19 Emotions and Needs


    ~Tamia~


    I showered and waited for Sylvester to return. I was nervous and excited at the same time. d


    that I was able to test my skills.


    During the fight, I was given a rush, I missed it so much, and I was d I was of service.


    I doubt the attackers would have won, but they would have caused much damage.


    I linked with my friends to find out how they were, and they were thrilled to fight.


    I knew Linda and Avery used the opportunity to vent their frustrations on the men.


    Some of those wolves smelled like they were from the east.


    I wondered why my people would want to create more trouble with the north.


    Sylvester returned and went to shower.


    He exited the bathroom, and I noticed he looked a bit worried, but I could not ask him why.


    I got off the bed and went to him.


    "Sylvester," I said, and without warning, he crashed his lips against mine. We kissed hungrily, and I


    knew something was bothering him in those moments.


    "What is the matter?" I asked.


    "Don''t jump from balconies again. Do not get into fights in your current state. Promise me you won''t


    do it again," he said, and I could hear the fear in his voice.


    "I had to.." I said, and he cupped my face in his palms.


    "Please," He said, and I knew he must have heard something that upset him.


    "Okay," I said to calm him down, but I was determined to find out what the matter waster.


    He hugged me and kissed my neck, and breathed me in. I let him and rxed in his embrace.


    Sylvester held me tightly through the night.


    Morning came, and we got ready for breakfast. I wondered what troubled him, and hoped he would


    tell me.


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    "Do you know Bane personally?" He finally asked while we were getting dressed. I stopped what I


    was doing.


    "Yes, I met him at a dance party, and he asked his beta to take me home. I never saw or heard from


    him since." I said, and he frowned.


    "Anything transpired between you two?" he asked, and I shook my head.


    "Nothing, not even a kiss," I said, and I saw relief in his eyes. He pulled me close and kissed me,


    holding me tightly.


    I felt his teeth on my sweet spot. Was he trying to im me? I knew something was troubling him.


    We left the room and headed towards the dining to eat breakfast.


    "Do you want to eat in the room?" Sylvester asked me while we walked. I looked at him and smiled.


    "I am hungry for other things", I confessed, and he grinned and spun me around. It was so fast that I


    almost fell, but he caught me, and weughed.


    "We will feed our stomachs this morning and do other thingster. I want to spend the day with you,"


    He said and kissed me on the lips. I grumbled, knowing that was a subtle no.


    We returned to the room, and food was brought for us.


    Sylvester served the food on my te, and we both ate.


    I hoped he would go the extra mile soon because it was overdue.


    "Tel me about yourst days with your ex-husband," He said, and to my surprise, I wasn''t sad about


    it.


    There was a time if I was asked that question; I would be a wreck, but my heart was elsewhere, and


    I knew it.


    "Not so great, but he tried. He tried all he could to make it work. Amanda was an Alpha''s daughter,


    so even though Leo wanted to ignore her, he couldn''t. They forced her into our home," I said,


    remembering the incident.


    "Did they force Leo into her bed?" He asked me, sounding a bit annoyed, and I knew it was


    because he knew it hurt me.


    The answer was obvious when I couldn''t speak.


    He touched my hands gently and kissed them.


    "Fate might have sent her his way, but he could have rejected her. He was weak, which destroyed


    your marriage," he said, convinced by his words, and I sighed.


    "I guess so," I said, and he smiled.


    "So what is with Bane?" He asked me, and I could sense jealousy in his voice, but I did not want to


    mess with him, so I opted to be honest.


    "Nothing. I told you all that I know?" I said, and he nodded. He held my hand and kissed it, then


    looked at me critically.


    "If hees to get you, will you follow him?" he asked me, and somehow I felt he was asking the


    real question that bugged him.


    "I do not know him well enough to follow him anywhere. Besides, I have no reason to leave unless


    you kick me out," I said, and I could see him rx a bit.


    I hoped he would tell me what was troubling him soon.


