Chapter 45 Chapter 42


    Dear Cupcakes, I haven''t really dug into science to write this chapter. So the following chapters may


    not match with the discoveries or research made on the earth. Try to read it with the flow!


    *sheepish smile*


    Kavi''s POV [La''s POV]


    That annoying buzz made me wake up and I was surrounded byplete darkness! Some things


    sparkle around me but I know those sparkling things were far away from me. My mind supplied they


    were stars and I am alone in the space. I looked around and I moved around the ce. A voice ringed


    in my mind telling that ''Time'' didn''te to existence as the sr system was yet to be formed in a few


    hundred years. I didn''t understand anything at the moment. I have no form but I do exist. I roamed


    around the ce and defined a certain circle of the ce make me feel good.


    After a certain period, a huge cloud of gas and dust formed in the centre of the ce which I im it as


    home. Then the sr system formed. The voice again asked me to go and see the bright burning ball


    in the centre. To my amazement that burning ball spoke to me. That invisible voice introduced us to


    each other as Aadhavan, The Sun God and La, The Goddess of darkness. I loved my name. Then


    that voice told that we are so powerful and in the next few millennia life will form in the third to


    the Sun and we have to support their life system and to manage the souls form there. We both were


    confused but we were told to wait till it happens. I visited every and wondered about them. But


    the third already had my interest. Also, I am happy that I am no more alone as I got a new


    Then one day that invisible voice called me near the Sun. I went there and the voice introduced us to a


    white gas like a thing was there. She called that as soul and it was going to be the new addition to us.


    He will be Moon for thes to bring the bnce among them and it will make the better habitat for


    the life going to form here. In a few years, the moons started forming for thes. Climates formed.


    And many fascinating things happened followed by the birth of Chandran, The Moon God.


    And our creator exined that we can ask the souls to aid us in the process and also give them certain


    powers to do their duties. Moon asked about his duties but that invisible voice asked he was already


    doing his duty of keeping bnce among thes. The Invisible voice gave us form and called it as


    human-alike form which was a species to be formed in the earth, the third in the next few


    millennia.


    Soon the earth started showing signs ofnd surface emerging from the water melted from ice. nts


    sprouted out and grew up into sky-high trees. My fascination grew more and I was so happy when life


    started forming and evolving into different forms of animals, birds and fishes. The invisible voice


    summoned us and now we knew she is the one created us all and guiding us. She ordered that I


    should manage the death and purify the soul for the mistake theymit during their life. And the


    purified soul will reach the Sun. The soul will stay there until it gets allocated to re-born. The souls


    which did many good deeds would either serve Sun or it can turn into a star. The purification is required


    so that the soul will start anew and free from the sins. It''s a part of how the universe work.


    Every life had done something wrong with or without their knowledge and the food chain made their


    soul taint more by developing the habit of killing one soul for food. So every soul wille directly to


    me to get punished. Initially, it was easy for me butter I wanted some aid like that invisible voice as


    the poption of lives in the earth started to increase day by day. Sun and Moon have a defined ce


    as home. I too wanted to create a fixed ce to do the duty of soul purification. So I decided to create


    my realm near the earth. The earth is the most beautiful thing I have seen in all these millennia. Either


    covered with green or reddish nts which habitat various lives with the massive green oceans and


    colourful creatures. It was an enjoyable change.


    Moon asked me to find a different ce as he felt that I was invading his personal space as the realm


    was close to his orbit. But I liked the ce and brought a big meteorite there and raised a castle in the


    middle and made the volcanoes on the left and ice on the right side of the castle. I want to re-create the


    replica of the earth here without living being that could form naturally. I loved purple trees on earth and


    created them around my castle too.


    I started recruiting souls to serve me. They will aid my duties and I granted them human form simr to


    me and gifted their soul with immortality. They have high healing power and enhanced strength as they


    would have to deal with the rebellious souls. They no longer need to participate in the circle of birth and


    death. But I can change that status anytime I wanted. Sun did the same in his realm. These people


    were my pride as they were the definition of loyalty, responsibility and devotion. I granted them strength


    and enlightenment and they behaved well and organized. As time passed they saw the changes in the


    earth and adapted to time to time. A few natural cmities made my realm filled with souls and


    something better happened from every massive destruction. Humans evolved and civilizations started


    to develop.


