Chapter 10
Nathan POV
He had spent the past week having his men investigate her where about. She had not returned to her
apartment, had been taken somewhere else and where he had yet to find out. He couldn’t actually
me her for that, she had run off back to the human world, probably right into Eric Stanton’s
protection. She felt like she belonged there now he figured, because he had once ordered her to leave,
and told her to nevere back. She had no where else to go, so it was not surprising that she had
made a life for herself there.
Nathan had wolves watching her apartment for her return, but 7 days and nothing.
The FEDs hade for him the following morning. After her escape, he had gone willingly, no point in
arguing it, not when she had ran right into their arms in such a bloodied and wounded state, directly
from his pack Jands. He had been hoping she would still be with them and he coulde across her.
That way she could scent him out and Kora and she would identify them as their Mate, which could
solve everything.
But she had not been anywhere near him, at hospital for treatment of her wounds, she couldn’t just
heal herself overnight in the human world. That would be extremely odd, and draw her unwanted
attention to herself, she was smart. How could she im her wounds were real if all healed and then he
could im she had fabricated them if that was the case.
He had been pped with a human world federal charge of kg and causing grievous bodily harm, due
to taking her across several states against her will. It was a federal case. Although he had not actually
He had informed them he didn’t know the men, and they had bolted already. When in reality, he had
sent them home to bury their son and brother, he had paid them more money due to the death of the
man. He had not expected Jay to fight so hard, let alone kill a wolf in an attempt to get away. But he
should have known it. She was a warrior’s daughter and had trained with him and his unit most of the
time. The girl could take care of herself.
But he had also not known that she was desperately trying to get back to her 3 children, who he had
not known about and separated her from. It was no wonder she fought so hard, killed in an attempt to
get away, and refused toe home at all.
The FED’s had produced the video footage of her k!ll!ng, the photographic evidence of all her wounds
once she had, when she’d gotten away from him and run straight into the arms of humanw
enforcement. She had been str!pped down to her und*rwear and he’d gotten to see the state of her
right hip, bruised and ripped open and her chest covered in dark bruising and many scratches from
where she had been unceremoniously tossed out of the van and onto the ground unable to protect
herself from the sudden impact due to having her hands bound behind her.
He had found it extremely difficult and hard to keep Havoc’s growls and snarling at bay at those officers
in-charge of questioning him, with the way they had worded everything, made everything sound as
though he had injured her himself and on purpose at that.
Havoc had wanted to rip them apart for using him of hurting our Mate. Nathan’s legal department
was on it, and though he had gotten bail in no time, he had spent the day behind human bars, he had
to hand over his passport and agree not to leave the state, annoying since his Mate was now on the
other side of the country. None of the humans in his shared cell hade near him.
His wolf had been so close to the surface the whole time that they feared him right away. Havoc was
ready to rip through them all for the slightest bit of disrespect from them, it had only made Nathan smile
to be honest, Humans were so afraid of him and all he had to do was re at them.
Though the 2 officers questioning him had smelled of fear they had not shown it, he could see why they
were good at their jobs, could portray confidence and authority even when scared of the man in front of
them, a couple of times when he had really struggled to contain.
Havoc and his anger had shown on his face, he’d seen them both back into their chairs slightly and eye
him wearily, the only reason they were alive was because they were in the human world, if this had
happened on his territory he doubt Havoc would have allowed them to survive.
In his cell he had paced back and forth. Havoc did not like being caged in a cell at all, the 3 humans in
the cell with him had stayed along the back wall well away from him, Havoc had turned and growled at
them once, and they all had gone wide-eyed and bolted to the back and stayed there, fear flowed freely
off of them the whole time he had been in the cell with them.
1 day behind bars was worth it, it would show Jay and Kora he was willing to take punishment for her
treatment, even though at the time she had not known they were her Mate, he was Sorry for her
treatment, the injuries sustained to her, and the separation from her pups.
Getting to her was the new problem. If he attempted to take her or her three pups how, the humans
would be all over him again. Dear goddess, how was he going to handle that? Three pups… he had yet
toy eyes on them. Had no idea how old they were, whether they were boys or girls. Hell he didn’t
even know if they were half-human or wolfen for that matter. If they were half human could he ever
bring them in, what about their human father.’ f**k this is a nightmare’.
He did know she had had them in the human world, because she had certainly note to the pack
hospital to birth them on each asion. She’d been all alone to deal with it.
When he had sent for her, he had not even thought about whether or not she had found a Mate, gotten
married to a human or had had a family, children. He’d seen her on TV and Havoc had insisted on
bringing her home, no if’s and’s or but’s. It was a must.
