Chapter 11 Chapter 8


    Kavi''s POV


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    I was standing on the seventeenth stair of a dark ce. I can''t see anything except the seventeen


    stairs that I ascended with minimal light from what seems like a door. I was smiling at something above


    the stairs. I could feel my lips moving but I can''t hear anything.


    It was like my soul was pushed out of my body and I was seeing me in the dream from some other


    person''s point of view. Suddenly I felt my hair on the back of neck raising and a cold shiver ran down


    my spine. I felt a dark shadow engulfing my physical form and I felt something soft and wet on my


    forehead. My physical form was being kissed by that dark shadow! But what was that surrounding me?


    Then I heard a faint whisper of ''I have been waiting for you, Cupcake'' from the one who was hugging


    me.


    The other me who was watching the scene want to get out of the ce as I was struggling to breathe.


    ***


    I sat up with drenched clothing from my sweat.


    Same dream!


    I was having this same dream on my every birthday nights as long as I could remember. The difference


    is I would be in my own appearance of that age and I would be standing on the stair which was equal to


    my age. My Grandpa told it might be some deep illusion embedded in my heart during my childhood.


    But it was haunting me exactly on my birthdays?


    I shrugged it off and noticed the time blinking 04.45 AM. I freshened up and went to my mini gym room


    to spend the remaining time until hitting the training ground. I reached the training ground and everyone


    wished me. I felt overwhelmed with their showing of love. I felt very guilty to see Mithun as I learnt that I


    was the reason his son wasn''t in this world anymore. I killed someone''s mate. I hesitantly went to him.


    "Mithun, can I talk to you alone for a minute?"


    He looked in confusion but agreed anyway. I took a few deep breaths to calm myself.


    "I want to apologise to you, Mithun."


    I looked up at his face and his face was in a deep frown.


    "I.. I was the reason.. for.. for your son''s..."


    I bowed my head down as tears stared flow as I couldn''t bear the weight of his loss and it was as if I


    was experiencing the whole thing. I felt his hand on my shoulder giving a slight pressure.


    "I know. My son told me that he was visiting a beautiful pup daily at the top of the mountain. Never


    me yourself for what happened that day. Nobody knows that rogues were gonna attack that day. You


    were injected with silver and you were so young. It''s his fate. Don''t feel guilty about it. He used to stay


    at my sister''s home at our neighbouring pack without transfer. And brothers tend to help each other. No


    one is to me on that incident. So leave the past and concentrate on your future. Don''t spoil your day,


    dear."


    He spoke softly and lightly stroked my hair affectionately. And I understand why I could mind link him


    as he was part of this pack but stayed at another ce.


    "Why aren''t you angry with me? I don''t deserve your kindness, Mithun. I kil.."


    I broke down but he shut me off with his hand before I couldplete the sentence. Iposed myself


    and looked up at him.


    "What''s his full name? He has sacrificed his life for me but I didn''t even know his name."


    I muttered thest part.


    "Amudhan!"


    He said with a sad smile. I internally muttered his name again and again much to my wolf''s dismay as


    she knew even though he was not alive I have my feelings for him.


    I washed my face and went back to the training ground. Mithun asked me to teach the younger teens


    some defending moves in human form. After an hour of teaching them, I wanted to run and got


    permission from Mithun and went for a run in human form. A ck wolf, a red wolf and a dark brown


    wolf joined me. I smelled exactly who they are. The ck one is Dhaya, the red wolf is Logan and the


    dark brown one is Mukn. They were ying with each other and I wish I was in wolf form now. Wow,


    I got thepany of future Alpha, future Beta and third inmand. We ran a few rounds and I need


    to stop soon as I was supposed to act like a human. I registered the faces in patrol and also the space


    between each wolf as I have to sneak this weekend for my fighting tournament. How can I reveal


    myself as ''ck mask'' without revealing my wolf? So I need to lie to Sezhiyan.


    When Ie back, I saw Mithun embracing a she-wolf. She might be his mate which also means she


    is my teddy''s mom. I walked up to them and I learnt her name is Rakshana. On learning who I am, her


    smile faded away and I knew I deserve that reaction. I excused myself and went to see Sezhiyan. I


    smelled him in his office and knocked there. His e in'' was so angered. I slowly entered the room


    and found him behind hisputer CPU and groaning at it.


    "Are you okay, Alpha?"


    I asked precautiously to not trigger his wolf just in case. He swiftly turned at my side and his features


    softened.


    "Ah yes, dear. Suddenly thisputer stopped working and I need an important file from this stupid


    box."


    He hit it annoyingly. I smiled at his impatient behaviour and went near the CPU. It has a very mild smell


    of burnt wire. I asked him for a screwdriver and removed the side cover and checked all the wires. The


    wire connected from power cable outlet showed slight damage. I found there was an idle circuit wire


    plugged to the motherboard, so I cut the damaged part and connect it with the disconnected wire. I


    temporarily taped it but it needs to be soldered properly yet the best is to change the entire cable.