    I would go to earth to admire the nature and the captivating creatures. They do recognise me as their


    goddess. And the most heartwarming character was they would show their love to me. Whether I am in


    human form or sometimes I would disguise in their form, they never failed to show they have a heart in


    them. I stopped interacting with humans as they started developing pride that they are superior to all


    other creatures and started using them for their personal growth. Greed and envy rooted in them and


    nothing was enough for them.


    Our creator asked us to let nature take care of things and we shouldn''t get affected by the human


    behaviours as it was most likely tend to affect us being in simr form. Moon God alwaysined


    about my realm was invading his ce. As time passed, we three realized the powers we have over


    thes. The humans made my character loosen up a bit and I love to y with Sun and Moon.


    They will get irritated for sure but that didn''t stop me. The Sun was also got temperament issues but he


    always supported for what is right when Moonin about me doing yful things in his realm.


    Moon''s powers were limited as he didn''t have special duties like me or Sun. I felt like he was feeling


    low about it and tried to lighten him up with little ying. But he never enjoyed them. Sun will sometime


    gave a curse to me that half of the humans will start fearing or repel my presence i.e., Darkness. He


    expected me to apologise or beg him to take the curse back. I am all yful and naughty but I have the


    attitude to not bow my head before anyone and can be so cruel enough to not melt for the mercy cries


    while the souls cry out while they get purified. Punishment is the best form of purification which often


    mistaken as cruel act. Karma make sure you get back what you give!


    I don''t have pride about my powers which I put to test and learned it''s magnificent strength over the


    years but I never hesitated to use them to keep up my self-esteem.


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    I was spending my sunny afternoon with the herd of deer in the earth. I have responsibility but never


    liked to sit in the pits of the volcano to grant punishments for the souls or to sit in my throne and


    discuss the affairs all day. I studied the people serving me all these years and I created a hierarchy


    there. The humans were aware that their living was controlled by three Gods and they worship us. A


    few will take the path of spirituality and if we think their efforts were true, we will grant them immortality


    and take them to our realm to fulfil their wish of serving us. The top and my most favourite people in my


    realm were Aadhira and Kathir. They have almost ess to everything in my realm and I can blindly


    trust them with anything. They were so efficient in running errands there. They were twin baby souls


    died in an ident without evening to the surface of the earth. But they have always felt the love


    from their parents and they chose to serve me. They trained hard and overpowered many of my


    warriors in a few years and also earned my trust. Aadhira overlooks the realm and Kathir have control


    over vampires living in the earth.


    The birth of vampires was a separate story as some of my warriors got attracted to human females and


    it leads to the birth of dangerous creatures. I never denied people having apanion in my realm as


    the basic need should not be denied. A few people were loyal to theirpanion and cherish it for


    eternity but a few enjoys one night stands with a clear mutual agreement to take off their pressure. I


    never involved in their private life but how can they take advantage of merging with humans? It created


    the extended life span among such bred off-springs and they crave blood and it is their main life


    source.


    Sun and Moon were very angry that I was causing an imbnce in the earth but the invisible voice, our


    creator asked them to calm down and these things are happening as it was destined and we can''t


    change that. She supported that I have no fault in the matter but asked me to take responsibility for


    them to which I agreed. These meetings would happen in the realm of the Sun. Unlike my ce, his


    realm would be filled with everything golden and crimson. Him being the main source of energy


    developed him into a powerful God and I have lots of respect for him. He is always a responsible


    person and never let anything go wrong.


    After the humans came into the scenario, there was a lot of changes happening on the earth. They are


    deviating from the spirituality and searching answers practically. Also, their behaviour has an impact on


    our behaviours. Conflicts arise often between me, Moon and Sun. Moon thinks I am irresponsible and


    yful which affects my duties and I am not fit for such responsibilities which always get on my nerves.


    If our arguments go beyond control, our creator''s voice was needed to calm us down. Yet there are


    times when Moon or Sun might want to spend some time with me alone. I know what they want but I


    don''t have any feelings for them.


    My thought process interrupted when a deer calf nuzzled my sides and dropped a white lotus on my


    looked at the river running in its way calmly. My intuition and heart were sensing about something from


    this morning but I couldn''t understand the ache within me. I closed my eyes and listened to the music


    of nature and wondered about my recent recurring vision about receiving a gift from celestial. The


    vision always brought goosebump across my skin. I don''t usually sleep. The way to regain our energy


    is by connecting to space in the way of meditation. And I use to have visions while doing them like


    people have dreams while sleeping.