Havoc had finally coughed up the truth to Nathah, that when they had seen her on TV, he had felt that
he mised her, it had put an ache into his heart, and when he had heard her speak, her soft but
confident tones a desperate need to be near her had fallen over him.
The desire to be with her filled him so quickly and deeply that he wanted to once again have her right
next to him. A need that burned inside him so strongly he couldn’t ignore it. Not that he had told Nathan
at the time, might have solved a few problems in the way he’d brought her in.
Nathan might have actually gone to her in person, might have, though it was likely not, he’d probably
still have sent Jackson or Stephen maybe. He had hurt her that day and who was to say she would
even see him.
He could have gone and apologised for what he had done to her 6 years ago, though now he knew that
the minute he would havee face to face with her they would both have know what they were to
each other and problem solved, or at least he liked to think so. His current daydream. Her currently
being a single mum of three had shaken him, but he would have dealt with it.
It had been a week since this news hade to him,pletely out of the blue, everyone in the room
had been utterly shocked by her announcement, his dad, his Beta and he himself had all been
He had not done a full investigation of her, prior to having her collected, he’d simply tracked her
address from herpany and that had been it, it hadn’t even crossed his mind that she wouldn’t be
alone out there.
He was now a little concerned about Eric Stanton’s rtionship with his Mate, what if that human was
her man. He was feared and respected in the human world, someone who could not only look out for
her and protect her, use all his human resources to get her back at all cost, which he had proved he
was already willing to do, he had acted very quickly in her favour.
There was something going on there. If her children were his, there was going to be trouble, she would
not likely leave them behind, and he couldn’t see Eric giving them up not to the man who had just
kidnapped her and, in his opinion, brutalised her.
Nathan had already looked into the man himself. He was 45, fit for his age, did Tia Kwon Don and had
a ck belt, so he could put up a fight, though Nathan knew he would be no match for him or Havoc.
The man was a well respected and a feared prosecutor, he was liked in the human society around him,
was wealthy, and the CEO of a prestigious Law Firm.
He was no longer married, had once been, but divorced 10 years earlier. He was considered good
looking, he had short blonde hair and grey eyes, with a square jaw line, his build was good, but only by
human standards. Nathan was twice as fit and boasted way more muscle. But if he was Jay’s man
he could see why. Power and protection were a must for a lone she-wolf. He sighed and ran his hands
through his hair.
Who was to say they weren’t seeing each other and it just wasn’t public knowledge outside, it could be
the reason she did her internships at hispany and then started working for him right out of
university after passing her Bar Exam.
Nathan couldn’t find anywhere that they had actually worked on any cases together. They did work
from the same building and she would be attracted to him and his power. That thought elicited a low
growl from Havoc’ Down boy’ Nathan smiled ‘once she scents us, it wil be all over for any man she is
with, Kora won’t stand for others touching her once she knows, and you kkow it.
Another growl came from his beast, he did not like even thinking about another wolf or human touching
what was his. But right now she was gone, had vanished for the past 7 days, she had gone somewhere
and he didn’t think it would be a hotel, not when she had kids. Likely gone to the children’s fathers
ce of residence if they didn’t live together, hell this could have pushed them to move in together.
Though he had surveince on Eric Stanton’s home, she was not there or if she was no-one had seen
her and she was inside away from prying eyes. It was annoying and worrying to not know where she
was.
Nathan’s legal team were pushing for him to do a press conference in order to help him out in the
human world, and clear his name, he was actually standing in the middle of his office reading itor
supposed to be, but his mind kept wandering, how could it not when he didn’t know where she was.
It wasn’t that bad a statement it would have him admit to sending men to collect her, but that he had not
in way shape of form instructed them to hurt her. He was to formally apologise, not an issue he was
willing to do that, and im that he’d only wanted to talk to her, that he would like to have mediation
with her regarding what had happened. His legal team had advised him that the quickest way to deal
with the human charges against him was to get them dropped altogether. If he could convince Jay to
agree to let them be dropped, that would be the end of it.
The question was. Could he get her into the same room as him for mediation, she would likely have to
came to it, he would ignore them altogether. His Mate was more important than some restrictions on his
movement around the human world.
Jay was afraid of him, that much he knew, the words she’d heard him say over the phone would
have her clearly believe he didn’t care about anything that happened to her, when in actual fact he did
care, more than she couldprehend at this moment in time.
Just walking into a room with him would rify a lot, but the way he had brought her in, the injuries she
had sustained, was going to cause doubt even if she scented him. T hey would have to Work on trust,
or he would, he loved her already, couldn’t wait to be her Mate. She had always been fun and yful
with him during their love affair.
Due to the anger and aggression that had been pouring out of Havoc at the sight of her injuries and her
dishevelled state she could only have mistaken his anger for what she probably thought it was, her
refusal toe home and her utter defiance at all his requests.