    "Done for now but it is best to change the cable, Alpha"


    I told him dusting my hands after fixing the side cover. I started the CPU and the monitor turned on. He


    sighed and smiled at me proudly.


    "I thought you only knew the software side. But see you are proving my favourite girl has grown up a lot


    with lots of knowledge. And she has lots of tricks under her sleeves."


    He told me with a big adoring grin. I smiled in reply. I think this could be the right moment.


    "Alpha, I want to ask you about something..."


    I dragged purposely to make him think I am hesitating.


    "You can ask me anything, Kavi"


    His aura was so calm


    "After seeing me, did you guess who could it be? I mean I am not a perfect replica of anyone from my


    mother''s family. Do you find any resemnce in me of him?"


    I keenly watched his aura which tensed for a millisecond but soon his aura calmed. I knew he


    "Not that I could ce anyone, dear. That was in past. Leave it as it was. That''s good for everyone"


    He told thest part looking distantly confirming my suspicion. I pursed my lips and nodded. But I am


    gonna dig that secret which you are trying bury deep inside you, Alpha. I promised internally and let


    him continue his work and went to the kitchen as my stomach was reminding me to feed. But I almost


    lost my appetite when I saw Rakshana and Pooja talking with Luna. Luna sensed me and told me to


    eat but I excused myself on seeing the other two was now ring at me.


    I walked back home and locked my door behind me and used my wolf speed to go to my room. I


    cleaned up myself and went to the kitchen to make something for me. I usually go to the clinic to see


    my mom but I didn''t want to see her now. If she was so ashamed of me as her daughter I will show her


    who I could be even without my wolf. I will make her realise her mistake. It was one of the pack


    traditions to celebrate the birthday or anniversary of the pack member unless otherwise, the person


    had nned. So tonight I had a party to attend. Luna already organised everything and Inba aunt


    bought me a green knee length dress with three fourth sleeve. It was so girly but she strictly told me to


    wear that for the party. That afternoon, the boys took me to town and we watched a movie and had fun


    eating lots of junk foods.


    At evening, I washed my hair and let it loose and removed my usual white gold stud and wore the


    matching earing bought by my aunt. I wore my lenses and checked the presence of my pendant. Yet I


    am not going to wear that heel tonight. So I opted for simple ck ts and made my way towards


    pack house. Logan met me half way and he saved me from my awkward entry as I could just glue to


    him. I was never been to pack the party for the past five years. I locked my arm with him and ignored


    his teasing look. Ah! This is getting more awkward. Please save me Moon God! But much to my help,


    he stopped in the middle and started shouting loudly.


    "Hey guys, listen here. The beautiful girl standing next to me is my cousin. And it''s her birthday today.


    Why don''t you guys make her feel home?"


    I never in my life had so much desire to punch a person''s face except the monster. But now I do. I


    tightened my grip of his arm but he easily removed my hand and left me to stand in the middle of


    smirking teens. The most disgusting fact is the room had the mixed smell of different food and the


    sweat covered wolves from endless dancing at the other corner of the hall. Thankfully they didn''t allow


    drinks here. I prayed Moon god to save me from this awkwardness. My prayers got answered as I saw


    my uncle crossing the hall. So I clung on to him and left to the back yard. I let out a breath and sat at


    the stairs.


    "Not much party type uh?"


    I was startled by Dhaya''s voice. I covered it with a forced smile as I cursed my stars for not leaving me


    alone.


    "Yeah. I am not interested in parties."


    I sighed out.


    "Hey, just loosen up and have some fun. Make friends. Don''t lock yourself inside a shell. I knew you are


    so bubbly type. Why did you change like this?"


    He asked with genuine concern.


    "Nothing like that. I found that I am really not a social type of person."


    I lied. And his smirk with raised eyebrow showed he found it.


    "Anyways! We are all here for you now and we will surely bring back that cheeky Kavi back. By the


    way, have I mentioned that you look so gorgeous."


    I bit my inner cheeks to avoid the blush. He is undoubtedly handsome and his dominance nature will be


    like a cherry on top of the frosting to add hotness to him.


    ''Hotness! Really, Kavi! You have a mate out there, remember!''


    My wolf had the perfect timing to ruin the moment.


    "Thank you, Dhaya. I think you should go and enjoy with others. It''s not fair to keep you here with me"


    I offered him politely to go but he shook his head and sat on the lower stair and looked at the woods. It


    was so calm. I wish I could let my wolf out to enjoy our birthday. But I can''t. Not yet; until I find a secret


    ce for us.


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    It was the weekend already. I had the test today to see what I have learnt all this week. I did well as


    most of our sses were like some kind of interaction and I took everything with my undivided


    concentration. The training was very good at learning more tricky moves. Everyone warmed up to me


    except Pooja and Rakshana.