    "What about you? Anyone special from your past or was it always orgies all through?" I teased him,


    and heughed.


    He plucked a grape and gently ced it in my mouth; I made sure to suck his finger sensually, and


    he slowly pulled away; his eyes turned ck, meaning his wolf liked it.


    "You are a naughty woman, Tamia," he said, and I giggled.


    "There was someone. Her name was Susan. She was my first," He said, and I felt a tinge of


    jealousy. My feelings for him were dangerous because I was getting jealous of an ex that wasn''t


    even in the picture. I think it was the way he said her name. I couldn''t ce it.


    "Rx, Tamia," He said, and my cheeks coloured; how did he know?


    "How?" I asked, and he giggled.


    "Your wolf shed," he said,ughing and leaning closer to me.


    "I think it is cute that you are feeling possessive," he said close to me, holding my chin in his hands


    and gazing into my eyes.


    "I think it is sexy," He said, and I could not hold his gaze.


    I was shy all of a sudden. I was bold with everything but a shy mess with him.


    He leaned close and kissed me gently on the lips. Then broke away before I could take it up a


    notch.


    "Don''t worry, green eyes. I won''t make you share," he assured me, and as much as I wanted to


    believe those words, I was too afraid to be invested in it. I was determined to live in the moment,


    ready to head out if it went south. My heart was tough enough for it now.


    The servants came to gather the dishes, and Sylvester told them to leave the fruits and the dessert.


    "You haven''t told me about Susan," I said, and he pulled me close.


    We were sitting on the carpet with the bed as our backrest. The rug was fluffy and soft, and the


    lights were dimmed. Perfect for a mood Sylvester wasn''t ready to tune into.


    "She was a year younger than me, and we nned to have a future. Being the Alpha in my family,


    she knew I would want to be at my strongest. But she was enough for me. She was a beta breed.


    She was enough. Her brother found his fated, and it wasn''t his girlfriend. The heart break the


    girlfriend endured spooked her, and she decided to relocate to the south region with her uncle


    before my eighteenth birthday, so she would not be heartbroken if she ended up not being my fated.


    I never heard from her since," He said, and I felt sorry for him. There was a tinge of sadness in his


    voice that made me realise it hurt him deeply.


    "With the way we were, I would have rejected my fated for her sake," he said, and I smiled.


    "Easier said than done," I said, looking away, then he made me look at him.


    "I know you have heard those words before, and the person that uttered them went back on his


    words, but I am not like Leo. If I were in his shoes, I would have willingly kept my word and been


    content with half-strength. All it meant was that I would have to train harder." He said with a firm


    resolve, and I could almost believe him, but I wasn''t a fool.


    "Unfortunately, she left for nothing because I never found my fated, and I had to make do," he said,


    and I stroked his hair and looked into his eyes.


    "The pain is undescribabale. I could understand her fear," I said, remembering what happened to


    me, and he kissed me. This time he did not pull away.


    We kissed, and soon I heard Kaira howl in my head when he took off my shirt.


    His eyes were jet ck, and I tore his shirt because I couldn''t undo his buttons.


    I touched his body. The muscles I had longed to run my palm against. Feeling his muscles made my


    core clench, and a moan escaped my lips. His scent was intoxicating, and I wanted him.


    We kissed until we were both naked on the carpet.


    I heard a low growl, and his body vibrated.


    His wolf had joined in.


    He lifted me up and ced me on the bed.


    "I have been wanting to do this since I set my eyes on you," He said,ying me on the bed.


    I grabbed onto him. I did not want any distance between us. My body was aching.


    "I want to take my time," He whispered in my ears and nibbled it. Then he licked and sucked the


    skin where a mark should be.


    He teased the spot with his teeth, and I moaned. I felt the wetness on my inner thigh, and I was long


    gone.


    He travelled to the crook of my neck, sucking and nibbling, and I was a moaning mess on the bed.