Alpha’s orders welew and no one was supposed to igrore them, and she had defied him at every
turn. Stubborn she-wolf, he smiled to himself.
He also didn’t know if Jay knew his previous Mate-bond was Over, done and dusted and that he was
d it was. If she didn’t then stepping into a room with him was going to cause quite a shock to her and
Kora. Nathan also believed right at this moment, the only thing he had going for him was their past
rtionship. Before Sophia. And he would use it if he had too, anything to gain her trust, He was
hoping that Kora would be able to sway Jay. He’d already dealt with Jay without Kora. She was
scared of him.
Kora’s bond with Havoc he was certain would be instant and strong. They had known each other a long
time. Kora was a cheeky wolf and Havoc had enjoyed hunting her and tracking her when she was
hiding from him and the boys to tease them. He had also enjoyed pouncing on her, not that he and
Kora had ever done anything, wolves stayed out of human Counterpart rtionships unless it was their
fated mate. But they had gotten along and been yful with each other. She was a pretty wolf to. He’d
never seen anything like her wolf.
Havoc purred at the thought of Kora now, her shinny silver/white coat, the pretty grey of her snout and
feet, she wasn’t arge wolf or hadn’t been average size, but she had been amazingly fast and he had
like being the only one who could catch her, she always got Havoc to really push himself and put
everything into the chase. Not something he had to do often.
Chasing her around their pack was going to be good fun, only pouncing on her would mean something
different altogether now.
His attention was dragged away from internal thoughts by Jackson as he got off the phone with a sigh
that sounded part annoyed part worried. He’d yet to question Jackson about if he had feelings for Jay-
“A boy and twin girls it looks like, about a year apart from Pete’s judgement, he justid eyes on her.
No photo, just a quick nce in the car as she drove into the secured car park of her building. The 3 in
the back seat”
Havoc whined in his mind, ‘someone gave her pups, that was our job, someone beat us to it.’
Nathan sighed, he too felt a little lost at the news she had used the word family, but none of them had
found a human marriage license or certificate with her name on it, so it didn’t appear she was married.
“Did she Come home alone?” he asked, not really wanting to know the answer in truth if it was a no.
“Yes boss, just her and the 3 pups.”
“Are hey púps? Or are they human?” he mused Out loud. No-one in the room even attempted to
answer him. Jackson knew him better than anyone, and would have picked up on his tone. Stephen,
his Gamma, sat silently staring at aputer screen. He’d barely said a single word in a week.
Once he had informed his most trusted, Jackson, Stephen and Ethan. His Gamma Stephen, the one
he’d entrust her safety too when he wasn’t around, had stared at him for a full minute, then had just
turned around and walked away and as of yet, no one knew the man’s thoughts. He would talk when
he was
ready. He had been chasing her with Jackson to try and stop her from leaving the pack territory but had
failed. It was possible he had guilt over her getting away, Considering as the Gamma it was ingrained
into his every fibre to protect the Luna with his life.
Ethan, his Delta had simply sighed and shook his head, then said “Well, what are we doing about
getting her back then?”
To his dislike, his father had informed his mother and siblings. His mother had stomped into his office
very angrily, ring right at him and he knew instantly he was in trouble, nothing like a mother’s
displeasure at something her child had done wrong, the child could always tell, this moment had been
just like that for him. He had raised his hands in a gesture of surrender and he’d state “I know,I did
wrong. but that had not stopped her from storming across the room and starting to p him about
anywhere she could, while he tried to block the hits.
Havoc had stayed out of it, she was the only woman in his world who could get away with hitting him,
well probably 1 of 2 now. His father had pulled her away and calmed her down. He’d Simply apologized
to which she’d stated tly “it’s not me you need to apologise to son.” At his agreed response, she had
stormed off out of his oftice, and his father had followed. Nathan knew his father was trying to calm her
down further.
Later on he okayed the press conference and allowed it to be set up with human reporters. He
designated the spot as to the front of the packs Architecture Firm, just 45min from pack borders, then
set about adjusting then wording and response of his official statement to the press. He would be
taking minimal questions and he would stay on topic only.
It was the next day that he received the shock of his life. His father walked into his office and dropped a
photograph on his desk right in front of him. “The boy is definitely yours,” he had stated, sounding very
annoyed, jabbing a finger at the boy in the photograph.
It was a picture of 3 children, a boy and twin girls, looked to be about 4 and 3 respectively. The date on
the bottom of the photograrh showed it had been taken a year ago. His heart ached terribly at the sight
of them, they looked so happy all ying at the beachughing up at the camera, probably Jay
taking the photo.