    I prepared my bag and I decided to go in the mountain direction as there was minimal patrol and trees


    were more there. So if I silently manage to jump one tree to another while wind blowing, I would easily


    pass the territory without any difficulties. I took my bag as usual and managed to sneak out by jumping


    from tree to tree. I was almost got caught when a wolf heard my slip and he let out a low growl from


    below. But thankfully the density of leaves and darkness helped me to escape. I masked my scent


    precautiously. The fighting tournament will be held at certain three ces in between the six wolves


    pack territories. Fortunately, I had two ces around the territory and I chose the far away one to


    ensure no one catches me.


    Now ck mask was gonna mark her ce in this regional tournament. I found a tree hole far away


    from the tournament and changed into a different shirt and jean. I put the mask on and paid the


    entrance. Right when I was entering, a husky look-alike ck with white wolf made a brown wolf


    submit. I have seen that winner wolf before. I answered his howl of challenge and entered the circle. I


    fought all night and the new moves helped me to a great extent. I took a few breaks to let the wound in


    my thighs and belly to heal and I could feel my healing abilities were advanced with my seventeenth


    birthday.


    And when a big bulky grey wolf was about to get to my throat. I knew that would be a clear shot and I


    was thinking about whom to mind link about myst words. But my wolf perked up and felt my energy


    refilling also the grey wolf dropped to the ground. He fainted. On that break, I spoke to my wolf and she


    told me that I could absorb the energy from living things just like how I could give my energy to heal


    others. I scolded my wolf that was an unfair move to that grey wolf. But she shut me up by telling it was


    survival instinct to save one at death situation. I could use this new power in the future. Hiding these


    things seems to get a burden for me. Because if I could let this secret out, I would be able to help more


    needy wolves. But I am hiding them for my selfish reasons.


    I left after that fight and roamed in woods in my wolf form. I feasted a deer on my way and it was almost


    dawn when I reached the pack territory. I was behind a tree and waiting for the right time to sneak in. I


    was about to get from my tree but a hand stopped me. I froze and cautiously turned around.


    Logan!?! WTF?


    He signalled and pointed me the brown wolf hiding in midst of dry leaves. So he saved me from getting


    caught. His scent was masked with the direction of the wind and that''s why I couldn''t smell him. It


    wasn''t a big deal how he found me here but what I had to know is how long he was stalking me?


    "How long you are following me?"


    I whispered not wanna risk mind linking and revealing myself.


    "I am not following you. I was in patrol and find you sneakily walking this way. Nowe with me


    before anyone sees you. But you need to give me an exnation."


    I rolled my eyes and followed him. I internally sighed as he didn''t know anything. And I coulde up


    with some excuse before we could reach for the ce. He took me to the spot where he was supposed


    to be there to guard the territory. His eyes zed and I knew he was mind linking someone. Soon a


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    boy came to our ce and with a nod, Logan took off and lead me to my home.


    "So, care to exin what you were doing outside the territory?"


    He asked with a stern voice which I never knew he could be capable of. I smiled as I knew he could be


    a great Beta.


    "I was just roaming around. I would always like to do that alone. You know... like to escape the fact I


    was different. It''s not easy."


    His eyes showed pity for a moment but soon he was angry.


    "I didn''t know what your old pack did to you. But this pack would never think you differently. You are


    part of the family, Kavi"


    His voice is full of desperation to make me believe the statement he said.


    "No, Logan. Maybe that''s what you think. But on the very first day, I was challenged by a pack member


    just because she think me as a burden to pack and she wanted to eliminate me. And the sad truth is


    she is right about it. Don''t try to convince me. I used to the way I am and I don''t need any kind of help


    from anyone. Just leave me alone."


    I knew my words would hurt him but I had to do this for his own good. I heard his dress tearing and


    bone snapping sound. I ran to my home ignoring his sad howl.


    The next day morning, Logan asked me to fight with him teasing that he would consider going easy on


    me. I knew he was purposely telling that for yesterday night. I agreed but I didn''t know it would be a big


    mistake until I felt a dejavu moment when he aimed a punch for my face but while I bent to dodge it, he


    used his speed to swipe my feet. I managed to not fall down. His swipe was a strong one. I raised my


    right hand to punch butnded a punch on his stomach with my left hand. He yelped and took a few


    steps.


    He shook his head and raised his hand to pause for a moment. I knew he too had the dejavu feeling.


    Thankfully, Mithun came to us and teased Logan.


    "What future Beta, can''t keep up with a strong she-wolf?"


    Logan smirked and looked at my direction.


    "Oh, head warrior! We didn''t even start yet. Wait and watch."


    He said and raised an eyebrow at me. I smiled, agreed to him. But our moment interrupted when a


    woman came and informed that I was called by Sezhiyan. I excused myself from Mithun and Logan


    and went into pack house. Logan was behind my trail. I looked at him confused but he didn''t respond. I


    knocked on the door and got a stern e in'' as a reply, I let myself inside the Alpha''s office.


    "Alpha!"


    I slightly bowed as I saw a gold circle in his pupil.


    "Kavithanjali!"


    His deep voice and my full name showed that it was his wolf talking to me.


    "Yes, Alpha. You wanted to meet me?"


    I asked him.


    "Where were youst night?"


    [To be continued...]