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Myeyesburnedandpoureddowntearsas1gapedatthewallindisbeliefandheartbreak.Theppingoftheirskinwasonlygettingmoreintenseandbothwerenowpanting,moaningandgroaning<b>in</b>thepleasureofthetheywerehaving.
Itshouldn’thavehurtmesomuch,butIjustcouldn’ttellwhymyheartseemedliketheywerecrushedintopieces,sendingtuggingpainintomychestthatIfoundithardtobreath.
IexpectedalotfromthecruelXanderandhadbracedmyheartandsoultobearitallwithoutallowingthemtopratethroughme,butnowthatIwasfacedwiththis,Iwasstunnedathowquickitwastopierceintomeandbreakmedown.instantly.
Myeyestrailedfromthewalltotheweddinggownonthetableandangerswelledviolentlyinsideme.Icouldn’ttellwhenI
ardonthefloorrosefromthebedandkickedthetablehard,shatteringitandjustasthegown fell,Istompedonitverybeforekickingitunderthebed.
“Givemeablowjob!”ThegutturalvoiceofXandemandedandthenextIheardwasslurpingandchokingsoundasshesuckedonhisdick.Hewasgroaningsoloudjust<b>as</b>ifhewantedmetohearitall.
Ihissedatthetormentthose<b>sounds</b>wascausingmyheartbeforemovingawayfromthebed.Iwenttothefurthestpartoftheroomawayfromthewallwherethesoundsweringfromandpulledupthewindowallowingawaveofswirlingbreeze,topmyfaceasIgazeduptothesky.
Therewasnomoonorstars.TheskywasnkandgloomyjustlikemylifehadbeensinceIwasborn.SometimeIwonderhowIwasabletoliveuptonowwithallthebetrayndheartbreakfrompeoplethatwassupposedtoloveme.Ihadalwaysfeltlikethatgirlwhoshouldn’eintothisworld.
ItwasclearlyamistakethatI<b>was</b>bornandthatexinedwhytheworldandeveryoneinitwereallcrueltome.<b>They</b><b>don’t</b>wantmehere,noteventhemoonorstarscouldappearthisnightofmyweddingandkeepmpany.Content provided by N?velDrama.Org.
Myhusbandisbusywithanotherwoman,<b>making</b>sureIcouldheartheirscreamedandstranglednoises.NorespectformyfeelingsthatheabandonedmewithouingtoseemeforasecondnottotalkofthemarriageceremonyIdreamed
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MaybeIreallyexpectedmuchfromamanknowntobecold–heartedlikethedevil.Iwasn’t<b>a</b>wifebutanothertoywhichhewouldvisitwheneverhefeltlike.
Thatnight.Isleptoff,standingandbendingmyheadoveronthewindow<b>stool</b>.Anger,frustration,hunger,heartbreakandachingheartwereallthatfilledmetothebrimbeforeIsleptoff.Evenmyeyesweretiredofsheddingtears.
MorningcameandIwoketofindmyselflyingonthebarefloor.Istoodupslowlywithafeverishfeelings.Myheadwasachingandmybodywassoweak.Notevenmystomachcouldsparemesomepainasittingedfromstarvation.Imanagedtoreachthebathroomandtookmybathbeforereturningtotheroom.
Fromtheclothrack,Ipickedandworeablueshortsleevegownthatstoppedslightlyabovemyknees.Iwasjusbingdownmyhairwhenthedoorfinallycreakedopen.Iturnedsharplyandsawatremblingmiddleagedwomaninamaid.
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Herheadwasbowedandbothhandsmpedinbetweenheps.
“Goodmorning…Webothgreetedeachotheratthesame timeandncedateachotherbriefly.
“Itistimeforbreakfastattheroyaltydinningroom.Xanderorderedmetocallyouin.”Shespokeoutgentlyasif shewasstrugglingtospeakEnglish.
Iwasaboutaskingalotofquestionsaboutmynewhusbandbutshecutmeoffimmediately.
