Chapter 55 Chapter 52


    Kavi''s POV [La''s POV]


    I straddled hisp and looked… no… starred at his face. My soul could feel his feelings. He was so


    happy and at the same time, there was a huge pain attached to that happiness. He had developed the


    strange habit of visiting Sun or Moon''s realm; that wasn''t strange but Maayan visiting their realms daily


    and returningte was bothering me. And I feel a little distant with him; physically and emotionally. I


    want to know why he was doing this. I am trying to talk to him about it for a week but he would bring


    some excuse and go to do that work. But I didn''t allow him to go to Moon''s realm today and trapped


    him here in our room.


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    "Why are you looking at me like this, La?"


    He asked me with a gorgeous smile disying his perfectly pearly teeth. My heart fluttered in


    happiness to see his smile. There wasn''t a bit change in our feeling for each other. We understand


    each other more with the time and the love had grown stronger.


    I continue staring at him. I want him to spill the matter. I can look into his mind but I DON''T want to.


    Honesty is one of the very important keys to a sessful rtionship.


    "Are you going to keep starring at me? At least I would have gone to see Chandran if I have known


    this?"


    He said with a sigh. I raised an eyebrow on him.


    "Are you bored with me already?"


    I asked directly looking at his eyes. His heart skipped a beat before he looks up at me with narrowed


    eyes.


    "What are you talking about, La? I… Where did that idea evene to you?"


    He asked seriously. I cupped his cheek and make him look into my eyes. He was trying to mask his


    emotion but he was forgetting that our souls were connected. My purple eyes bored into his crimson


    pearls searching the answers for his strange behaviours.


    "You can trust me and tell me anything. I will do anything for you. You know that, right? I could feel a


    pain in your heart, Maayan. We aren''t like other couples we see around our realm or the people on the


    earth. Our souls beat for each other and our heart yearns for ''us''. I could feel you are in frustration but


    also you are happy for some reasons. Tell me what is bothering you. I am here for you, darling. You


    don''t have to carry that pain alone. You haven''t touched me for the past month and you weren''t even


    hugging or kissing me for the past two days…"


    "Me being not intimate was your problem?"


    He questioned suddenly with a hint of annoyance in his tone which I never got used to; alsopletely


    omitting the part I spoke before the intimacy. And the meaning of his words hurt me more. I contained


    the bubbled up anger at his words and took in a deep breath to calm myself. He still had that look of


    annoyance on his face. I removed myself from him.


    "You can go wherever you want. I just wanted you to know that you don''t need to bear any pain alone


    and I am there for you… I will be… Always! But… after you said those words, I am not talking about it


    anymore."


    I stormed out of the room but ran into Kathir.


    "Oh Goddess! Sorr… Are you okay? What happened, Goddess?"


    His tone rose with anger as he might have noticed my teary eyes. I avoided his eyes and nodded my


    head quickly walking past him without answering him.


    I locked myself in the library for the rest of the day meditating. At night, I walked to my room but


    stopped when I saw Maayan sleeping in the next room to ours. My heart aches for his love. My body


    craves for his touch and warmth. I went inside the room and sat gently on the bed and caressed his


    hair softly. My fingers stilled midway when a sweet scent hit my nostril.


    My nose red at the realization. It was a woman''s scent and surely wasn''t mine. I know it wasn''t the


    scent of his mother or sisters or anyone those I know from his tribe. His face was normal as always


    while he sleeps usually. He is my Maayan. He won''t do anything wrong. Even if something had


    happened I would have felt it from our connected souls. I sighed out in frustration while stroking his


    hair. He leaned his head into my touch which warmed my heart to see even his sleepy mind could


    recognize my touch.


    What are you up to, Maayan?


    Was he trying to make me believe that he was with another woman?


    But, why? I know he would never hurt me.


    I sucked in a deep breath as a thought of him visiting Chandran had crossed my mind. I thought that


    dustball had changed for good. But I think he is not. He should be behind whatever sick game this is. I


    intertwined my fingers with Maayan and teleported us to my bathroom. I made him sit inside the


    bathtub. I want to wash off the smell of the other woman on him. He woke up startled with a yelp when


    the bathtub started to fill in with the warm water. I snapped my fingers make our dress disappear and


    the fragrant herb paste appeared on the b. He sucked in a deep breath on seeing me bare for him. I


    sat on hisp and started applying the mixture on his body. I secretly enjoyed the goosebumps rising


    on his skin.


