Chapter 61 Chapter 58
Kavi''s POV
The pair of cherry red eyes looked at me!
The same eyes I fell deeply in love with! As I looked deeper into his eyes, I realized indeed Akhn and
Maayan are same.
My mind spun to see the person I thought I would never see. My knees gave out but a hand caught my
waist pulling me up to a warm body that was so familiar to me. My eyes never left his eyes. The simr
touch of him at different asions passed before my vision – both past and present. I closed my eyes
to calm myself. My deep inhale only made me suffocate as his scent was suddenly unmasked and the
unique deliciously ripen scent of the man I love filled my lungs. I want to keep my wandering mind and
racing heart straight. But my body was already reacting to his touch.
I stood up straight and pushed him away. My eyes noticed the Aambal wand tucked safely in his front
pant pocket. My face contorted in anger. I let my darkness re off my skin. Instead of fear or hurt, his
eyes shone in admiration making everything hard for me.
"STAY. AWAY. FROM. ME."
I warned him through my gritted teeth.
He tilted his head sideways with a smile and folded his hand across his chest. He shook his head ''no''.
"Don''t test me, Akhn! People won''t be the same. Situation moulds them and forces them to change. I
am not the same love sicked ''La'' or ''Kavi''. My goals and responsibilitye first. I don''t want
anything from you. If you interrupt my duty I won''t hesitate to punish you as a Goddess should. You
asked me to leave. I granted your wish. I am not taking that back. SURYA! He should be gone before
dawn. This meeting will continue tomorrow after I announce our people about the return of our Kathir."
ring words came out of my mouth.
My wolf was so stunned to react. I walked past the man in my way. This is what should be done. I
blocked my mindlink and covered my soul with the darkness. He was such a crazy man who wouldn''t
hesitate to stake his life for me again. I don''t want to go through all these heartaches once again. It''s
better if he stays away from me.
I sensed Surya following me. I went to my room and sat down on my bed. Surya sat down on his knees
and took my hands in his.
"A lot had happened, right! Akhn wasn''t normal after returning to the earth. He had gone through so
much pain from the bond severed. He had been telling people that you woulde for him. We pitied
him when the days passed and there was no sign of your return. He started drowning himself in
alcohol. Alpha Sezhiyan and Alpha Dhayn advised him a lot. But he never listened. His parents
were very much worried about his state.
He sensed you on earth when you came to Blood warriors pack. But you left before he could go there.
Moon God appeared knowing you had been on earth and poisoned Akhn''s mind telling that you must
have consummated the rtionship with Maayan and lied to him about your changed scent. His
possessiveness, jealousy and territorial mind blinded his rational thinking. He loves you so much that
hurt him very much to know you are with another man.
Pooja was at his side all the time in the name of supporting him. But she is the one introduced him to
alcohol. He would be at pack house mostly. That day, Alpha Dhayn scolded him for drinking too
much. He left to his home in anger. And you know what happened there!
Today I went to visit him. He was fully sober but his red eyes startled me as I initially thought he had
gone rogue. He was confused and panting in rage toprehend things happening to him. Suddenly a
wand appeared on his hand and he fell on his knees clutching his heart. I was panicked and tried to
help him. identally I touched the wand and in a sh, the memories from my past flooded my mind.
I sensed my mateing to me as she must have felt some things happening to me. I recognized
Akhn as Maayan. He let me in his mind showing his pain and what happened in past to make him
leave you. Also how he patiently waited all these years for you.
The respect I had for him increased and I agreed to go with him to our realm because we both knew
what state you would be in. My mate came there. Akhn went to bring his parents and I picked up my
mom and mate. We drove to my friend''s cult and I shared my past through mindlink to my mate. She
understood but as I expected, she asked for time. Akhn did the same to his parents. They were so
confused butplied to Akhn''s words to stay there for a few days. My mom was oblivious of
everything. I dropped her telling my mate wants to spend time with her.
Your mom was in Blood warriors. After ensuring everyone''s safety, Akhn teleported us here. I
understand you are so broken from his actions. But he deserves a chance, Kavi. He did everything for
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you. Think about it."