*Pleasefollowmenow.Youshouldn’tdaretokeepthemasterwaiting.Sheurged,hereyessendingmewarningsthatIcouldn’tclearlydecipher,butIknewitwouldbedangeroustolingerinhereafterhiscall.
MemoriesostnightshedintomyheadandIfeltapanginmyheart.AsilenthissslippedmymouthandIfeltwetness
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inmyeyes.Themanwhocoulddothattomeatmyweddingnightwouldeffortlesslyhurtmebeyondmeasurewithoutfeelinganypity.
Webothhurriedthroughthehallways,downthestairstillwegottothedinning<b>room</b>atthesecondfloor.Itookdeepbreaths,wonderingwhatwouldhappento meinthere.Themaidwentbackwhilethetwoguardsattheentranceopenedthedoorforme.
Whenoneoftheservantsannouncedmyarrival,Iheardtheloudshatteringnoiseofsses,butfrightcouldn’tletmelookup.Iwalkedintotheroomwithmyheadbowedtothefloor.
Xanderwhoeveryoneknewtobeveryruthless,depraved,gruesomeandhorriblewasintheroomsoIlostallcouragetolookupandseehisface.HowwouldIfacemynightmare?Thedeadsilenceandtensedatmosphereshowedhowevilthismancouldtocreatesuchenvironmentwhenthereweremanywomeninthere.
Xander’saurawastotallyatrociousandwicked.IwishedIwasn’tcalleduphere.Themaidcouldhavebroughtmyfoodtomeinmyroom.
Whoisthisthinghere?IsthisshitoneofGray’sdaughterwhichImarriedyesterday?”Iheardarough,scaryandhorrifyingvoiceroaredandIflinched,holdingmybreathandgulpinghardasmyentirebodybecamesweatyasfearshookme..
“Hey,littlegirl.Lookupwhilethemastertalkstoyou!”Afeminine’svoiceshoutedatmeandItooka deepbreathbefore.
Forcetolookupathim,Isawforthefirsttime,hisdarkgrayeyeswhichwerecold,hardandflinty,narrowingatmeinanger<b>.</b>It wasasifmybloodwassuckeddryatthatmomentasmyheartstoppedinstantlyinsidemychest.
HewasenragedatmethatIcouldfeeltheheatfromhisre.
Itrembled,panickedandmeltedundermyskinashiseyesseemedtobepiercingintomysoul.
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“Youmustbesobrave.”Hebellowedandstoodtohisfeetrevealinghistoweringfigurethatstoodtalllikeagiganticwall.Hiswasdressedinarobe,yethisrippedmuscleswerebudgingout.Therewasrageinhiseyesandthemomenthetookstepsforwardtomewithclenchedfist,IknewIwasgone,
Thewomenallstaredatmeinpity.Icouldn’tyetfigureoutwhatIdidwrongtomakeXanderangry.MylimbswereshakingandIwasbittinghardonmytonguetoholdbackthescreamandcrythreateningtoburstout
Sweatweredrippingdownmyfaceandmyheartwas racingsofastthatIthoughtitwouldexplode.Iwasterrifiedandmymindwasshouting atmetorunaway,butmylegsweren’tmovingandmystomachfeltrockhard,
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youbrokemytable,andalsokeptmewaitingsinceIorderedyoutedownhere,Icanseeyoudon’tvalueyourlife!”Herasped,andnowhewasstandingrightinfrontofme,few inchesawaythatIcouldfeelhisbreathonmyface.
“Iamsosorry….”Imumbled,tryingtobowmyhead,buthegrippedmyneckhardandpulledmyfaceup.
“Youdon’tdarelookdownonme,youfilthything!”Hewarned,staringintomyeyesandIcouldseehisfacereddeningandyeinspulsingandtwitchingacrosshisneckinrage.
Ikept noddinginstinctively,buthestilldidn’treleaseme.Hisgrip onlytightenedhardaroundmyneckthatIbegantochokeandstruggledtobreath.
Myeyesbuggedandtearsstreamedasheyankedmeforward,myfaceclosetohis.