive him of his pleasure with you....but as for me
she will be my everything..."
"I can be your everything Xavier!! Why are you doing this!!!Please !! I admit I was wrong back then but
please can''t you forgive me!! "
I dropped on his feet pleading him for onest chance
"I still love you!"
He didn''t listen to me
He just turned his back at me
Just like I did when I crossed his borders and he asked me to stop
Why???why I always end up alone?
Was it too much to expect him to love me?
Was it too much to ask for his love in return.
Please God just end this...please ...or I might end it myself.
I know I was having suicidal thoughts...
I know it is wrong..
It is a decision of a week person....
But when you are left alone in this world...
When your parents leave you when they mean the world to you...
When you have blood of hundreds of people on your hands
When your mate hates you ...
When he finds someone to rece you...
When he considers you nothing but a game for amusement...a toy for him
you can''t help but think about ending the game before he breaks the toy
You can''t help but finish the game once and for all.
You can''t help but surrender....
Surrender to his whims and demands
Surrender your entire being in his name to depart to the world feared and unknown by all.
Xavier''s pov
She loves me!!
What a joke
She thinks I will believe her acting and trust her
What a maniptive and fake girl she is....
What if she is saying the truth?
My wolf replied in defence.
He is emotional...I know she is his mate and all but being blind in her love is uneptable.
He needs to the truth one day...
As I made my way towards the hall I saw a girl with jet ck hair facing the windows
As she heard my footsteps she turned around
My breath stopped for a second
The only word that came to my mind was
Beautiful
Deep blue eyes were staring at me with innocence.
I moved towards her but as I took my first step
Ezra''s face came in front of me
The day I first saw her eyes while I held her tiny body in my arms
The fear in her baby blue eyes
The mask that covered her face
The way she stepped back when I tried to remove her mask
The way she vanished just like she came
Automatically I closed my eyes
My heart beat elerated thinking about our first meeting
Her face is embedded in my mind
I can''t remove it no matter all the evil things she did.
"..Your highness ..are you okay?"
I heard a small voice and immediately my eyes opened up
She looked concerned
"Yes..it''s nothing..e have a seat"
She debated but soon followed me to the couch
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"So miss..?"
"Aziza Thompson"
Her name was also beautifull and rare
Ezra is better!!
My wolf again defended Ezra but I ignored him
"So Azira tell me about yourself....life your family ,friends,hobbies..''
"..ah.... my parents were killed when I was 6 ...I grew up in an orphanage..I don''t have much friends
..just Amy who is like my soul sister.."
"What about your wolf?"
I asked trying to get out the information I want
"..s..she hasen''t appeared...I haven''t told much people about it ..."
"Don''t worry you can share it with me...you can trust me.."
"Of course my lord!!.I cannot hide it from you...actually I don''t think I have a wolf..I mean I haven''t
talked to her ever ..."
She looked genuine
She was not like those clingy girls who were willing to throw themselves at me
"Azira see please don''t mind ...but I need to ask you something....It''s personal but please just don''t
doubt me...actually I am looking for someone and youpletely match her looks and all"
She seriously looked at me listening to each word I was saying very attentively
"I just need to know if you have a tattoo ...on your chest...it''s... a rare one...?"
As these words left my lips she froze.