Chapter 33- Arabe


    Mom left me alone in the cabin with Ajax. I know what I did was foolish. I shouldn’t have run away in a


    situation like this. We already had so much on our te with the possible attack and I had to go and get


    everyone in more trouble.


    “Are you going to reject me?” Ajax’s voice brought me back from my thoughts.


    “I don’t want to reject you Ajax but in no way in the hell can I be with Zeno. Besides he might be the


    one that will reject me.”


    I rxed on the bed and curled up around him. He is so warm. This feels so nice.


    “I know this does not justify Zeno’s actions but there is a reason he is acting that way. I don’t think he


    even knows that.”


    “What is it?” I asked confused.


    “In the summer before three years, our mate died.” I gasped in shock. Then who am I to you? “Do you


    know what it feels like when your mate dies? It feels like someone has sucked your life out of you. You


    feel empty and a darkness starts to creep inside you. You be so desperate to get rid of it that you


    go to any lengths to feel happy again. That year we lost our other half and he must have felt the


    changes happen inside him but he was lucky that he found his second chance right after or he would


    have killed himself eventually. If alive, he would have been beyond repair. Human bodies can’t sustain


    the effects of rejection. He must have felt the emptiness and darkness leave him when he would have


    been near you. I felt that too. The relief when I would be around you, I felt content. I put two and two


    together and I knew from then that you are our mate. I couldn’t ask for more but Zeno kept ruining


    everything for us. We had already lost one mate but his actions will make us lose our second mate


    too.” Ajax spat. “Sometimes I wonder if her dying did her good. I mean Zeno is not a kind of person


    anyone would want to be with. I won’t hold it against you Aria. I can understand if you want to reject us.


    You deserve to be happy. Zeno won’t give you the life you deserve but please before getting to the


    rejection, give him just one chance. Not for him but for me. I know what I am saying is very selfish of


    me but please just one chance is all I am asking. Maybe he wille to his senses when he


    understands everything. I just want a chance to be with you. To be with my soul mate.”


    “I can only try Ajax but I won’t promise to put up with everything he throws at me. He has done so much


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    damage to me when I was already suffering. He made it hard for me to heal. What you are telling me


    does make sense but what he did to me is in no way fair. He took it out on me when it wasn’t even my


    fault. You said that this started the summer before we started high school but he has been bullying me


    since I started living with mom and dad. He simply hated me. It did get worse once we started high


    school. I don’t think he ever had any good feelings towards me. He simply hated me since day one. I


    am sorry Ajax but Zeno would never want to be with me. I would have tried for you to forgive him but he


    will reject me on the spot. I am sure of that. We should just enjoy the moments we have left together.


    There is no chance for us being together after Zeno shifts.”


    It is really breaking my heart to say this to Ajax but that’s the truth. Why does this have to turn this


    way? Why can’t I have a normal and easy life for once? Poor Ajax. He is stuck in the midst of this. He


    will be suffering the consequences of Zeno’s actions and decisions. We both will be suffering because


    of that ungrateful person. I just hope, whoever Zeno chooses will be a good change in Ajax’s life. Not


    having control over your life seems nerve wrecking. I couldn’t even fully grasp what he is going


    through. I just want him to be happy. Why does such a good wolf spirit have to be paired up with a


    crappy human like Zeno? I wonder how he will react when he finds out about him and me being mates.


    He will probably berate me and curse me to his heart’s content. He will never choose me no matter


    what happens. It doesn’t matter if he hurts me. I just hope he bes a good Alpha to the pack. The


    Alpha is an importantponent of the pack. The pack will crumble without a good leader. I will be


    happy if he steps up to his responsibility without being snotty even if it costs me heartbreak. I will cope


    with that. I will be gone soon anyways.


    “I can understand.” Ajax said in a grim tone but I could feel the eptance in his voice.


    He will be a great mate. He is perfect. I just wish I was able to have him myself. We would have been


    so happy together but s fate always has ns. It is always enigmatic and dances on its own tune.


    All we can do is ept what it throws at us and embrace it with whole heart.


    I curled up closer to him. I buried my face in his warmth and closed my eyes. I could stay like this


    forever. Please god, don’t take this away from us. Please stop the time and let us stay this way forever


    in each other’s arms.