Chapter 57 Chapter 54


    Kavi''s POV [La''s POV]


    "How can I trust you?"


    A part of me was still trying to convince me that Chandran was lying. But I couldn''t conceive in these


    years and suspicion had sprouted into my heart already.


    Chandran extended his hand to me which means he was willing to share his memory with me. I


    extended my hand shakily towards his hand. My palm touched his. My vision spun as I was connected


    to his brain. Visions of him ming me and the fights we had were shed before me. He blocked me


    from seeing all of his memories with a little struggle as his energy were low. His mind started showing


    me the memories of Maayan and a young womanughing and speaking, Maayan hugging her at


    different situations, The view of his head from the back which was tilted to the side while he was


    hugging her close – He was kissing her… I pulled my hand away as I had seen enough to cry for


    eternity.


    I couldn''t see Maayan''s eyes or full face on any of Chandran''s memory but his back had a tattoo of my


    symbol which no one had in this sr system. That tattoo would appear in purple colour to me while


    others could see it in crimson colour. And no one knows about this. His tattoo appeared in purple colour


    in Chandran''s memories. So Chandran wasn''t lying. My man had left me.


    The silent tears were falling on the ground making dark purple roses sprout out grazing my skin. My


    heart waspletely gone numb on knowing I failed him - the man who had showered me with love


    and made me felt so alive. The days we spent together would nevere back. The realm of darkness


    would never echo his boomingughter. I could never listen to his sweet enticing voice that always


    says loving words to me. His rubies – the pair of his mesmerizing eyes would never see me or show


    affection and admiration. I won''t feel the warmth of his skin or his presence near me. I lost him. The


    ''Forever and ever'' had quickly turned into ''Never again''.


    What I felt as the purpose of my life had now left me! Then why my soul should have to live and go


    through the pain of his absence. He was a powerful man. He deserves happiness. I know I am different


    but I never gave thought to thepatibility of our bodies. He was immortal but not a God. Even he


    spoke about the children when he first opened up his heart to me before knowing who I am. I thought


    we would eventually be blessed with children but never thought that was impossible and I never


    thought he would go to another woman to get his wish fulfilled. Maybe that''s why he didn''t touch me for


    thest few days. And I feel so shameful to throw myself on him thest day. He left me because he


    couldn''t tolerate my intimacy as he wants to be true to his rightful woman who is bearing his child.


    "Aadhavan and I know that you might do something because he had left. Even if you try to cope up his


    loss, your darkness might affect the sr system. That''s why we prepared ourselves to fight against


    you."


    Chandran muttered in a fake sad tone. But I can''t deny the truth in his statement. Without Maayan, I


    almost lost my mind. I am not myself. I could never do my duties with the same dedication because of


    the void in my heart and the darkness trying to engulf me into its hold.


    My heart had decided what to do next. I stood up and teleported my people to my realm. I sent


    telepathy to Aadhira to take care of the people. They would heal eventually in their home. I summoned


    the dark hounds I kept as a guard for Moons and sent them to guard my realm in an invisible form. An


    unbreakable shield of darkness was formed above my realm which would only let the souls from earth


    to enter inside to go through the purification and send them back to the respective ces.


    I looked around the unconscious hunters and took back my effect but they didn''t wake up. I tried again


    but there is no movement in them.


    "Why aren''t they waking up? Do you have anything to do with this?"


    Chandran looked troubled and his eyes widened at some realization.


    "I asked them to drink some bright ash liquid to keep them safer from you."


    I sucked in a deep breath on seeing the hundreds of hunters lying on the ground; the darkness and


    bright ash liquid together hadbined in their body making their death painfully slow. Humans are not


    some research materials. Chandran had turned them into a weapon against me which had gone terribly


    wrong now. They are unconscious and dying.


    "When are you going to learn to think about the consequences of your actions? What are you going to


    do with their souls? This wasn''t their rightful time to reach my realm. They can''t go there and they


    should not wander on the surface of the earth either."


    I asked him calmly. I can''t think of any solution. My mind was so numb.


    "I will take care of this."


