Chapter 47 Chapter 44


    Kavi''s POV [La''s POV]


    I directly teleported to Sun''s realm as the meeting was taking ce there as always. There was a


    summoning hall in every realm for the divines to enter other''s realm. Other ces in the realm were


    magically protected with a shield to keep things within the walls. Only the Home God can open the


    portal of the summoning hall to let the other in. I snapped my finger and changed my dress as a long


    ck gown with a silver flowery belt below my breasts and let the darkness radiate off me [imagine


    ck gas surrounding her body]. It''s the usual thing of greeting by being in our divine form during the


    meeting.


    The guard on my way bowed their head and let me pass through the familiar hallway toward our private


    meeting chamber. It''s a hall on the surface of Sun which has the ceiling simr to the overall view of


    our sr system. Aadhavan has enormous love towards the creatures and he had granted immortality


    and saved a couple of every type of living being created in and on the earth. And he provided a good


    livelihood for them.


    Chandran and Aadhavan were already present there with Moon''s glow and Sun''s me. Aadhavan


    stood up with a smile but that ''dull ball'' had a scowl on his face because I made him wait for a few


    minutes; maybe a few hours. But Chandran followed Aadhavan by graciously dusting his white dress


    and stood up clearing his throat. We greeted each other by joining the palm in front and seated in the


    tri-single seaters. The meeting went as usual with us discussing the changes and movements of


    The meeting ended surprisingly without any argument. Sun and Moon made eye contact and I knew


    the reason behind their signnguage. I bit my inner cheek to keep my face straight. These two people


    had a secret contract. As I am the only Goddess here, they wanted to lure me into their bed though


    they have many to service them periodically. They were highly sexually active unlike me. I never felt the


    need for it until meeting one person; the person who makes my soul and heart yearn for him and


    waking up foreign feelings within me. Maayan! And being on the dark side, I have upper hand over


    such desire; I can control the want. I seek thepany of beautiful creatures and celestial to get


    refreshed and feel the bliss; they seek pleasure from sex. It wasn''t abnormal but they think it''s strange


    of me.


    My thoughts broke when I felt a hand on my thigh. I looked up at Chandran who smiled beautifully. He


    is a God after all and hispassion was something I admire but I always hated his attitude from the


    start. Nothing belongs to anyone but he feels that he own things that he was given the power to handle.


    That''s the wrong perception and he never seems to learn that basic thing of life.


    "How about a private dinner at my ce?"


    His eyes expressed nothing but desire. Aadhavan is far better as he was kind of friendlypared to


    Chandran who was always keen on getting only what he wants. His honey coloured eyes bore into


    mine. I looked at him and transformed my thigh to burn like a volcano within my dress. His adamant


    smirk gone and his eyes held fury while he withdrew his hand  speed.


    "Damn! You are hot!"


    He hissed.


    "Thank you. But I knew that."


    I winked at him while he shook his healing hand and red at me. His hand almost melted to half


    within seconds and he should remind this pain before thinking about touching me. Confident males


    were a turn on but overconfident guys were really a pain in the ass.


    "What happened, Chandran? Have you changed your mind about dinner?"


    I asked battling my eyelids innocently. He stormed off with a big grunt careful not to touch me. I heard


    Aadhavan''sughter and looked at his radiant face.


    "I have no clue why you are so happy to taunt that man."


    He paused and his smile reduced to just a curve at the corner of his mouth.


    "You can''t stay like this forever. But be sensible before making any choices. Your choice may change


    everything happening around our sr system. And remember neither of us will feel bad if you choose


    any one of us. And I won''t mind if that person is none of the two. Just be careful with the choice of your


    friendship... Don''t narrow your eyes! I am not stalking on you. I heard it from someone and wanted to


    give this advice as your friend."


    I let out a deep breath clearly understanding what he was trying to say.


    "Thank you. I will keep that in mind. I will take my leave."


    I kept my palm over his bicep and gave a gentle reassuring squeeze before making my way to the


    summoning hall.


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    I connected with the celestial for the whole night and felt fully recharged when I opened my eyes. It was


    about time for Sunrise in the ce where Maayan is currently staying. I promised him something and I


    was going to fulfil it. If the future decides that he wasn''t going to be a part of my life, at least he will


    have something from me to hold on all his life. Knowledge - an intangible asset.