Surya told me everything before I ask. I sighed and held his hands burying my face in his palms. My
brain processed his words.
" Wee back, my favourite and best warrior. But I need a break. Understand me! "
I said to him with an exhausted look. He sighed and nodded his head and left the room to catch up with
his sister.
I know I couldn''t stay in the same ce with him tonight. I snapped my finger and teleported to the
empty ce where nos were present and mingled with the darkness there.
My mind recollected the events happened in past. Mirror soul is a concept knownmonly but as a
Myth in the earth. Also with the time flow, the words of spiritually experienced person had modified and
filtered and only exists like a fantasy notion. I clearly remember the incident when our creator told me
about the ''Mirror soul''
I was roaming around the sr system in my dark form once and felt her presence. I stopped and paid
my respect to her. She asked about purification progress and my duties. After speaking official things, I
asked her how she would manage all the sr systems spread across the universe.
She smiled and told me that she is not a single person and her Prime soul would be in the ce where
she manages everything from and this version of the creator we see was a mirror soul of the Prime
creator. The mirrored soul will exist like a separate person. So she could function efficiently and each
Milky Way was allotted to separate mirrored soul. Also, she told that anyone could create a mirror soul
but the soul that was getting a duplicate should be a noble one. She exined to me:
''Unless the prime soul allows, the mirror soul wouldn''t know anything about the existence of the Prime
soul and the duplicate would be clueless and live a life as an individual living being like other beings.
And if anything happens to the Prime soul, one of the mirror souls would be the Prime soul with
all its powers and memories.''
I heard a chuckle then. When I inquired about it, she spoke in a mischievous tone that
''I had sometimes created a mirror soul of some living being without their knowledge and it would turn
out to be very interesting in such situations. I would love to enjoy when the souls recognize their real
identity because the misunderstanding would have alreadyplicated their life in an amusing way.
The essence is how they untangle the unwanted knots and tie the supreme thing. A few had only
untangled it. Most of them wouldn''t even give the time nor have the patience to realize about the
mirrored soul.''
I didn''t take big note about it but just remembered that andter wrote that in parchment and stored in
my library.
I wonder whether she already knows that she would be creating such a game in my life too while
exining it to me. Anyway, she must be enjoying my despair by watching me from somewhere.
Maayan couldn''t have created Akhn. If he had, he wouldn''t have fought with himself. Iughed a little
thinking about the encounters of Maayan and Akhn. At least I managed to stop them from killing
themselves.
As Surya exined, Akhn''s soul had turned Prime soul when Maayan''s body disappeared. But he
got the wand only after I released the connection between my soul and Maayan''s which made him
transform as Prime soulpletely.
I feel like a stupid for being so oblivious despite the striking simrities between them. My heart always
beats for them, they both were so fond of their family, and they didn''t let me run away from them. They
were interested in arts - Maayan loves to paint, Akhn loves to draw. Aambal wand obeyed Akhn''s
Nature knew what I love and paired me to the right person. The mark had bruised because nature had
intended to pair me Maayan. But his mirror soul was destined instead. As they exist as separate souls,
my body rejected the mark.
The smile vanished and green envy painted my face. And they both have let some other woman touch
what is mine. Even after eliminating Chandran, I wasn''t going to ept him so easily. He has to earn
his punishment for abandoning me every time – As Maayan twice and as Akhn once. A devilish smirk
shed on my face as I got the idea to punish him. Like a devil I am, gonna punish him.
I spent a few more hours on the space visiting the ces I used to visit previously. When I know it
would be morning in my realm I teleported to my castle. I sent telepathy to Aadhira to arrange a Throne
meeting and to get the second level warriors and Surya, to continue our meeting interrupted yesterday.
I made my way towards my room. As I expected, my wrist was caught by a familiar hand and pulled me
towards him. I reflexively rotated my hand releasing away from his hold and pushed on his chest hard.
My wolf loves his touch but my mind was shing the same way he pulled Pooja towards him. He stood
there unaffected and smiled at me. I could tell he likes this chase. But I am not going to fall as his prey.
