Chapter 29


    Ch 29 Regret


    My mistake,my regrets


    Her sorrow ,her requests


    Her pleading ,her desperation


    My ego,my ignorance


    She was my angel when I was her devil


    She was my saviour when I was her murderer


    Her eyes held love when mine held hatred


    Her hands acted as my protector when mine stabbed her with a knife


    Her goodness was brought to light when the dark veil of misconceptions got lifted from me eyes


    And now when I can see her goodness in light


    Her eyes are closed in darkness


    If only I could revert back time


    If only I could set things right


    This regret is killing me from inside


    Her innocent face is making me cry


    And with each teardrop that is falling on her face


    I am repeating one thing again and again


    "I love you Aleka


    I love you....."


    -by Aaron Alistaire king


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    Aaron''s pov


    I never thought such a day woulde in my life when I will be filled with this overflowing emotion


    called regret


    I always thought that the decisions taken by me always serve justice


    Being the chief justice of werewolfmunity I always thought that not once was my decision wrong


    But how wrong I was


    I couldn''t even serve justice to my mate let alone the entiremunity


    And now when I have realised this I just wanted to punish myself for every wrong I did to her


    So here I am going all berserk


    Knocking down all the trees around me, growling at every person who tries to touch her,drawing blood


    by scratching myself with my own ws,and growling so loudly that even the ground on which I am


    standing is shaking.


    While I am going all insane her body is lying motionless on the ground in peace.


    Her wolf has changed back into her human body


    Both her arms have burn marks on them and her once velvety skin is covered in bruises and cuts


    I just want her to open her eyes and look at me


    I promise I will end this madness if she opens them


    If not ,


    this madness will continue


    This all will continue until I reach where she is now


    Until I destroy myself to achieve the peace in which she is now


    Until I die to meet her in heaven above.


    "Alpha please... stop .... "


    "Aaron !control yourself!!"


    "Please don''t harm yourself..!"


    "We need you Alpha King!!"


    "You will kill yourself Aaron!!"


    These are the voices around me but I am oblivious to them


    The only voice I can hear is that of her


    "No alpha please don''t even say that word,I... I''ll be a good mate I promise just give me a


    chance,please just one chance"


    "I love you Aaron,always had and always will till myst breath because you are not only my mate but


    my soul and untill my soul leaves me this love will never die"


    "Please believe me ...I didn''t kill her ...th...e.re was ..a ..red eyed wolf he did


    Please ..save..me ..Aaron"


    "With time you will forget that I even existed,don''t worry time heals everything"


    All her words were repeating in my mind again and again


    I continued to scratch myself trying to stop her voice but it kept on repeating


    By now everyone was scared


    Scared that the Alpha king will kill himself if they didn''t do something


    But what could they do when they couldn''t even step near me let alone touch me


    I could feel blood oozing out of my fresh wounds


    But this blood further aggravated my anger


    It urged me to draw more and more


    I knew I was going insane


    But I couldn''t control it


    Aleka said that her soul was linked to me today I realised that indeed it was true


    Our souls were interconnected and we were not just mates but also soulmates


    voices in my head kept repeating the past


    "Aaron I love you"


    "Aaron please save me"


    "I reject you Aleka Gray"


    "I will break you Aleka"


    "I hate you"


    "Aaron please trust me"


    "You will forget me Aaron"


    "No,no ,no!!!!!"I was shouting banging my head against the tree bark trying to stop these voices


    Then amongst these I heard something which was not rted to the past but present


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    "Aaron p..le..ase st..op, I am here with you .. I am alright"


    I turned around frantically looking at her body


    Her eyes were still closed but I saw her chest was slightly moving up and down


    I rushed towards her and held her face in my bloody hands


    "Aleka ..you are ...t.here?? Can .....you..h.ear me?"


    Her face showed nothing


    But then I heard her mindlink


    "Yes Aaron ,I can hear ..y.ou"


    All my madness and insanity stopped ,she was alive


    She was alive!!


    Everyone gathered around us


    They were looking at us but they couldn''t understand the reasons to my actions


    Her body was not responding but her mind was


    She was there with me


    My Aleka was with me!!


    She didn''t leave me!!


    But there was something wrong with her,it was like she was in a lot of pain but couldn''t tell me what


    was wrong


    Her body was still cold as ice


    No one believed me when I said she was alive


    They thought it was my hallucination


    They thought I had gone insane


    But how could I doubt when I heard her voice in my mind


    There was just one thing that could prove me right


    The pack doctors