    With a deep sigh, I changed myself into a in dark purple dress and teleported near theke. I looked


    around the surrounding enjoying the chirping of birds starting from their home. I walked over the tree


    bridging across theke to his home. I found the ce empty but the appearance inside the hut told he


    made himselffortable. I walked out to the rear way and stilled when I saw him. He was in


    vrikshasana pose and meditating facing the Sun. He was wearing marron cotton cloth in pant style from


    his hip to knees. His joined arms and bend leg disyed his hard-worked muscle and the calm and


    focused look on his face made him look hotter if that''s even possible. I blinked a few times unable to


    look away. And I want to see those rubies which have the capability to make me dizzy. As if hearing my


    thoughts, he opened his eyes slowly and muttered some mantram[prayer verse to God]. He got back to


    the normal standing position and looked at me with a weing smile and captivating look. His eyes!


    They shone in the morning sun just like Ipared them to rubies. A small voice advised me to get the


    grip and I did that with a deep breath.


    "Did I disturb your meditation?"


    I asked him.


    "Partially yes. I felt your presence and decided to finish it. I can do meditation continuously for months.


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    That''s a better way to connect to nature and the universe. And I love to be at peace."


    "True."


    I whispered absentmindedly understanding his spiritual knowledge.


    "You seem to know the bliss of meditation!"


    He stated with eyebrows furrowed. I nodded with a small smile and pped my hand to keep myself in


    control. His smile... nope his every emotion and action have an impact on my heart.


    "Shall we start?"


    We seated on the rock near theke and questioned him.


    "Not so fast, La. Your introduction is still pending. It''s better if we equally know about each other."


    The luscious wizard suggested to me. I expertly hid the shiver ran through my spine when he spelt my


    name. No mortal had called me with my name. I have been silent for a moment and looked at him.


    "Is that necessary? You know my name. And I really don''t have much to tell." A big fat lie!


    He frowned at my vague reply and muttered something under his breath making me smile.


    "Okay then. Where do we start? I roamed around to collect things for the hut and came across many


    new nts. I might need your assistance with them. But you tell me where do we start. I will be staying


    here for a week and have to head back to my tribe."


    I nodded my head in agreement to help him. I have seven long days with him and going to use it


    without worrying about anyone. Then I could decide whether to eat this forbidden fruit or this is one of


    my test from Destiny.


    "Let''s learn about the forest first. So you can understand the type of nts grows here."


    I suggested. He nodded his head attentively.


    "This mountain is thergest one around this ce and it was wider rather than being the slope. It


    wasn''t volcanic but formed by the earth on its own. Being nearby to the sea and the weather makes


    this ce have its rainfall for two-third days of a year. And it makes the ce dense and greeny. There


    are lots of berry and mango trees here. It attracts animals and insects to the area and they participate


    in the circle for the further growth of the nts. Birds and insects do the help of pollination. The soil


    here was rich in minerals and nature helps to grow some wonderful medicinal nts here. And herbal


    roots will help you to prepare medicinal potions. You need to put your magic to test and learn the


    potions which can enable you to make them useable for other purposes with enhanced capability..."


    I told him everything that I want him to know and also I don''t want to sound like a person knew things


    way too much. But I abruptly stopped when I found adoration in his eyes. Was it for me or my


    knowledge? I don''t know. But it made my words caught in my throat and my cheeks heated up. I am


    fucking blushing! Do I even know that? Damn this wizard! I feel like a human with him. My powers,


    attitude, arrogance and wit were vanishing like a blown up cloud. I blinked at him and his gaze


    remained unfazed. I cleared my throat and redirected my focus elsewhere.


    "Are you even listening, Maayan?"


    "What else do you think am doing?"


    "Then why are you staring like that?"


    "I wasn''t staring! I was simply enjoying the way you are exining it to me like teaching a child. And I


    like the way you tell things in detail but I knew you weren''t ready to tell how you knew so much."


    Maayan reasoned and straightened up his leaned spine. His bare chest and abs were disturbing me


    more than he could imagine. And he will know about me when I feel it''s right!


    "So... About this mountain, I think this could do. Can you take me to the ce where you found the new


    nts?"


    I asked him. He stared at my face for a minute and got up with a nod to follow him.