I red at him and turned another way.
"SURYA!"
My voice boomed across the hallway. The guards became tensed and Surya appeared before me in a
few seconds. He had his head bowed knowing what I was going to tell him. I just looked at Surya with
narrowed eyes. I know how persistent the man I love is. A part of my heart was warm that he didn''t give
up on me. Still, I know what I should do.
"Sorry, Kavi. I owe him for bringing me here and making me remember my past. I can''t take him to the
earth against his wish and I thought you would ept my request. It wasn''t safe for him in the earth.
His eyes had turned red and his scent had changed too. I am not going to put him before Chandran.
Akhn will be safe here. I will obey your order when we eliminate Chandran."
As much as I want to deny these things, a part of me was afraid that he would get into danger so easily
if he was on the earth. But if he chose to be close to me, the danger was more.
"He could use a cosmetic lens and take him to the ce where Moon couldn''t see him; like you left
your mate."
I said with a tight face. Surya frowned and looked at Akhn who was smirking at me.
"I can save myself, Cupcake. And even if you drive me out, I wille back here again and again. I
have your mark."
I narrowed my eyes and then realized the mark that was created while we consummated might have
returned to our body after we gained our past life memories. I didn''t notice it but why was it still there
when there wasn''t any connection between us.
"I am not going anywhere!"
He inched closer to me with a challenging smirk. I red at him hiding the chemical reaction happening
inside me. I made sure my mind and soul was shielded with darkness. He always read me like an open
book.
I shrugged my shoulder and took a few steps sidewards closer to Surya.
"I don''t want him anywhere near me. As you said, I am letting him stay here only for you. Keep him
away from me..."
I warned Surya but paused when he bit his lip hard to control hisughter. I red at him.
''I know you can''t stay away from him. Why is this fake anger? Just make up with him... You two have
been separated for so long. Live your life while you can. We don''t know what future holds for us, Kavi''
Surya sent me telepathy as my mind link was blocked. I gave him a mean re and walked away from
these annoying men. But my wolf totally agrees to Surya''s advice.
I have just taken a few steps but I heard Akhn speaking to Surya in an exhausted tone
"Damn! I heard people telling being in a rtionship with an older woman would be tough as she would
show so much attitude and ego! Now I am experiencing it clearly. And for her age, the ego is so much
multiplied than other women!"
I halted in my steps.
Did he just call me an old woman?
I turned sharply and saw Surya''s body silently shaking inughter. I gave him a look of disbelief and
red at the man insulted me. I walked slowly near him with a seductive smirk. He widened his eyes in
my sudden mood change. His eyes darkened in shade and he was taking long breaths. I stopped
before Surya.
"After meeting, I am going to earth to meet the handsome man stepped up as Alpha of Blood warriors.
If you want anything,e there, Surya. Then I gonna meet Aadhavan. Maybe I should give that man
a chance which he had been wanting. He wasn''t so bad and he won''tin about my attitude and
ego either about my age. "
I whispered thest part more to myself while turning and stretching my hand above my head with a
groan shing my cleavage towards the man ring in rage at my words.
My wolf gave me apliment for working up our mate. I smirked internally and walked to my room. I
had a rxing hot bath and dressed up in a blood red off-shoulder mermaid gown with a deep V back
and used the same colour lipstick. It''s time to torture the man who always leaves me. With all these
teasings, I gonna imprint what he always sacrificing even though it was done for my wellbeing. He
should never think about dying and remember what he would miss if he leaves. I smirked and walked
out of my room to the throne hall.
Time to show!
I let the darkness re off me and walked to my throne with a straight face. Aadhira and Surya looked
at me with wide eyes as I always kept my dressing simple. I didn''t look at the direction where Akhn
was but his aura was radiating his hormones and possessiveness. My wolf loves this attention. The
darkness in me is also enjoying what I am doing.
I spoke to my people as La and announced Kathir''s reincarnation as Surya. Keeping it simple and
asked them to be ready for whateveres. My people''s happiness about our return made me feel
refreshed. Then I teleported the second level warriors and twins to Meeting hall and intentionally left
Akhn. I sent telepathy to the Guard to not let ''anyone'' in.