The boy had his arms around the girls, he could see the boys’ fingers were digging into their sides, he
was tickling them and they were allughing. All three of them had her jewel green eyes and were
shiny with joy and happiness, but all of them had his blonde hair. Goddess the boy looked just like him
when he was that age.
Havoc was growling in his mind, racing around like he was ready to rip out of him ‘Ours. he snarled at
him. Nathan felt the drawing to them, and couldn’t tear his eyes from them.
“They are all mine,” Nathan replied without hesitation, he trusted Havoc’s opinion 100%, he felt drawn
to the 2 girls in the photo as much as he did the boy. His heart ached so badly and when he touched
his fingers to the photo pain seared through him. f**k what had he done.
Did she know that day? She had been begging him for just 2 minutes of his time, but he and Havoc had
just found their fated mate and he’d not cared about anything else at all, hadn’t wanted her touching
him at all to be honest, recalled ring at her touch, something he had enjoyed not more than 3 days
earlier, the day before he had met his fated mate actually.
Had she been trying to tell him? f**k.
Had Kora only responded the way she had in order to protect her pups, his pups. f**k. And he’d sent
Content bel0ngs to N?vel(D)r/a/ma.Org.
her away, pushed his Alpha order at her without a single thought about the Consequences, due to his
mate’s injury. ‘This is a Nightmare’.
‘We have to fix it’ Havoc whimpered at him, guilt, regret and sadness washing over him, he’d been just
as responsible for what happened to her that day, he’d been present to assist in giving the order, He’d
lost so much that day and didn’t even know it, shunned her and never thought about her again if he
waspletely honest with himself, neither of them had until the day they’d seen her on the TV, so full
of life and confidence.
“All of them son?” his father questioned him, his tone very quiet.
“Yes. Havoc is of the same opinion. Triplets.”
“You, have really messed up. You know that right.”
“Yes.” he sighed “I’llfind a way to fix it, we’ll get her back, and she’ll know what we are to her.”
“Not going to be easy son.” his father stated tly, then left the room closing the door behind him. he
was about to get the biggest beating of his life and he was going to have to take it, they were her grand
babies, and she’d not gotten to see them born, never gotten to hold them, spoil them or watch them
grow up.
All the things she would have wanted, all the things he wanted, and he’d royally screwed up. Gut-
wrenching guilt was eating away at him. Goddess help me to not die when shees for me.
His most trusted friends were all in his office. They had been sitting around discussing protection detail
for her, who was going and what to set up officially in the human world. None of them said anything,
they were all just staring at him. He could feel their eyes on him yet he couldn’t even look at them in
return. Too much guilt for sending her away and in such a delicate condition. A condition she’d had to
deal with on her own.
She had been friends with all of them all their lives, a year younger than him and Jackson but the same
age as Stephen and Ethan. She had trained with them due to her father’s rank as top warrior and he
was the one training them too. Then when Kora hade along so darn fast mo one could keep up
with her, she’d fit into their group without issue even though she was a girl she had never had a
problem, rough housing with therm or teasing and ying with them.
She was just one of the group. Made them allugh many times, now it was all very wrong. He’d done
this, split her apart from the group, from all of them, sent her away and they’d all lost a friend that day
due to his actions and thoughtlessness, and now the utter devastation of his decision was finally
revealed to him.
He had lost his childhood friend, his one-time love interest and his children, who had not even been
known to him. He doubted very much they knew who he was. Did she even tell them what they were?
Growing up in the human world, it could be that she had never mentioned wolfen society to them, it
was a secret to be kept from humans, was she raising them human? Probably due to his order to never
He saw movement in the corner of his eye and finally looked at Jackson, Stephen and Ethan. They
were all walking towards him, he Wondered how Havoc would handle them trying to beat the life out of
him. Havoc was quiet. Probably wouldn’t interfere, they did deserve it, though being the Alpha was
unlikely to happen, he guessed, even if they were his childhood friends, respect must be given or
punishnment would be dealt out.
They all walked behind his desk and looked at the photo in his hand. He had yet to put it down, a part
of him couldn’t. His children, his heir’s to the Pack. Out there for all this timepletely cut off from the
pack and its protection, unprotected and he solely responsible for it. How could he me her for any of
this, goddess he was going to have to beg for forgiveness at some point, she would never forget what
he had done or how she had to be on her own with them all this time, how he had been the one to
cause her to leave.
“Cute pups.” Jackson stated calmly.
“Must be a handful, 3 alpha pups all at once.” Ethan mused aloud with a halfugh.
Stephen said nothing at all, still silent on the subject of Jay being his Alpha’s mate and now mother
to his Alpha’s pups. Still no one knew what was going on inside his head. Rafe had yet to emerge
either.
Previous Chapter
Next Chapter