chapter 134


    As the weeks are going by, I can tell that the pack is getting stronger. I watch as I walk the ground,


    seeing the little kids train always puts a smile on my face. I will say Damian is excellent with the


    children and Tonya has been helping him, they do such a good job together.


    It has been quite everyone has fallen into line, there haven''t been any issues which sort of frightens


    me. I''m afraid of just being happy when something always happens. I try to keep my guard up at all


    times, but sometimes I just want to let loose and live life. But I''m scared that letting loose might allow


    something to happen to my pack.


    As I watch one of the little girls waving, I walk over. I can see so much excitement in her eyes, she


    walks up to Damian and says, "hey sir can we take a break please, so we can say hello to the Alpha."


    Damian looks back at me e on kids, 5 more minutes than you''re finished for today let''s get it done


    first. Why don''t you do your best to show the Alpha how good you are."


    I see disappointment in her eyes, but she follows what Damian has said. She continues to train. I''m so


    proud of how much they have aplished. I''m hoping that they won''t have to use any of their


    training. They are so innocent, they deserve to be kids.


    I watch as I see Tonya approaching me. "Hey sis, what do you think?"


    "I think you guys are doing an amazing job. It shows how great you are with children."


    She smiles at me "yes, but it takes so much patience I will say Damien is a lot better at it than me,


    sometimes I just have to bite my tongue."


    "I can tell he knows what to say and how to say it. He is so patient with them."


    Tonya looks at me with sincerity in her eyes, "Sabrina you don''t have to be afraid you''re going to be a


    great mother."


    "Tonya, I really hope so every time I think about my childhood I wonder if it was just a lie if there was


    any truth, if they even loved me. My mother was such a gentle soul, she taught me to be the person I


    am. Just to find that she was working with the devil himself. That she was a monster just like him."


    Tonya and I hear a deep voiceing from behind, "that wasn''t your mom she might have raised you,


    but she wasn''t your mother. Your mother was amazing, and she was the most caring woman I''ve ever


    met. You remind me a lot of her, you both do."


    I turn to him as I look at Axel. I''m lost for words. I don''t know what to say to him. I want to know more


    about my mother, but I''m afraid to ask. I''m not sure what to ask. I want to avoid triggering memories


    that he buried for so long.


    When we turned around, I stuttered, "I didn''t mean it like that, I met the woman who raised me sorry."


    "Know need to be sorry Sabrina, but you are like your mother, you care about people, and you want to


    make everyone feel important. You both have such big hearts, you remind me of her so much just in


    your actions. She would be so proud."


    Tonya and I look at each other and smile. We both go to speak and talk over each other. "What was


    she like?"


    I can see his face change to prue sadness as tears begin to fill his eyes. I know it is hard for him to


    even look at us. I wonder if that is why he stays away. We all get a surprise when all the childrene


    over and jump on top of us all. Giggling They''re so happy and innocent, I just have the need to have to


    protect them all.


    My father pulls back before he can have any kind of happiness. He looks at us. The look is unfamiliar.


    It''s almost like rage and sadness all-in-one. His eyes roll like he''s irritated. I be confused, wanting


    to understand but just trying to live in this moment of happiness with these children. I go to grab his


    hand to stop him, but he shrugs it aside and keeps walking, he does not look back as he walks away.


    "Axel, please stay." He stops, but only for a second as he continues to walk away. I try to brush it off as


    the kids are so happy to see me.


    I put a smile on my face and focus on the children"Wow you guys did so well at training you all deserve


    to have some fun, what would you all want to do."


    They start jumping up and down, one look at us and say one second while we discuss what we would


    like to do."


    I try to hide my smirk, but I can''t. I''m swept away by their cuteness as they huddle in a little circle, trying


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    to decide on what they want to do. I''m thinking oh know wondering what I might have gotten myself


    into. But it would be nice just to have some fun.


    "We want to y kickball, but we need more yers. Can we ask people to y with us, please?"


    "Of course, let''s go find more yers."


    I watch as the children run with their smiling faces, finding others to y kickball. I can''t help but to


    smile and feel happy. I want to allow these children to have some happiness, even if it is as simple as a


    game of kickball.


    As they gathered enough yers to y the game, I could see the excitement on their faces. They


    finally have a chance to just let loose and have some fun. The little girl looks at me wondering what her


    name is and not being able to remember she says, "alpha, will you be on my team."


    "Of course I will be on your team. I would be honored."


    As the game begins, there isughter, almost a sense of peace. Wishing everyday could be as simple


    as a kickball game. But it is short-lived once we all stop dead in our tracks when we hear the rm


    going off, knowing we are getting ready to be attacked.