My warriors suggested a few things which seem to be good ideas but it might take time. A few seconds
at Surya with a raised eyebrow. He facepalmed and mouthed me ''sorry''.
"What are you thinking in your mind, Anjali? This is not time to fight. We all knew that we have to be
united to defeat that cunning man."
Iughed at his words knowing he will get angrier.
"You are teaching me about ''unity is strength''? Aren''t you the same man left me without a second
thought; not once but thrice? You have nothing to do with the affairs of my realm. You have been my
lover in past life. We have nothing between us now. Don''t you remember? Our bond is broken! I know
what I am doing and it would be better if you let me do my duties without any disturbance."
I answered him mockingly with anger.
His ws came out and his eyes started glowing gold. My wolf instantly started pushing me to get on
the surface. His aura took a sharp change from rage to love and lust. Uh-oh! I can handle angry
Akhn but not his horny wolf. My wolf was purring to be let out to be with our mate.
"Akhn, get the fucking control back and leave. I have been discussing an important thing!"
I shouted to reach the Akhn beneath his wolf.
"Shhh…! My beautiful mate, I know you are angry with us. But he got the point. We should work
together. I don''t want to lose you again. "
I don''t know where all my thoughts had gone when his wolf''s husky sincere voice reached my ears. I
am redundant to let him in again but I can''t refuse his wolf. I closed my eyes controlling his effect on
me. I used my power to bring a chair on the other side of the table for him. But he smiled shaking his
head and walked towards me. I know what he has in his mind. I stood up and raised my hand signalling
him to stop. His golden eyes glowed brightly but he went to take his seat.
I sighed and took a deep breath and looked at the ruby eyes of Akhn who was having a thinking face.
"You are Goddess of darkness! Then why are you keeping the darkness bound within you? Let it out
andbine your powers with your wolf abilities… "
Akhn said casually.
"It wasn''t so easy. You don''t know what my darkness is capable of. You are not herest time when my
darkness was unleashed. It has no mercy and the earth had turned the ce of more sins. My
darkness might swallow every soul in the earth."
I exined to him to which he chuckled.
"Cupcake, I may not be here when your darkness was releasedst time. But I had enough knowledge
about your darkness to tell this. Did you forget I had carried your darkness all these years? Last time, it
broke the barriers itself to save you. That''s why it was so aggressive and cautious. Your darkness is
very aggressive power though. Your heart had a voidst time which made you have no control over
the darkness. You have kept it under your control till then. Trust me. You have to just release that 70
per cent powers out and make your wolf merge it with you with her powers. When your darkness is in
your control, it would gain more energy from celestial as the darkness is spread all over the sr
system.
You have drawn power from the celestial before even getting La''s memories when my life was in
danger. When you could control the darkness within you, the celestial darkness will automaticallye
in your control. Your power will reflect in your people and facing Chandran would be just a piece of
cake."
I was silent processing his words as I could feel this is the right way to increase my powers.
"I think this will work, Goddess."
Aadhira told with a bright look on her face. Surya too nodded with a hopeful face.
"I need some time to think about it."
I concluded the meeting in the intention to do mediation to analyze the idea.
I reached my room and my mind conflicted whether I am overreacting towards Akhn. I would have
done the same if I had been in his ce. Then pushing him away is not fair. However, I can''t ept
what he did that night with Pooja. If only I hadn''t felt the burning sensation, I don''t even want to imagine
what would have happened. I know that bitch had mixed sildenafil in his alcohol. I recognized that scent
only aftering back as my mind was not clear at his home. He had behaved just to make me feel
what he was going through but that drug had pushed him to be touchy with her.
And he had so easily given a solution to the problem I had been trying all these days. I didn''t even give
thought to that as the memories of unleashed darkness in my past wasn''t a good one. I smiled and
closed my eyes to teleport to the earth. It''s time to meet council members. I can''t let the differences in
divines to affect the lives relying on us.
[To be continued...]