    He just stayed still with his hands clenched into a fist making the muscles on his hand turn so hard and


    tight. Ah! I missed the feel of his skin under my fingers. I scooted closer to rub the mix on his back that


    made my naked body rub against him and I smirked when I felt a poke in my abdomen. He hissed at


    the contact and whatever barrier that had been stopping him was broken inside him as he caught my


    hip with so much pressure and lined his hot erection to my dripping core to feed off his desire and


    entered me in only hard thrust. My slippery hands hugged his neck when he powerfully made love to


    my body. Like the storm and rain cooling the burningva, the knots in me untied and I sted into a


    huge blissful orgasm as my body was in so much fervour. Also, it''s been a month I had him in me. He


    wasn''t done yet and continued thrusting gloriously soothing the ache within us.


    I can''t believe I had let him stay away from me for all these days; I should have jumped on him just


    after a day when he started distancing away from me. The warm water only increased the sensation


    and this wasn''t new for us to making love in different ces. I shakingly managed to pull my head away


    from the crook of his neck and pressed my lips on his. He groaned and growled in pure primal desire


    and increased his pace making my eyes roll back. I pressed my palm on his shoulders digging my nails


    into his perfect skin. The sweet sensation of orgasm quickly aroused within me. My eyes met his and


    the dark rubies showed so much desire that he had been hiding all these days.


    I caught his hands on my hips and pressed his hip with mine slowing him from thrusting hard. He gave


    me a tortured look on the understanding that I want him to pause the act but heplied. I pulled away


    slightly and washed our body with the water and reced the dirty water with freshwater still connected


    with him. He closed his eyes and enjoyed my fingers roaming over his body and moaned with a shiver


    on getting contact with his sweet spots. He looked so hot taking the pleasure I am giving him. I leaned


    forward kissing his lips passionately and started moving my hip in a circr motion creating delicious


    friction between our skins.


    His hand came up to my breast finally showing some mercy to the hardened nipples. He leaned his


    face down, on feeling my tight buds taking them in his mouth pacifying the ache on my breasts with his


    kisses and bites. I missed him so much. The emotions were affecting me so much. He caressed my


    cheek and soothingly whispered me not to cry in a painful tone. I opened my eyes to see some purple


    lotus around us. I smiled and nodded at him with naughtily clenching my inner muscles over his hard


    member reminding we still haven''t done.


    He moaned and soon one of his hands caressed my tummy and dipped to my clit. I moaned out his


    name and he started rubbing me in right pace to bring an orgasm out of me. He knows all my soft spots


    and my weaknesses. His lipstched on my throat and he gave me a small bite before taking my breast


    in his mouth again. I was so close to cumming all over his hardness embedded in me but that sweet


    rascal pulled his hand and mouth away. I opened my eyes and groaned in frustration. He chuckled like


    his old self and turned me with my legs by pulling and rotating my knees with still connected deep


    within me.


    The next second he forced me to kneel on fours and started pounding into me hard and fast. I was


    screaming incoherent words of pleasure and feeling so ecstatic. His hand clutched my hair pulling me


    up to his body and his mouth kissed my neck and shoulder in fervour. His other hand found my clit and


    he started rubbing there in fast circles while he gave me the passion that we missed. We both


    screamed and orgasmed together. He sat down in the water pulling me with him on hisp. I was


    "That''s the passion I missed from you, Darling! Wow… Don''t listen to Chandran because he would do


    anything to see me fall. And without you, I will surely fall. And the other woman''s scent on you was the


    worst idea."


    I spoke while panting andughed at the idiotic act of him. His body stiffened upon hearing me but he


    hugged me tighter and we stayed like that till our breath and heartbeat came to normal. We cleaned


    and he carried me to our bed and after a long time, I slept peacefully in his arms.


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    I woke up by great pain in my heart and a scream escaped my mouth had echoed throughout my realm


    and shook the ce like a dangerous earthquake. I writhed and thrashed around on the bed when


    Kathir, Aadhira and three other people tried to calm me down on the bed. My body felt like it was


    trapped at the depth of the volcano and my heart had frozen like an ice cier. The pain continued to


    travel through my nerves and my screams awoke the darkness within me which got released like a


    broken dam and covered me to soothe the cruel pain. The darkness which had been holding seventy


    per cent of my powers had been unleashed as the pain was risking my life.