    He whispered and whistled in the air. A huge pack of wolves came running which halted in its steps on


    seeing their friends dying. Their howls filled the silent evening with agony.


    "I expected something like this would happen. That''s why I thought about the solution."


    Chandran stood up weakly and raised his hands plucking the souls from the human''s body and forced


    it into the wolves.


    The wolves started writhing in pain as their body struggled to amodate another soul. He used his


    divine powers to heal them and sealed them together. The wolves looked rather happy with the soul of


    their friends inside their body but their size had tripled and the divine healing had granted them


    advanced traits.


    "When my people was a reason for the creation of vampires, it was a big mistake. But the God of


    bnce had now created powerful creatures which would have no impact in the world, uh?"


    I let out a dryugh. He turned his head away as he got no answer. They all submitted to Moon and


    howled their gratitude.


    "You wolves can shift your form whenever you want. So the human souls could have their time in


    human form."


    He blessed them making me raise an eyebrow at him.


    A wolf walked towards me and nudged my hand toe above his head. He wants my blessing. My


    heart warmed a little.


    "Your off-springs will bear the same quality as you. Love is a very important feeling in the life of all living


    being in the world. Your next generation will get their soul bonded with the mostpatible person for


    their life. The soul mates and the bond will guide you and stop you from the path of destruction. Nature


    will grant you the mate which would be recognized on attaining maturity. Treat everyone right because


    you might not want to see your mate broken because of your past behaviour. The mate would be a


    beautiful rtionship – your other half who had been attached to you physically and emotionally - for


    you to cherish and live happily for your lifetime."


    My broken heart didn''t want to see any broken soul in future among these beautiful creatures. They


    bowed their head epting my blessing happily.


    "What if they didn''t like the one got bonded with them? They should have the liberty to choose whom


    they want to be with!"


    Chandran interjected.


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    "Nature knows everything. But still, if they didn''t want the soulmate, they can break the bond and


    endure the pain of severing of the bond."


    The words came out of my mouthced in the deep pain of my own.


    "Bring Sun to Qywesir and a dagger soaked in bright ash liquid."


    I said to Chandran. He looked genuinely shocked and nodded his head no.


    "Just because he left doesn''t mean everything is over, La. We are here for you. If I had been in


    Maayan''s ce, I would have never left you vulnerable like this even if we couldn''t get a baby."


    The mere thought disgusted me and the darkness red at him in a warning.


    "I know what I am doing, Chandran. Don''t question me. This is my life and I make my decision."


    He pursed his lips in a thin line and shrugged.


    "One more thing… Bring ''him'' there."


    I teleported to Qywesir without waiting for him to reply.


    This is farthest one from the Sun and earth. It revolves in and out of the sr system. If anything


    happens, let it be far away from the earth.


    Our creator had left us without any notice and I don''t know what to do. Maybe she didn''t like my


    rtionship with Maayan and that''s why she didn''t visit us anymore. I prayed from my heart to her and


    sent a hearty apology to her. She created me and I have no rights to end my life without her


    permission. But the ache within me was too much to bear and I don''t want the darkness to consume


    me either the living being on the earth.


    I used all my power to bind the darkness within me as it should be bound and protected like it used to


    be when I transfer my powers to him. The pain that had been covered by the darkness within my soul


    hade back and I dropped to my knees. But I felt the darkness had been again within my control


    and was bound securely. My man knew everything in and out of my realm and He is everything to me. I


    don''t want to interfere with his life anymore. The love I had for him will guide him.


    He may not be a God. But he is the only person I could trust to surrender my powers. The people in my


    realm would respect my decision. I am sure they would miss me and what I am doing is the biggest act


    of irresponsibility. But I think this was what destiny had for me. I will die contented with the memories of


    my love.


    The dark had lit up with a spark of teleportation portal making me smile knowing I don''t have to


    bear this pain anymore. I stood up with a little struggle. A Goddess should die like a Goddess. I


    masked my face with a smile and my heart raced in anticipation to see his face for onest time. Only


    Sun and Moon came out of the portal making me frown.