    We discussed details of five nts before we decided for a small break as the noon approached. We


    sat under a banyan tree''s shade. He asked me to wait while he fetches some fruits to eat. He was so


    driven and determined which only makes me fall for him more. He will sh a big smile when hees


    up with the right assumption before I could finish my sentence about the quality of the nt. He talks a


    lot about his family whenever he finds something rted to their likings. I could understand he was


    missing them. Love is the only thing that makes the earth as the most wonderful.


    He returned with a few mangoes and papaya. He was curious to know why the animals were calm with


    my presence which was against their nature. We ate the fruits and continued exploring the ce till


    dawn. But he kept silent knowing my reply. He was so concerned about me and even insisted on


    darkness. He wasn''t aware of that''s what I am. I enjoyed his care for me but I don''t know whether he


    would like the facts about me. Though I am a Goddess and part of nature, a few humans don''t like me


    because of their fear and their awareness of my purification duty. I don''t want to leave him actually, but


    I don''t want him to run away from me so soon.


    I consoled him that I am fully capable of going to my home and promised him that I will be careful. I bid


    my bye and turned around to walk away from his home. The heaviness in my heart wants me to go


    back to him. I turned around and found him on the entrance of his hut and looking at me. The shadow


    had covered his face and I promised myself to not sneak into his mind as I fear his emotions for me. I


    don''t have guts to see his thoughts of me; neither good nor bad ones. I took in a deep breath and


    walked back to his hut. I looked into those frowning rubies with a smile and engulfed him into a hug.


    His hard body went stiff but his masculine scent and feel of his skin on mine made me feel bliss; even


    more addictive than my connection with celestial. I pulled away slightly not wanting to scare him off with


    my intimacy but took my sweet time to run my fingers from the top of his shoulder to his hip in the name


    of withdrawing my hands. I felt him shiver and did a happy dance inside my brain.


    "I enjoyed the day. You are a greatpany. See you tomorrow."


    Iplimented him for the wonderful day knowing leaving after hug would leave him confused and


    made up my action as a sign of gratitude. He sighed; usually, stranger humans won''t hug unless they


    have an intimate feeling of each other. He kept his face nk but I could see his inner battle from his


    eyes.


    I walked to the other side of theke and teleported to my realm. I was in a very happy mood being


    spent my day with the man who captured my heart. I was smiling widely and nodding at everyone


    bowed at me and I already have rescheduled the evening meeting with Aadhira and Kathir an hourte.


    I went to my room and decided to meditate for some time.


    I sat on my usual ce and focused my mind on the darkness with me that spread all around the sr


    system. I connected to the celestial I got the familiar feel of spiritually floating across the sr system.


    But I sensed a presence with me.


    "You never met me alone in all these years."


    I stated to our creator in wonderment.


    "Yes. But I sensed your soul calling for me. And it never happened in any of these years."


    She stated calmly. It''s true. I want to clear my thoughts about Maayan.


    "I met a human. His name is Maayan. A wizard. I am very much attracted to him. Attraction is a small


    word. I was drawn to him like he was my gravity. I couldn''t think clearly ore to a conclusion about


    my feeling for him. What should I do? Why do I feel this way towards him?"


    I asked her curiously in the hope as she is the only one who could help me.


    "Every soul is bound to feel something towards other souls. That won''t be an exception for the


    Goddess of darkness. You need to focus on yourself and sort it out by yourself. Because I won''t know


    what your heart wants. You can make any decision as you got the powers to make any of your dream


    might get better or worse. It''s all about how you handle these things. You are a strong soul who could


    keep the darkness away from your soul and control that darkness without it affecting you in any way.


    And your morals and ideology were different from Sun or Moon. You should consider everything before


    choosing the path of your life. Because you are the base for everything here."


    She spoke to me softly.


    I understand her words yet I was still left confused. But she made me realise that I should make the


    decision for my life. I can''t ask her to make any decision for me. I need some time to make that


    decision though. I sighed when I felt alone again; she left. I muttered a thank you to the ck space


    and felt a slight stroke on my head.


    I should first know what he thinks of me before making any decision. I can''t force him into anything. I


    may not derive a conclusive solution for the feelings I have for Maayan. But at least I knew what I


    should do next.


    [To be continued...]