    My purple eyes had turned into the shade of dangerously darker and the crimson blood in my body


    turned its colour simr to my dark nature. The darkness suppressed the pain but a part of me was


    missing in my soul and my heart giving advantage to the darkness to take over the void. Realization


    dawned me... But it was toote and too painful to ept it.


    My man was gone! He had broken the connection between our souls causing this unbearable pain to


    me!


    A lot of questions flooded my mind and my heart weeps and stops at one word!


    Why?


    The anger boiling within me was hotter than the highest temperature that Sun had ever known and the


    pain in my heart was vaster than the universe. The broken soul was trying to understand her half had


    left her. The darkness started tomunicate with the soul.


    ''An evil magic hadbined with an envious divine and performed the act of sin - Breaking the


    connection of two loving souls with lies! A God known for just and integrity wasn''t stopping the brutal


    act. A Goddess''s half was ripped away to make her weak and hunt her down to burn her into ashes to


    erase the trace of her from the ce which she created and cherished!''


    Who would dare to do such an act? Do I even need to ask!


    I stood up looked down at my cowered people looking at me scared and horrified. I realized my


    unleashed darkness had been dispersing the dominance out of my body. I watched Kathir walked to


    me in inches checking on my patience. Something within me didn''t like him standing like that in front of


    me and forced him to fall on his knees.


    He looked up at me with closed eyes and wide opened hands barring his neck submitting to me. That


    dominant part was satisfied!


    "Please, Goddess! Calm down... We need you. Command us what to do. Please don''t do anything that


    would make you regretter. Don''t let the darkness dominate the Goodness in you!"


    His tears did something within me. A part of me wanted to listen to him.


    I closed my eyes and absorbed the darkness emitting off me and kept it within my control; for now. The


    restraints were broken and I need more time to bring control over the darkness which would get fed of


    all wrong things. The darkness would grow by consuming the evil things and it will keep the sr


    system clean off sins, and my darkness has no mercy or sympathy. The humans have been going in


    the wrong way which would attract my darkness toward them. I need to focus at least to keep myself


    sane for Maayan.


    "Search for Maayan! I want him to be here within an hour! Use any powers and go to any ce you


    want. But I WANT HIM HERE IN ONE DAMN HOUR!"


    The voice of darkness intertwined with mine and it was showing off how powerful it is. The threads of


    darkness entered the bodies of the five making their eyes turn ck. They nodded in unison and left!


    I have to calm down! I should calm now!


    I went to the library and connected instantly with the cosmic. The soothing ce felt like a graveyard


    with the dead silence. My spiritual body screamed his name yearning for the love that man had shown


    me for eternity. Maybe that''s why he left me thinking he had given me enough. But how didn''t he realize


    I am not a lone soul anymore. That''s why I connected my soul to his soul to show how much he means


    to me! Still, he left me. A part of me know he had been tricked despite his sharpness and smartness; or


    been ckmailed to obey their order. But he could have discussed that with me.


    My mind was going crazy. The ignited ze wants to destroy the whole sr system to find the man for


    whom my heart beating! And I know it was a n of Chandran. Maayan had been visiting him recently


    often. And I don''t trust Aadhavan either. The disease of arrogance and envy had infected him too. The


    good friend in him had died a long before.


    I opened my eyes in frustration. I can''t meditate. I feel so helpless. He is everything to me. I couldn''t


    even feel a bit of anger on him for doing this to me. My heart and soul didn''t even want to think


    anything negative about him. I just love him so much. Why did he leave me? I want him back. The


    darkness wants to be let out to destroy everything that caused me pain.


    The five I have sent had walked in with bowed head and knelt before me. Their feared scent raised my


    anger.


    "I just have given you one simple duty but you weren''t able to do that?"


    My voice boomed and echoed across the library. The darkness wants me to punish these inefficient


    people. I took a step forward, Kathir spoke urgently.


    "We found him, Goddess! But he refused toe with us and he is in Moon''s realm right now!"


    I halted in my step taking in the words he said. The darkness licked its lips to satisfy her hunger with


    the sinful minds in Moon''s realm and slowly covered my form giving me the strength to bring my soul


    mate back.


    ''Let''s show what we are really made off!''


    The darkness whispered to my weeping heart giving a ray of hope.


    ''You will pay, Chandran!


    I aming for you, Maayan! I won''t break our promise despite you have broken the connection! You


    are MINE and ONLY MINE!''


    [To be continued...]