    I ran my fingers through his hair, grabbing it and wanting more.


    I could not exin my hunger and need for him, but I wanted him.


    He sucked on my nipples, one at a time, hungrily, and I let him do as he liked with them. Everything


    was getting to my head.


    "Ahhh!" I moaned, not able to contain the pleasure I was feeling.


    I reached for his cock, and he let me touch it.


    It felt hard and stiff, and I wanted it badly, and he pulled away from my breasts so I could feel him.


    He knelt on the bed with his length in my hand.


    His eyes filled with lust, and I mirrored it.


    I bent and ced his cock in my mouth, hungrily working on him.


    He grabbed my head gently while I bobbed my head up and down his length.


    He groaned and moaned and pumped gently into my mouth.


    He has enormous, So I held his shaft with my hand. Working on it. Taking it all the way to the back


    of my throat and gagging. My eyes were watering, but all I could think about was the pleasure it


    would give me when it filled me up.


    He pumped, and I bobbed. His hold on my hair became tight, and I knew he wasing.


    "Fuck! Tamia," He growled.


    "Fuck!" he moaned and continued pumping until I felt his cock twitch, and he shot his load down my


    throat. I took it all in, sucking the tip and licking my lips for him to see.


    "Fuck, Tamia, you are amazing," He said.


    Leaving his length, I looked at him, and his ck eyes were intimidating. I had taken him off the


    bend, and my core clenched, anticipating receiving the result of my hard work.


    Heid me down and spread my legs wide.


    "Time for dessert," he said, and I could not speak.


    He delved in with his mouth. Sticking his tongue in my core, I grabbed my breasts and squeezed.


    The pleasure shot to my head.


    He licked the entrance all the way up to my mound and then began to suck it.


    "Ahhh ahhh!"I cried.


    My mound was sensitive, and he was sucking on it, pushing his tongue against it and licking it.


    He licked and sucked until I couldn''t take anymore.


    I felt myselfing.


    I grabbed his shoulders and dug my nails in. I was wild, and my animal side was taking over.


    "I aming," I moaned.


    The build-up was fast. He was an expert with his tongue. He did not relent. He kept the rhythm


    steady until the orgasm erupted, and I cried. He didn''t stop. He continued to suck. I shook and


    moaned then I started to scream from the intense pleasure.


    "Now, Sylvester. Put it in now," I moaned because I wanted him inside me.


    He stopped and made me turn around on my hands and knees.


    He drove his cock into me and started pumping.


    Holding my hips, he guided my ass to m into him. His cock went deep, stretching my walls and


    hitting all the right spots.


    He filled me up, and I felt this was my birthday because he was too damn good at it; he fucked me


    with reckless abandon. All my build-up and anticipation were satisfied at that moment.


    "Mine," I heard him growl as he pumped into me.


    "Yes," Was all I could say.


    He was doing everything right. iming me with his cock, I knew there was no going back from this.


    He turned me around, ced my legs over his shoulders, and pumped into me ferociously.


    "No one is taking you from me," He growled, pumping fast and steady.


    I didn''t see any more.


    I felt the build-up, and I knew he had just started. My orgasm came, and he fucked me through it,


    sustaining it.


    He did not stop. He pumped into me, shattering my inside and making me confess to things I


    wouldn''t have. I saw stars, having an out-of-body experience, and I did not want toe down from


    the heights. He had taken mepletely.


    "Promise you will always be mine, no matter what," He groaned, and I did not think about it. He had


    fucked my brain to mush.


    "Yes, yes!" That was all I could manage. Another build-up wasing, and I weed it.


    "Look at me when you areing," he said and fixed his eyes on me. I looked at him, and the


    orgasm washed through me. He kept his rhythm steady, and soon, he stilled and poured himself


    into me.


    Sylvestery next to me, trying to catch his breath. I was fully satisfied.


    He pulled me close, and Iid my head against his chest.


    "Don''t leave me, Tamia," He said, stroking my hair.