    My attention was attracted towards a group of children''s giggle to my left a few feets away from here. I


    made myself invisible within a blink and looked at the human children running towards the bank of the


    river and ying among themselves. My lips curled on seeing the childrenughing untroubled. A few


    tribes are residing here in the forest. They must belong to one among them. But it seems they didn''t


    bring any elder to supervise them. I changed my form to a little girl and went to them. Children never


    question my belonging; they enjoy mypany. I made my way to them but paused a few steps


    before, on seeing someone there. A man. He was sitting in the middle of them and that''s why I couldn''t


    see him earlier. His broad tan back was facing me and for some odd reason, I am getting nervous. His


    beautiful wavy ck hair ends near his nape and I could get a glimpse of his ck stone studded ear


    when he tucked his hair behind his ear. I could sense he wasn''t a normal human. He is different and


    unique.


    His back stiffened and I knew he sensed my presence behind him. He slowly turned his head sideways


    and looked at my direction. I sucked in a deep breath at the sight of so handsome man I everid my


    eyes on. The feminity which I almost believed as non-existent within me, made it''s presence prominent


    for the first time in my life by making my heart race! Yes, Gods do have the same human body part but


    we have magical powers. I always liked all the living and non-living things exist on the earth. But I


    never felt this intense of attraction towards any of them. I gulped hard and stared at him without


    blinking. A thunder echoed behind me.


    His lips curled beautifully and he disyed his perfectly rowed teeth at me. I just looked at his eyes.


    What a unique eye colour for the handsome man. His cherry-red eyes made him more charming and


    the feeling I never felt before was stirring inside me. I like him; as a man. Eyes are always the gateway


    to the soul. And I know he has a wonderful soul but has some minimal stainmon for any living


    being.


    My fingertips were itching to touch him and caress his hard skin. He stood up and straightened up. It


    was like I am seeing a man for the first time; my attention waspletely focused on him. He has a


    nice body; better than anyone I could remember. The blend of cotton and the skin of a deer was used


    to cover his hip to knee.


    My mind was fogged with his masculine smell when he knelt before me and held my shoulders with his


    forward to my surprise but I stood there shell shocked and closed my eyes tightly when his pink petals


    touched my skin. Another thunder had struck. Nature was reminding me of my desire toward this ripe


    forbidden fruit in front of me. I was never kissed before. People like me but they never dared to touch


    me or kiss me. Animals too held their distance from me except a few nudges and a few nuzzle. This is


    so new to me and I don''t know how to handle this feeling of affection from this handsome stranger.


    He mistook that I was fearing thunder and rubbed my back soothingly.


    "What''s your name, Cupcake?"


    His deep voice directly sent shivers to my spine. I have been living here for so many millennia but


    never felt this alive.


    Was I maturing slowly as my lifespan was longer?


    But why the damn do I feel attracted towards him?


    Moon and Sun have much better built and have charming looks too. Yet I never epted their


    advances. And this human was effortlessly making me feel things which I believed as unreal. I realised


    I was in a human girl form. A wave of disappointment rushed to me as his forehead kiss was meant to


    a small girl but not me.


    ''I shouldn''t be wanting this. This is wrong''


    A rational part of my mind supplied. But my heart was already smitten by him.


    "What are you doing here alone?"


    He asked me cutely by tilting his head when I didn''t answer. Damn! I couldn''t think straight with him just


    a few inches away from me. The children were now standing behind him and watching the scene


    silently. I looked around them and tried to cook a lie.


    "I think she is afraid of us. Do some magic and make her your friend, Wizard!"


    Wizard? So he is the one whose father got a boon from Sun God to make his off-springs shine uniquely


    in the earth!


    He smiled at the cheering boy who asked to perform tricks to make me fall in their friendship. But I


    have already fallen for him. How much true the Karma is! I used to tease a few people in my realm


    when they have fallen head over heel in love with some person at first sight. Here I was infatuated to


    this fine human at the first glimpse.


    He yfully rotated his hands and snapped his finger. To my surprise, a dark ck lotus appeared


    between his thick fingers. This colour of the flowers doesn''t exist! He really does have the magical


    powers. He blinked in confusion and scratched his head. He was thinking that he did cast the wrong


    spell. But he didn''t.


    "Thank you"


    I said in a small voice. He looked at me without saying a word.


    "I always liked dark flowers."


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    I whispered with the overwhelming feeling. He eyed me calctively and before he could inquire


    anything about me, I took off into the forest ignoring his calls.


    I traced the silky petals of the flower he gave to me and touched my forehead where his lips touched


    me.


    Why does something forbidden feel so right?


    [To be continued...]