chapter 117


    TONYA''S POV


    It has been crazy since my father and Dominic have left. People from all different packs havee.


    They want to help save Sabrina and get revenge for everything that the devil''s pack has done to them.


    So many loved one''s lost so viciously for no reason at all. I want to tell them that we can do this, but I


    am scared that maybe we can''t.


    Damien has been so supportive of everything weing new members and also assisting in training


    them. Most of them are warriors, so training is almost like exercise to keep everyone active. There are


    so many kinds of wolves I never knew of. I hate how much was hidden from me growing up. I should


    have been trained all my life instead it was tucked away from me. It makes me so angry how much my


    parents withheld from me. It''s like being weed into a life that was always supposed to be mine but


    was hidden. My parents never had me question how they felt about me, but now I wonder if any of it


    was real. The only thing that I know was real was the bond that Sabrina and I always had together.


    Not having her here with me is causing me to struggle. I''m trying not to show weakness. But it''s like a


    piece of me is missing without her here with me. I still feel some guilt from thest time we have


    spoken. I know that I didn''t mean the things I said, and I know that she won''t hold it against me. I just


    wish that myst words to her were better.


    I can''t believe that we are getting closer to rescuing her. There are new people showing up everyday


    joining us. I didn''t even realize that there were so many wolves in existence. I lived such a shelter life,


    not realizing there are so many of us. I''m so grateful to all those that are going to help us take down the


    devil''s pack.


    I''m worried about my father and Dominic. Hoping that Dominic would be able to resist saving Sabrina if


    there is a chance given to him. I don''t want him to get himself-killed. I don''t want Sabrina to have to


    suffer the loss of her mate as well, especially after all that she has been through. I can''t believe how


    things have changed in just a couple of days.


    Knowing that I need to stop daydreaming and get out of this bed, there is so much to do. As I go to get


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    out of my bed to get dressed, Damien grabs a hold of my waist, and he pulls me into him.


    “Tonya, where do you think you''re going to get back here and cuddle with me, I''m not ready to let you


    go.”


    “Damien, there is just so much to do we need not take any breaks until our mission ispleted.”


    “Tonya, you need to rx and have some fun.”


    “Damien, I will rx when Sabrina is back safely and the devils pack in non-existing.”


    I get out of his grip and go get dressed. I know that he is frustrated with me, but I don''t care. I walk out


    of the bedroom. The smell of bacon catches my nose. I see that there are others she wolves already


    preparing breakfast.


    “Good morningdies is there anything I can help you with.” I''m not good at remembering names, but I


    just smile and offer to help.


    “Sure, if you want to you help prepare the tes and serve them out as we finish up cooking.”


    “Yes, I can do that.” I was never that much of a cook, but never really got the chance to learn.


    As I am serving out thest couple of tes. I notice that everyone stands. I''m not sure what is going


    on. I try to look but see nothing. I continue to pass out tes of food. Then I see everyone go to kneel


    down. As I stand, that is when I see her tears fill my eyes. I want to run to her. But I can''t, I can feel her


    power and I can''t move its like I''m forced to kneel as well. Then I realize that it''s not my father who is in


    control any longer that Sabrina is the Queen Alpha, and she is our leader.


    I watch her as she looks over the crowd. I can see the pain and the weakness in her eyes. I know that


    she is trying to be strong for everyone. But she is torn down and tired. I am in shock that she is here in


    front of me wondering how this came about it, I''m happy that she is free but terrified of the trauma that


    she had to go through. Wondering what ising our way due to her escape.


    I run up to her, I see the damage that has already been done hoping that we can get through this. I put


    my arms around her, I can feel her body is frail and weak as she trembles in my arms. I have missed


    her. I don''t want to let go. I can tell that she is exhausted and needs to rebuild some of her strength to


    get some much needed rest. She goes straight to her room and shuts the door. I thought our reunion


    would be so much different.


    She has been home for 5 minutes, and she is already trying to get away from me. I am scared that


    maybe she''s angry with me, but I try not to show my concern. I don''t want to make this about me. I


    can''t believe she is pregnant. Now I know how she survived all the horror. The will to protect her baby


    is what kept her going.


    I want to go into her room, but I stop myself wanting to give her space but needing to know that she is


    ok. I walk up to Dominic “can you please go in with her, I need to know that she is okay and if you''re


    with her, I will be at ease please Dominic.”


    “Tonya she will be okay you don''t need to worry about her, she is just tired, but I am going to go in and


    talk to her.”


    I stand outside the door pacing back and forth wondering how she is doing. I can''t take it any longer. I


    go in to check on her. I see Dominic and her lying on the bed, wrapped into Dominic''s arm then I


    realize she is taking care of for now. I quietly shut their door and go to find Damien.