    "La, You don''t have to do this. Let''s talk and resolve this. You can''t die at your will. You have a duty


    and you are responsible for everything happening within this sr system. Your demise might affect the


    whole sr system."


    I raised my hand stopping Aadhavan from speaking anymore.


    "My duties will be taken care of. I wasn''t going to die with my powers. So it won''t explode or affect


    anything. And there is nothing to talk or rethink. And that''s why I chose the ce. It was far away from


    the centre of the sr system. If anything happens it wouldn''t reach earth."


    I spoke with the authoritative and determined voice which shut him off effectively.


    "Where is ''he''?"


    I turned towards Chandran and asked him.


    "Why he had toe here? Do you really want to make him feel guilty for all his life? How would he


    live his rest of life happily if he sees you dying in front of his eyes?"


    I processed his words and he was right for the first time. My stupid heart blinded this from me as it


    wants to see him. I nodded my head and closed my eyes connecting with cosmic energy and used my


    every bit of energy to transfer all my knowledge and power to Maayan. I may not feel or sense him but


    the cosmic energy would find him and give him thest gift I had sent him.


    The darkness bound within me was redundant to leave me but my other divine powers had left me. I


    opened my eyes and saw Moon and Sun looking at me angrily. What was their problem?


    "You can''t do this La! How could you transfer your powers to a mere human when Two Gods of this


    sr system are still alive? I deserve those powers; not him!"


    I smirked at Chandran words. Aadhavan ced his palm over Chandran''s shoulder cutting his speech


    off and they signalled something with eyes. I asked him to get the dagger. He summoned the weapon


    with a look of vengeance.


    A shiny teleportation portal appeared next to Chandran making me frown. My man came out of the


    portal with a look of panic and searched the ce which ended when his eyes locked with mine. I have


    got the satisfaction which made my soul breathe in peace. I smiled at him and the dagger came to me


    in air.


    A frown appeared on Maayan''s face and something crossed his features. I don''t want him to see me


    dying. I wanted to tell him to go back. But words failed and the guilt of not giving what my man wanted


    made me turn sideways. I grabbed the dagger and it burnt my skin. It was made of the rock from


    Aadhavan''s realm which was coated with Moon''s dust and concentrated bright ash liquid. I smiled at


    Aadhavan and Chandran; they spoke as if they didn''t want me to die but they came prepared. I pushed


    the venomous sharp object into my body. I won''t heal without my power and the sense left in me guided


    the darkness towards the man I love. My eyes closed as the venom slowed consumed my body while


    my brain beautifully disyed my best memories with Maayan. I felt my soul dying when an image of


    Maayan''s beautiful smile stilled in my vision.


    ***


    ^End of La''s view^


    As the darkness entered Maayan''s body and blended with him, it could see what had happened during


    the past month. Maayan was so scared when he learnt La had fainted. A Goddess can''t get sick. He


    visited Moon and Sun often to know the reason and asked them to help him.


    One day, Chandran told him that La was pregnant with his child but it shouldn''t be revealed to


    anyone because the baby had so much evilness in it. Chandran convinced him to cast a revealing spell


    on La when she was asleep to see the truth. He did the same and saw the dark ball in her stomach.


    He misunderstood that the dark ball was their baby when it was originally the darkness bound within


    her.


    Maayan sought the aid of Chandran. Chandran told that he knew only one way to save La''s life from


    the baby. The baby was born from the blood of the Goddess of darkness and a powerful wizard. So it


    needs a life as a sacrifice for its birth which would be La. But Maayan can save La''s life but he


    has to sacrifice his life for the same. He convinced Maayan that everything happens for a reason.


    Because Maayan hadn''t gone through the purification before bing immortal. So his soul wouldn''t


    go out of the sr system but it will go to the purification pit. Then he cane alive with La''s help.


    As their souls were connected, Maayan needed to first perform the severing of their connected souls to


    keep La and the baby alive. Also, Maayan had to pretend to be with another woman which would


    make their rtionship weak and the pain will be less when the connection was broken. Chandran


    made Maayan promise that he shouldn''t tell anyone about this as Maayan''s immortal soul getting


    another chance to live in the sr system is not a natural and right thing to which Sun would oppose.


