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Hedidn’tsayanything<b>and</b>wassosilentthatIhadtolookuptoseewhathewasdoing,andoureyesiawayandtookadeepbreath.
“Doyoumindexiningtomewhathappened?Like,whyareyouhere,lockedup?Whatcrimedidyomit?”Heaskedwitha<b>calm</b>voire.”
“Nothing.TheonlywrongthingIdidwastrustDiana.ButIdon’thaveanyoneelsetomebutmyselfbecauseitwasmygreedthatbroughtthisupon<b>me</b><b>.</b><b>”</b>
“Whatgreed?Idon’tknowinwhatcontext,butinnowaydoyoudeservethis.Youshouldn’tbelockeduplikeaprisoner.Howlonghaveyoubeenhere?”Heasked,sittingonthebedclosetome.
“Firstofall,<b>how</b>wereyouabletoenterhere?Ithoughtnobodywasallowed?Wait,Ihadn’tevenaskedyouhowyouunlockedthedoorwithoutDiana’sknowledge.Doyouhaveamagictrick?
Hughedandbroughtouttwothinironsfromhispocket.“Iusedthese.SoyouknowIcanhelpyououtofhere.”Hesmiled,butIfrownedinreturn,
“Why?It’snotasifIdon’twanttoleave,but<b>I’m</b>scared.I’mnotsurewewillmakeit.It’ssodamnrisky,andI<b>can’t</b>understandwhyyouwouldwanttotakesuchariskforastrangerlikeme.Wewill<b>both</b>beouttodeath,orIwillstillbesparedwhileyougetin,whichwillbesostupidofyou.Don’twasteyourlifeforme.”Ishunnedhim,andheshrugged,hiseyeslookingdowntotheground.
“<b>I</b><b>have</b>madeupmymind.Itismyfirsttimeseeingyou<b>,</b>andIdon’tevenneedanyotherreasonto<b>save</b>you.I<b>had</b>beenrestlessaboutyou,seeingthemaidsbringfoodtoyou,andthedoorlocked.Istoodatacornerimeandheardyourscreamwhentheywouldbeleavingandlockingthedoor.Itisclearyouaredyingslowlyinsidehere.Ican’tallowthat.”
“Soyountotakemeoutofhere?Howwillyoudothat,andwhatwillbeyourfatebecauseit’sstupid<b>to</b>savemeanddie?Ican’tevenallowyoutodothat.
“Noneofuswilldie.Let’stakethisriskandleavethisce.Wecangotoyourpackandstartanewlife.Ihadbeensettingnsonhowtorun<b>away</b>fromthispackafterthearrivalofDiana,whoisbentondestroyingeveryone.Wecanutilizethentogetherandescape.”Hesmiled.
“Sowhyareyoudoingthat?Do<b>you</b>loveme?DoIstilllooklikeawomananymancanlookatandfallinlovewith?Isthereanydifferencebetweenmeandabeggarorevenamadwoman?”Igiggledsadly,scanningthefaceofthishandsomeman.
Hissmilewasso sweetandcontagious.Heheldmyhand,rubbingitsoftly.
“Youarepretty.SobeautifulthatIcan’tgetyououtofmyhead.Forreal,Iwon’tresttillIgiveyouthelifeyouwantandmakeyoufeelwhattrue<b>love</b>isabout.Hecooedandpeckedmylips,thenstoodtohisfeet.
“Iwillhavetoleavenow.It’salmosttimeforyoutobeservedyour<b>meal</b>.Idon’twanttobecaughthere.Juststaystrongandcalmwithalotofhope,becauseIamhere.Iamhere,andIwillnotstop tillIsaveyoufromallthismess.Idon’tcareaboutyourcrimeoryourpast.AllIwantisyourhappiness.”Hespokewithsomuch love,exudinghisvoice,
ThewayhiseyestwinkledwithpassionateemotionswaseverythingIloved.Iwasstaringathimandwas<b>so</b>surethiswasthemanIwouldlovetobewith.Onewhocares,onewhowantsnothingbutmyhappiness,andnotoneforwhomIhavetouse<b>a</b>lovecharmor<b>fake</b>bondscenttogetattention.
Hecamelookingforme.Iwasonmyown,andfateattractedhimtome,andhereheisconfessinghislovewithouthavingtomakeanyeffort.Ihadahugesmile<b>on</b>myfaceasInoddedatwhathesaid.Hestoodforsomeminutesbeforeleaving,andashegottothedoor,heturnedbackatme.
“Staystrong.Don’tfallsickorthinkofdying,becausethereisstillhope.Ipromiseyou,Iwon’tletyoucontinuelikethis.”Hesaid<b>that</b>withareassuringsmilebeforewalkingout.
Themomenthesteppedout,everywherefeltnk,lonely,andharsh.Thebarewallswerestaringbackatmetaintingly,makingmefeeltheheavinessofmyheartevenmore.
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Heleft,andIfeltsolonely,likesomethingveryimportanthadbeensnatchedawayfromme.Ithurtstobelockeduphere.IthurtsthatIhadturnedfromagirlrespectedforherclosertionshipwiththeLycankingsonintoaprisonerinastrangemen’nd,treatedlikeabullshit.
ItwaswhenheleftthatIrealizedhowmuchIwantedhimaroundme.Formanymonths,Ihadn’ttalkedtoanyone.Nobodyhasinteractedwithme,nottomentionsmilingandgivingmehopethatwerecrushedlongago.
AhugesmilecreptupmyfaceasIrememberedallhetoldme.Heactuallypromisedtotakemeawayfromhereandwantstospendhislifewithmeinmypack.Althoughhedoesn’tknowIamnotawerewolfbutaLycan<b>..</b>
Imaginingustogetherreallymademyheartwarm.Ihuggedmyself,feelingjoywavethroughmylifelikeastorm.ItwassooverwhelmingthatIfeltlikemyheartwasthumpingforhim.
Thedoorcreakedinafewminutes,andthistimeitwasn’thim,evenwhenIwasactuallyexpectingtoseehimagain.LookinguptoseeitwasDiana<b>,</b>andthemaidwhohasmyfoodwalkinginruinedmymoodandsnatchedawayeverysinglehappinessinme.Text content ? N?velDrama.Org.
Isighedsadly,lookingtotheground,notwantingtoseethefaceofthiswitch,whohadbeenadevilinmylife.
“YoulookedhappywhenIwalkedin.That’sunlikeyou.Whathappened?Orwhocameinhere?”Sheaskedwithatonefullofevil.Soannoyingtomyears.
“I’mtryingtomakemyselfhappywithanything.Iwon’tdieofdejectionandlonelinessasyouwish.”Ihissed,andhughed.
“Youarefunny.Idon’twantyoutodiebecauseyouaremoreimportanttomethangettingthatfoolishboyStan.Mymenhadconfirmedthathewasn’tdead;somehowSelenedidn’tkillhim.Iamsureshewantstousehimasatooltogetme,notknowingIalreadyhaveanforthat.”Shechuckled.
“Youwillcrumble.Youwillfail,andyouwon’tevenseeasecondchancetorightyourwrong.Ipromiseyou.”MyvoicewasbreakinginandoutasIsnortedather.Shescoffedandwalkedcloser,peeringintomyface.
“IfIcrumbleornot.IfIfailornot,youwon’tknowbecauseyouwon’tevenbealivetoseewhereitallgoes.Onceyourstupidbrotherfallsintothetraptryingtogetyouwithmytrace,I’llughterthebothofyou.Don’teventhinkofthefuturebecauseyouarejustadeadwomanliving.”