    Maayan believed every lie and started distancing himself from La. He would go to meet Chandran''s


    realm daily to meet with a woman and he will pretend closely with her in front of Moon. Because


    Maayan had to die after the souls detached and La had to believe Chandran that Maayan had


    cheated on her to not make her follow him and stop the ritual. Chandran took the help of Maayan''s


    sister who is also a witch and corrupted her mind to detach Maayan''s soul from La.


    And to keep the connection weak, Maayan shouldn''t sleep with La. But the night when she told that


    Chandran would do anything to see her fall and also she expressed her trust for him after making love


    with him. It broke all his determination and beliefs and he went to Chandran''s realm to ask him to stop


    everything as he was going to reveal everything to La and he was going to do whatever she tells


    him. Chandran got angry and used his divine power to make him go unconscious.


    When he got up, he felt empty within his heart with great pain in his heart and he realised he had been


    fallen for Chandran''s game and his cupcake was in pain. His aambal wand couldn''t perform any magic


    as there was a strong anti-magic spell had been cast there. The rocky ce had a shining liquid and


    crimson liquid rubbed all over the room. He was horrified to know the anti-magic was cast with his


    sister''s blood; Chandran had twisted her mind tomit suicide to turn her blood into a powerful anti-


    magic serum. And the shiny liquid is Bright ash liquid as there was a thread of darkness within him as


    he was the beloved of Goddess of darkness.


    He used various techniques and his physical power to escape the room but failed miserably. He prayed


    to the creator of divines to save La. His wait turned into weeks and he became so weak without food


    and water and low oxygen despite being immortal. The effects of the spells were weakening with days


    and he just needs a few more days before he breaks out of the ce.


    But all of sudden he felt great energy entering his body. His soul could sense something was terribly


    wrong. And his soul gained a string of connection with his cupcake as he did sleep with her, not


    obeying Moon''s words. All he could feel was agony and he used the string to teleport to the ce


    where his cupcake was. The look on her face made him so weak as he knew he was the reason for all


    her sadness. When a dagger floats towards her, he didn''t realize what was happening. But he was too


    and his soul wept for the permanent loss of its half because of his blind trust over Chandran.


    To see his love, dying and disappearing into the air made himpletely broken. His heart beats to


    bring her back but his mind knew better. His anger burst into a scream and he draws his wand to


    destroy the Moon God as the darkness gave him the power from the universe. As if expecting this


    would happen, Aadhavan ces a curse on Maayan –


    "The Goddess of darkness''s weak heart failed to trust you. Hence I curse you that her powers would


    divine. And you should be trapped inside the rock here until the blood of your beloved and the voice of


    her trust calls you. No magic of yours would help youe out! And I won''t let the death of a weak-


    hearted woman to bring me on us. So her presence would be erased from the memory of every


    living being on earth."


    The rock behind Maayan shed a light and a vacuum was created inside with eighteen steps leading


    to a rock door behind which Maayan was trapped forever as La can''t call for him anymore. The


    confused looked look on Chandran''s face for the curse pronounced by Aadhavan was patted away with


    a smile from Sun and look that tells ''She won''te back''.


    The angry wind blew on the surface of the Qywesir was unnoticed by anyone while a voice whispered


    hopeful words of La''s return into Maayan''s ears stopping him from joining La in death. He got the


    duty of protecting her darkness within him until she returns.


    The darkness narrated the missing part to Kavithanjali and merged with her body. She gasped out


    which all had happened in a few seconds.


    And now she knows Maayan was consuming bright ashes into his body to separate the darkness from


    him. A weep of yearning escaped her mouth. She shook him to tell she know everything and that she


    loves him still as much as she did in past and there was no anger on him. He got one more dose for


    tomorrow which she was redundant to let him consume but he was already unconscious with his hand


    tightly hugging her to his body.


    The authority of darkness brought the ce light as her voice boomed the name of Aadhira to find a


    way to stop the man in front of her slipping away from her hands… again!


    [To be continued...]